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Doikers 11-11-2010 01:51 PM

*Hugs Kahlia* I'm getting angry at nothing and everything again , I'm going to take another Diaz soon I think if I don't calm

EDIT:- Took one

Kahlia1981 11-11-2010 01:58 PM

*hugs you back* - That's not good hun. Is there something safe you can do to help keep you calm?

Kahlia1981 11-11-2010 02:00 PM

Is the anger directed at anything in particular? I know you have not had a good time lately but I'm trying to think of some suggestions other than those that Katie suggested such as punching pillows and other soft things.

Kahlia1981 11-11-2010 02:04 PM

Hopefully that diaz will settle you down some Mark, but please let us know how you are going.

Doikers 11-11-2010 02:21 PM

Sorry Kahlia , the page turned and I didn't notice and have only just read your posts . I have a meeting with my nurse , Sharron, who has been SO SO good to me and I think it might help to talk face to face with her, thats in 54 minutes , so I just hope the 3rd Diaz of the day kicks in ( I think it is ) soon , thankyou for your support , it must be super late in Aus?

Doikers 11-11-2010 02:28 PM

I'm leave for my meeting in 16 minutes , the walk might help to , physical exercise

Kahlia1981 11-11-2010 02:39 PM

I'm glad you've got someone to go and talk to Mark. It's not all that late, it's about 12:40 am as I type ...

Doikers 11-11-2010 02:43 PM

Crickey Kahlia !! Latley I've been in bed by 9.30pm lol , right off I go to Sharron :)

nicole94 11-11-2010 03:27 PM

she made me show her my arms! :(

SoMuchMore 11-11-2010 04:04 PM

*hugs nicole* :-/ who did? I know how uncomfortable that can be. Especially when its forced.

*hugs mark, crimson, kahlia, and kaytee*

I've got to go take a uni test, but ill be back later with a better reply.

MammaMia 11-11-2010 04:13 PM

Nicole, I'm sooooo sorry I never replied last night, I fell asleep, woke up about 10.30pm and turned laptop off and went straight back to sleep!!!

*hugs wardies tight*

Doikers 11-11-2010 05:08 PM

*Hugs Nicole * Who did that to you? I know how hard that can be :(

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Helen*

nicole94 11-11-2010 05:48 PM

*hugs everyone*
helen-thats ok, i went to bed shortly after anyways!
mark and laura-it was my tutor in our 1-1 tutorial :( i mean, i dont mind showing her, and it was for a good reason, it was just kinda....unexpected?

Doikers 11-11-2010 05:51 PM

Hayley Would like to initciate a *GROUP hug*(Waves where applicable) and I'll join in *Group hug*

nicole94 11-11-2010 05:56 PM

*group hug*

MammaMia 11-11-2010 05:59 PM

*hugs Mark & Nicole*

FlyingNy 11-11-2010 06:33 PM

*Joins in group hug*

My mum just told me to stop eating after school. Let's try that shall we. That makes my daily food intake...

Breakfast- None

Lunch- a bag of low fat crisps and a piece of fruit

Snacks- None

Dinner- As little as I can get away with.

If my mum ever mentions anything about not eating enough, I shall remind her it's her who told me to stop. Not that she ever will, it's too hectic in the mornings for her to notice what I eat for breakfast, she's not there at lunch and I've been getting away with throwing away half my dinner for weeks.

one_step_closer 11-11-2010 06:41 PM

*hugs everyone*

Doikers 11-11-2010 06:43 PM

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you doing?

nicole94 11-11-2010 06:45 PM

*hugs helen, lia, lindsay and mark*

Disturbia 11-11-2010 06:46 PM

Am not so good at the moment, my voices are really loud and am listening to music on my head phones to drown them out .

Doikers 11-11-2010 07:10 PM

*Hugs Sam* It's good that you are distracting yourself with music. I like your signature picture ::)

FlyingNy 11-11-2010 07:15 PM

*Hugs Sam* I hope you can carry on keeping yourself safe.

I don't know what to do. I don't want to bother anyone who's struggling, so feel free to ignore me, but I'm getting more and more triggered by the second. I'm trying to stay on my bed because it's my 'safe' area. But I literally just can't allow myself to move from this spot.

Doikers 11-11-2010 07:24 PM

Lia *Hugs* Can you Put some music on , or the T.V. or read a favourite book , Or if you can bring yourself to move from your bed could you bath, I find sitting in warm water relaxing sometimes you could use bubble bath !
Or maybe play on the arcade here on RYL to distract yourself ?

misskitty112 11-11-2010 07:33 PM

Self. confidence. issues. suck.
I can't even talk to a guy I'm interested in cause I'm afraid of rejection. I just want to be beautiful, damnit.

I'm sorry. I'll do individuals later. I just needed to get that out.

Doikers 11-11-2010 07:38 PM

Self confidence issues indeed suck Felicia . I've seen photos of you on Facebook, You are Beautiful , Really :) *Hugs*

misskitty112 11-11-2010 07:41 PM

Thanks, Mark. You wanna come convince this guy of it?
I really really like him, but the fear of rejection takes over all the damn time.

risenfromperdition 11-11-2010 07:55 PM

*hugs lots* <3

i love all you guys :)
who wants to move me to england so theres no such thing as thanksgiving?

Doikers 11-11-2010 07:57 PM

*Hugs Heather* *Teleports Heather to the UK* :)

MammaMia 11-11-2010 08:00 PM

Felicia, how do you know that the guy you like doesn't think you're beautiful? Chances are he does and its your fear thinking he doesn't. However, if he doesn't, you can't force someone to change their opinion of you & it's his loss anyway.

Doikers 11-11-2010 08:05 PM

Why are all my DVD's Violent or Horror? I need something light and cheery to take my mind off things , I mean I like violent/horror movies but not how I feel tonight . I don't want anything with death in it no matter how unrealistic , .and I simply don't own anything like that *Sigh*

FlyingNy 11-11-2010 08:12 PM

You are beautiful Felicia.

And Mark, you could always youtube something. Watch a bit of Lee Evans, I love that man.

I watched EastEnders, and weirdly, it cheered me up. It hardly has a rep for being the happiest thing on earth, but the line 'if he sits in that chair for too long he gets all stiff' was said, so I was hysterical from there. Cos I'm mature like that.

Doikers 11-11-2010 08:18 PM

Lia ! Mature indeed , you just bought a smile to my face , GO Lia!

SoMuchMore 11-11-2010 08:24 PM

semi-busy day in here.. good to see. *hugs ward*

i wish i could talk. why do i suck at it so much? anyway, i know you are all struggling, don't want to bother anyone.

xxjuliexx 11-11-2010 08:25 PM

-sits next to mark - it's ok u wanna finger paint with me anyone can join in

Doikers 11-11-2010 08:28 PM

*Finger Paints with Owen and sits next to*

FlyingNy 11-11-2010 08:28 PM

*Joins in finger painting*

Totally know the feeling Laura. Although I actually admitted my feelings just now :o

Argh! Unnecessary apostrophe in my other post! I must change it immediately.

I'm glad I made you smile Mark :)

SoMuchMore 11-11-2010 08:33 PM

oo finger painting! *joins in if thats okay*

*hugs lia* good job on admitting your feelings! i wish i could in more than vague references. I'm sorry you can understand it tho.

xxjuliexx 11-11-2010 08:33 PM

mark u wanna watch finding nemo it's not a scary movie

Doikers 11-11-2010 08:35 PM

*Watches Finding Nemo with Owen* It's got fish in it ?

xxjuliexx 11-11-2010 08:36 PM

u never seen finding nemo before?

Doikers 11-11-2010 08:38 PM

Not all the way through no ,erp :P

xxjuliexx 11-11-2010 08:40 PM

:shocked: :-p ;-) -passes the popcorn if anyone wants it-

misskitty112 11-11-2010 08:43 PM

Mark! You MUST come to the US and watch movies with me if you haven't seen Finding Nemo all the way through! =)

*grabs a handful of popcorn* I've gotta go to class. ugh. Love you guys!

Doikers 11-11-2010 08:44 PM

*Nabs a handful of popcorn* Yum :)

FlyingNy 11-11-2010 08:47 PM

Yeah! Cor Mark, I can't believe you've never seen Finding Nemo! *Curls up on the sofa/wherever we are sitting beside the others and nicks some popcorn*

Wow, we're childish.

I know what it's like Laura, but I also know how you can want so much to talk, but you feel you're not worth it, you don't want to burden others and you don't matter enough. You just can't bring yourself to say anything because you're so scared people are going to see you differently and if you dare to tell anyone anything, it's no longer under your control and everything's spiralling away from you. So you wear a mask. You plaster on a smile and pretend like everything's just fine fine fine, because if people knew the real you, they'd hate you as much as you hate yourself.

Eventualy though, they decide you're a hard hearted stone faced, uncaring cow and hate you anyway.

Doikers 11-11-2010 08:53 PM

*Hugs Lia* I don't hate you , never will :)
It's okay to talk even if others are struggling , you're NOT burdening people at all .

SoMuchMore 11-11-2010 08:54 PM

I know you are not hard-hearted Lia... none of us in here think that. *hugs* I can really related to what you said there though. Except a huge part for me is that I don't want to screw people up with my whining. Someday i hope there is no need for you to wear a mask b/c you deserve better than that.

*watches nemo for a little bit before class*

xxjuliexx 11-11-2010 08:57 PM

-frowns- childish? i am a child

FlyingNy 11-11-2010 09:02 PM

You're alright Owen ;) It's the rest of us who need to go back to primary school. I am 16 years old. Mark is 30. This is bad guys ;)

And thank-you Mark :)

That's a part of it for me too Laura, there's so many reasons which is why I can never define it to people, plus, defining it would mean taking off the mask ;) The same I goes for you too though. You deserve better because I know what a lonely existance this is.

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