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Buttons. 10-12-2007 08:43 PM

^ i identify with that so so much sweetheart, i really do. if its any consolation i dont even know you and i am so glad you are alive and kicking-that takes real strength when everything seems to be falling apart *cuddles close*
i know this is taking the running thing literally but it can help, maybe try taking up running? eventually once your stamina is built up you will be able to run for miles and it gives you a wonderful feeling of freedom and release.

oh and im a newbie as fa as this virtual psych ward is concerned *signs self in* im katy as fellow spammers of fun and distractions will know :)

this too shall pass 10-12-2007 11:04 PM

i dont want to wake up tomorrow
there is nothing to control it
i will wake up and tomorrow will be **** and ill go to the hospital
ill deal with wot i choose to offer'
but the demon will never leave
and theres no way to safely die
ill crawl to the top of a building
n im so chicken that ill be talked dwn just like before
n ill suffer this life coz the braver thing is too escape

shadow.princess 11-12-2007 04:45 AM


haha 1000 words about crap questions....... this is killing me, **** school sideways!!! I feel so crap and I shouldnt, I should be happy, two months I should be ****ing exstatic !!!! why is it all the skinny prefect people at school who never look bad no matter what they do that get pissed off at me when I dont want to be in their ****ing photos, Im sorry but I dont have confidence or self esteme what in ****s name do you expect from me *sulks* I need cuddles

Seraphsigh 11-12-2007 06:12 AM

Checking in.
*slumps in corner*
I need a fifth of jack daniels but a tranquilizer might do.
This is some serious crap.
*cuddles shadow.princess*
It's gonna be okay. Those stupid bitches are going to be super fugly by the time they're 30. At least the ones in my school did. And then you'll get your rightful laugh.

Good thing they wont let me wear shoelaces in here.

*sighs and stares at the wall*

black feather 11-12-2007 06:49 AM

*looks out from under duvet*

my mom is coming for a visit tomorrow...i am so scared...she will see what i have been up to these past few months...need lots of cuddles

*sighs and pulls duvet over my head*

Summerr 11-12-2007 05:09 PM

*signs in* I love everyone here so much. I klnow this sounds weird. but my life is here so much... I have dreams about RYl and stuff. Has that ever happened to you?

Summerr 11-12-2007 05:26 PM

am a masochist? thats been bothering me all day. zomg what if I am *shudders*

MammaMia 11-12-2007 05:38 PM

****ing wish she'd grow up =|

Wish I could found my counsellor too, really need to talk about something.

Life is so ****ing crap atm =[

Buttons. 11-12-2007 10:28 PM

^ *squishes* know that feeling. have a s'moor (i jsut found out what they are and they are SO HOT!!!

on another note. here i am, checking in. survived another day. but holy sh*te it was hard.

Seraphsigh 12-12-2007 12:37 AM

*Slowly drags eyes from wall*
I had dreams last night about RYL. I dreamt that I met a person and let them through a door.
Anyway, I still want to go f*** some **** up so I'm going back to the wall now. It's a good thing they don't allow shoelaces in here.

Bella_forever 12-12-2007 03:48 AM

*walks in to room looks around then walks over to a big comfy leather chair sits down and stares at everyone* Hi *waves*

black feather 12-12-2007 06:23 AM

*looks out from under duvet wipes eyes and drags duvet over my head again*

can't go on like this anymore *mumbles*

butterfly525 12-12-2007 07:01 AM

*gathers everyone together in a massive group hug*

If anyone wants to talk, my PM box is always open.

And Katy, you totally stole my s'mores idea from the other thread! *glares* *forgets anger and eats a s'more*

Seraphsigh 12-12-2007 08:03 AM

*sniffs a s'more*
Hm..smells okay.
*finds big feathery beanbag chair and curls up*
Not quite ready yet. zzzzzzzzz

Buttons. 12-12-2007 12:56 PM

i SAID i jsut heard about them!!!! *bows to Laura(?)*

anyhoo. still here. *pokes head out from under psych couch* they STILL dont know im under here! hehe

Quark 12-12-2007 05:20 PM

First post here. Wondering how I can go on with my nursing training when I'm the one supposed to be helping others, I feel like I'm the one in need of help, how can I continue? I don't know whether I can allow myself to go on another ward and care for children in need in this state of mind. I'm sick again, stayed in bed til 4.30pm *damn my tonsils*. Feel like I need to brush away this feeling because of my responsibilities. It just isn't working anymore.

Seraphsigh 12-12-2007 06:57 PM

*crawls over to Quark with some tissues and hot tea*
I'm sorry you feel bad. Just so you know, there are lots of inspiring people with children and mental illnesses that carry on difficult but successful lives in the medical field. You can do it. But it will be a struggle, like most things.
hope you feel better.
*hugs tightly and offers a nice puffy blanket*
*goes back to hibernating*

l.e.g.o 12-12-2007 07:33 PM

*hugs all*

got fit counsellng tomorrow-cant do it cant do it cant do it

i want to get out now

Bella_forever 13-12-2007 06:52 AM

...i didn't eat today and I am totally and 100% pissed at me cause I even told myself I had to *kicks self in butt*

black feather 13-12-2007 07:16 AM

I tried to go one day without purging...just one...but i couldn't. My mom is here for a visit...it will not take her long to figure out what is going on. I can't swallow, my ribs hurt and i am so tired. How am i going to get thru this visit??? I am so scared. *hugs pillow*

Seraphsigh 13-12-2007 07:38 AM

*pets every sad person on the head*
I'm sorry you're having trouble.
At least we have friends in the psych ward.
I wish I could stay here instead of going home tomorrow.
*packs bags and trudges out*

xyon 13-12-2007 01:34 PM

*Pokes head out from under the bed long enough for people to acknowledge life and then retreats to darkness and safety*

hellbunny 13-12-2007 02:07 PM

*walks in picks up pillow and curls up in a ball on the floor*

hellbunny 13-12-2007 03:55 PM

*peers out *
says hi *waves*
hides again cos sight of world at moment is a lil too scary and stressful

Jetforce 13-12-2007 08:38 PM

**hugs hellbunny**

*Wishes he was dead :-(*

D-liscious 13-12-2007 08:42 PM

im signing myself in

*brings teddy and duvet*

Bitter_Angel 13-12-2007 08:55 PM

*Curls into the bed next to debbie*
We could start early.

Buttons. 13-12-2007 09:42 PM

*is still under the couch*

*scuttles out, hugs people who need it, then scuttle back under again*

butterfly525 14-12-2007 05:28 AM

*pops in to visit everyone*

Anyone up for art therapy? I have fun stuff like papier mache and finger paint!

black feather 14-12-2007 05:59 AM

*crawls out from under duvet* finger paint??? Can i draw too please?

butterfly525 14-12-2007 06:31 AM

Of course!

black feather 14-12-2007 06:34 AM

What we drawing then?

butterfly525 14-12-2007 06:46 AM

Umm....how about you draw a scene from your favorite film?

(I've got Pirates of the Caribbean on my mind since I'm getting the 3rd one for Christmas)

Buttons. 14-12-2007 06:52 AM

*draws an invisible white rabbit named Harvey*-anyone who understands this gets a gold star in art therapy.

butterfly525 14-12-2007 06:57 AM

Wait....how can you draw an invisible rabbit?!?!? And for that matter, how can it be white if it's invisible?

Buttons. 14-12-2007 07:00 AM

you dont get it. i pity you. go research Harvey James Stuart on google.

butterfly525 14-12-2007 07:06 AM

Hmm sounds confusing, but interesting. I might have to watch it sometime. Still doesn't explain how you can draw an invisible rabbit though.

*starts making papier mache pirates*

black feather 14-12-2007 07:07 AM

*draws scene from 10 things i hate about you*
my fav movie of all times. Think i will draw the peom at the end that she reads to the class

Buttons. 14-12-2007 07:10 AM

^^ i love that film! makes me laugh and cry :)

black feather 14-12-2007 07:14 AM

Me too. I love every scene of it. I know all the words and can say it with the film...
*whistles as i draw*

Buttons. 14-12-2007 07:16 AM

haha im like that with Harvey and Mean Girls. and Girl Interrupted.

ooh what tune are you whistling? *joins in*

butterfly525 14-12-2007 07:17 AM

I think I'm like the only person in the world who hasn't seen that movie. :-(

Let's watch it while we do our artwork, yeah?

Buttons. 14-12-2007 07:19 AM

uhuh *switches it on the ward's uba cool massive tv

butterfly525 14-12-2007 07:22 AM

I hope it works better than the TV in the real psych ward I was in. :-/

*adds yarn to papier mache Jack Sparrow to make dreadlocks*

black feather 14-12-2007 07:24 AM

whistling Pain by three days grace...

i love movies!!!!

*Draws border around poem*

butterfly525 14-12-2007 07:26 AM

I love three days grace :)

black feather 14-12-2007 07:29 AM

yeah, me too.

*finishes drawing and shows it to people*

butterfly525 14-12-2007 07:33 AM

lovely :thumbup:

Buttons. 14-12-2007 07:34 AM

yeah my real psych ward tv was *****-i swear it went on the blink everytime corrie was on...though thinking about, everyone else hated corrie so maybe.....IT WAS ALL A PLOT ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

*runs round in circles*

black feather 14-12-2007 07:37 AM

can i put it against a wall somewhere?

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