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Laura2.0 11-06-2011 09:00 AM

*hugs all* how are you today?

I'm doing more applications for university today.

Doikers 11-06-2011 11:09 AM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Sam*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Matthew*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Laura*

Doikers 11-06-2011 07:01 PM

I just spent half an hour laying on the floor , really ...........flat I guess:/

SoMuchMore 11-06-2011 09:11 PM

*hugs mark* im sorry you're not feeling great.

Its a quiet day in here. Hope everyone's alright.

I'm in an awful place... I keep trying to type about it and get a few sentences out but cant.
I shouldnt post.

frenchhorn 11-06-2011 09:30 PM

*hugs Mark* sorry you've been so flat. how are you doing now?

*hugs Laura* good luck with the uni applications, what are you applying to do?

*hugs Laura* you should post and I'm about if you need someone to talk to, PM me if you want.

*hugs all*

I've had a day full of mood swings, gone from depressed to anxious to hyper to manic to suicidal to flat etc feel warn out now.

Doikers 11-06-2011 09:43 PM

*Hugs Laura* You are totally okay to post hun *Extra Hugs*

*Hugs Oliver* I'm sorry , mood swings suck :/

Laura2.0 11-06-2011 09:50 PM

*hugs mark*
*hugs Laura*
*hugs Oliver* I'm applying for social work. I'm unsure if it is a good idea, but I don't have any other ideas. I used to be sure about it, then I googled my diagnosis.

frenchhorn 11-06-2011 09:55 PM

*hugs Mark and Laura*

Doikers 11-06-2011 10:08 PM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Night tiime hugs all my wardies*

frenchhorn 11-06-2011 10:19 PM

night Mark *hugs*

YodaBearInterrupted 11-06-2011 10:59 PM

*hugs everyone in here*

I made some cookies for you all :)

SoMuchMore 11-06-2011 11:48 PM

*hugs matt* thanks for the cookies *takes one*

*hugs oliver* thats a lot of mood cycling :-/ no wonder you're worn out. Hopefully you can get some rest tonight. Oh and thanks for the offer of a PM, I might take you up on it.

*hugs laura* Good luck with all the applications! Are you unsure that you want to do social work in general or unsure specifically because of your diagnosis? If the second, don't let it stop you from being what you want to be... I know that is a lot easier sentence to say then to do... but honestly, if I had let my social anxiety disorder corner my uni degree I would never have made it into graduate school for next year. (Sorry, you dont have to listen to me.. just my experience)

*hugs mark* hope you sleep well hun.

Okay I haven't been able to talk about what i feel all day.. so I'm just going to say this simply without emotion. I cut. Out of anger. After 5 months of not, and it doesnt just feel like a slip up. I feel like my hometown is killing me slowly if I can't even last 2 weeks here.

I don't know if typing that out helped or not... but at least someone knows.

Cazki 12-06-2011 12:02 AM

Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Laura*

Laura2.0 12-06-2011 09:02 AM

*hugs Oliver*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Ian*
*hugs Matt*
*cuddles Laura* I think you are right. The disorder is just a part of me, not all. Are you going to live at home for a longer time, or is it just temporary?

Doikers 12-06-2011 10:37 AM

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Matthew*

*Hugs Laura* I'm sorry hun , but 5 months is AMAZING !!!

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Laura*

Laura2.0 12-06-2011 10:51 AM

It's hidden, because I don't want anyone to know but I do have to write it out. I think I'm fvcked. People will notice... damn

The following content has been hidden - Reason : because I want to

I already cut today. I looked in the mirror and cut my face, because I hated it so much.

Emo 12-06-2011 10:51 AM

Is anyone around ?
We really dont feel good my husband gone out and we are alone and vulnerable :shame::crymd:

Emo 12-06-2011 10:53 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Mute.Scream (Post 2848103)
It's hidden, because I don't want anyone to know but I do have to write it out. I think I'm fvcked. People will notice... damn

The following content has been hidden - Reason : because I want to

I already cut today. I looked in the mirror and cut my face, because I hated it so much.


*hugs mute scream *
sorry you cut

here if you need to talk about it



Laura2.0 12-06-2011 10:56 AM

*hugs Angel* sorry you are alone. Here if you want to chat.

I didn't cut for more than a week. Then I cut this morning. It's like that a lot. I guess there's just too much emotions that need to be let out after a week.
I did cut close to the hair line, so I'll try to arrange my hair in a way that people wont notice too easily.

Emo 12-06-2011 11:20 AM

*Hugs* thank you

unsure what is going on with us everyone in the system is feeling bad we are trying to comfort each other the best we can . but its hard.
The little ones are scared and want there daddy ( my husband) he has only been gone for an hour and there missing him a lot God knows what they will be like if my husband has to work at any point ( he don't work at the moment because he is our carer)
He is going to be another hour or so , unsure what to do to keep there mind of it.

I know what you mean about not cutting for a week the emotions just build up and you need some way to relive it, it gets too much to cope with some times.
Its just finding something else that will do that , i havent found anything that helps myself
but hopefully you will find something that helps you
*hugs*



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