Sorry Kahlia , the page turned and I didn't notice and have only just read your posts . I have a meeting with my nurse , Sharron, who has been SO SO good to me and I think it might help to talk face to face with her, thats in 54 minutes , so I just hope the 3rd Diaz of the day kicks in ( I think it is ) soon , thankyou for your support , it must be super late in Aus?

I'm leave for my meeting in 16 minutes , the walk might help to , physical exercise

I'm glad you've got someone to go and talk to Mark. It's not all that late, it's about 12:40 am as I type ...

Crickey Kahlia !! Latley I've been in bed by 9.30pm lol , right off I go to Sharron :)

*hides*
she made me show her my arms! :(

*hugs nicole* :-/ who did? I know how uncomfortable that can be. Especially when its forced.

*hugs mark, crimson, kahlia, and kaytee*

I've got to go take a uni test, but ill be back later with a better reply.

Nicole, I'm sooooo sorry I never replied last night, I fell asleep, woke up about 10.30pm and turned laptop off and went straight back to sleep!!!

*hugs wardies tight*

*Hugs Nicole * Who did that to you? I know how hard that can be :(

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Helen*

*hugs everyone*
helen-thats ok, i went to bed shortly after anyways!
mark and laura-it was my tutor in our 1-1 tutorial :( i mean, i dont mind showing her, and it was for a good reason, it was just kinda....unexpected?

Hayley Would like to initciate a *GROUP hug*(Waves where applicable) and I'll join in *Group hug*

*group hug*

*hugs Mark & Nicole*

*Joins in group hug*

My mum just told me to stop eating after school. Let's try that shall we. That makes my daily food intake...

Breakfast- None

Lunch- a bag of low fat crisps and a piece of fruit

Snacks- None

Dinner- As little as I can get away with.

If my mum ever mentions anything about not eating enough, I shall remind her it's her who told me to stop. Not that she ever will, it's too hectic in the mornings for her to notice what I eat for breakfast, she's not there at lunch and I've been getting away with throwing away half my dinner for weeks.

*hugs everyone*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you doing?

*hugs helen, lia, lindsay and mark*

Am not so good at the moment, my voices are really loud and am listening to music on my head phones to drown them out .

*Hugs Sam* It's good that you are distracting yourself with music. I like your signature picture ::)

*Hugs Sam* I hope you can carry on keeping yourself safe.

I don't know what to do. I don't want to bother anyone who's struggling, so feel free to ignore me, but I'm getting more and more triggered by the second. I'm trying to stay on my bed because it's my 'safe' area. But I literally just can't allow myself to move from this spot.

Lia *Hugs* Can you Put some music on , or the T.V. or read a favourite book , Or if you can bring yourself to move from your bed could you bath, I find sitting in warm water relaxing sometimes you could use bubble bath !
Or maybe play on the arcade here on RYL to distract yourself ?