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happiness...its all a lie 26-06-2012 07:02 PM

could you see a different one or do you have a therapist you could call?

matt - sorry to hear that do the people know they are adding to it?have you got someone you could talk to? maybe go out for a walk to distract yourself or something?

Doikers 26-06-2012 07:15 PM

I meet my Social worker Thursday ...

Louise 26-06-2012 07:16 PM

I hope it goes ok for you with the social worker Mark *hugs*

happiness...its all a lie 26-06-2012 07:56 PM

good luck hope it goes well x

Laura2.0 26-06-2012 08:02 PM

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Louise*
*hugs happiness*
*hugs monk*
*hugs Matt*
hope I didn't forget anyone.

I don't remember the last time I was having a whole good day. Most of the time it's only half days that are good and the other half is shitty.

happiness...its all a lie 26-06-2012 08:14 PM

*hugs* laura sorry to hear your days are shitty,

Cant deal with these freaking urges anymore. Its killing me.

Laura2.0 26-06-2012 08:26 PM

*hugs happiness* sorry to hear that you are strong urges. Did you try to distract yourself? Maybe suck on an ice cube (my psych told me yesterday to do that... lol)

midnightphoenix 26-06-2012 08:27 PM

hugs everyone - I hope you're all doing ok

Happiness, hope you beat the urges

Twisted_Illusions 26-06-2012 08:50 PM

Good evening everyone.... I'm in need of a distraction.

Happiness - I hope you're doing ok, you can beat those urges.


Laura2.0 26-06-2012 08:52 PM

*hugs Twisten Illusions* sorry I don't know your real name...
I don't understand your Avatar. Please explain... what am I supposed to see there?

Doikers 26-06-2012 09:31 PM

MAtt what is your avatar?

happiness...its all a lie 26-06-2012 09:37 PM

So far im hanging just. Yeah im watching tv, reading magazines, job hunting, txting friends but nothing is stopping it grr.

hope people are ok x

YodaBearInterrupted 26-06-2012 09:59 PM

I give up. Tired of being leaned on so much by my friends so hard. Its extremely difficult right now not to do bad things. Emotiona duress plus Voices do not mix well. I have tried writing and when I read what I wrote it looks weird and frightening. I am scared. Music isn't helping cause I turn to heavy metal lol I am resisting as hard as I can for as long as I can... really trying to hold on. *hides in the corner* I don't really have a psych right now which sucks. I do have a pysch who I haven't seen in a year nearby though. No on in my family or friends is helping... I am worried I might get in trouble soon... *cries and sits in the corner and rocks*

happiness...its all a lie 26-06-2012 10:07 PM

sends hugs and cuddles your way. I dont have many words but your not alone x

Huayruro 26-06-2012 11:39 PM

Got to play some smash with a friend today and see another friend as well, so I'm doing ok overall. Awkward conversation last night, though. I had to lie about not self-harming :/

risenfromperdition 27-06-2012 02:59 AM

*curls up*
im shakey and out of it and i dont like it =[

RootsbeforeBranches 27-06-2012 03:01 AM

I'm checking in for the night... *curls into a little ball in the corner"

xMakeSomeNoisex 27-06-2012 03:02 AM

checking myself in for a while. *curls up in corner*

I have been having a very rough time lately. My depression has been getting worse and worse and I have been feeling extremely suicidal, I am having break downs daily now. I have had the urge to cut again recently as well but I haven't yet. I am worried but I am trying to make it through this. What has made it worse is the fact that I have no one to talk to about it and my family thinks I just need to get a life and that that will make my depression disappear.

RootsbeforeBranches 27-06-2012 03:04 AM

*hugs* - I hate when people think that depression has some magic cure like "getting a life". Stay Strong.

risenfromperdition 27-06-2012 04:04 AM

*stares at wall sighing*

YodaBearInterrupted 27-06-2012 04:42 AM

*hugs RisingFromtheAshes and MakeSomeNoise and RootsbeforeBranches*
Hope that was okay to do

*puts some brownies and cookies on the table*

Doing ok, but not that much better

xMakeSomeNoisex 27-06-2012 05:17 AM

*hugs everyone*

Thanks for the hugs.

Tonight I am just feeling really drained and empty. I had 3 break downs today so it was a pretty horrid day. I am just so tired and fed up. Every time I go to sleep I wake up three hours later and can't get back to sleep (which is kind of normal for me) but it is exhausting when you are going on no sleep and having constant break downs every day for weeks on end. It isn't helping that I have been contemplating suicide more and more as the days go by. I am holding on by a thread these days and it takes all my energy to just make it through the day.

m0nk 27-06-2012 06:43 AM

i think it's 2 cats

happiness...its all a lie 27-06-2012 10:48 AM

I think i might just move in here

Doikers 27-06-2012 10:56 AM

*Hugs Georgia* Beatles fan ? :)

*Hugs Monk*

*Hugs Faye*

happiness...its all a lie 27-06-2012 11:06 AM

hugs mark, how are you today?

Gem-Louise 27-06-2012 12:30 PM

:( just want to curl up and not wake up

Doikers 27-06-2012 02:29 PM

*Hugs Faye* I'm recovering from a horrid nose bleed , going to the dr's tomorrow about them. How're you?

*Hugs Gemma Tight*

Gem-Louise 27-06-2012 02:57 PM

dont want to be alive anymore seriously thinking about it

midnightphoenix 27-06-2012 04:00 PM

Please don't Saphire, we're all here for you (((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))

happiness...its all a lie 27-06-2012 04:02 PM

oh no sorry to hear that. Hope the doctors goes ok. Im ok actually today i have managed 8 hours of being normal. I have rang someone for an application and my benefits are sorted til i get a job and my aunty came to visit me. I just dont like nighttime.

hugs saphire you know were here for you hun.

how are you dylan?

midnightphoenix 27-06-2012 04:12 PM

I'm really disorientated. I posted on my own thread. I don't know what I said on there. It doesn't make sense to me. Nothing does.

I'm a bad person.

happiness...its all a lie 27-06-2012 04:16 PM

Your not a bad person at all and its ok to write on your own thread. Look after yourself hun

Doikers 27-06-2012 05:19 PM

You're not a bad person Dylan *Hugs*

*Hugs Gemma* Please talk to us hun?

Laura2.0 27-06-2012 05:35 PM

*hugs all*

I don't know what to do. I'm dissociated ALL the time. I don't remember the last time I was not dissociated. I don't think I want to 'come back', it scares me.

xMakeSomeNoisex 27-06-2012 06:44 PM

Yep a major Beatles fan :)

*hugs everyone*

Today I am actually feeling okay which is nice since the last few days have been the worst yet. I know that tonight it will probably get bad again but I am going to try and enjoy my day. I may go to the fair tonight but not sure yet.

Gem-Louise 27-06-2012 07:00 PM

just tired of everything thats happend and is happeing and i cant handle it anymore ....i just dont want to be alive anymore i dont have anyone inmy life that cares about me or that wants to help me i have no one....so many people have told me to just go and kill myself and i should just listen to them even my parents told me they wouldnt be botherd if i did that im worth nothing ...voices are too hard to control ...i just feel so unhappy in a life that i dont want anymore

happiness...its all a lie 27-06-2012 08:43 PM

May i have some safe cuddles please? my leg is really painful tonight
:( and im sad i was ok all day and now im in bed i just melted.

Doikers 27-06-2012 08:48 PM

*safe hugs ya*

happiness...its all a lie 27-06-2012 09:06 PM

thank you i like safe hugs am v scared tonight.

Gem-Louise 27-06-2012 09:26 PM

really need someone to talk to or something

midnightphoenix 27-06-2012 09:34 PM

Saphire would PM-ing someone on RYL help? Or phoning crisis team?

Gem-Louise 27-06-2012 09:37 PM

i dont know who to pm :( and im too scared to phone crisis

Huayruro 27-06-2012 10:01 PM

Left a letter for my dad to find. Wish me luck

happiness...its all a lie 27-06-2012 10:30 PM

good luck hun xx

Gem-Louise 28-06-2012 12:00 AM

cant do this anymore :'(

YodaBearInterrupted 28-06-2012 12:35 AM

PM anyone in this thread Saphire *hugs*

*hugs Huayruro* hope it goes well

Gem-Louise 28-06-2012 12:46 AM

i dont just want to pm someone random i want them to say i can :/

Huayruro 28-06-2012 02:12 AM

He still hasn't found it yet. We'll see what comes of this haha

EDIT: He's gone to sleep, so I suppose this will wait until tomorrow

RootsbeforeBranches 28-06-2012 04:48 AM

I had a rough day today and I don't know why - I left my first job to go to my second and all I could think of was how much I wanted to injure. My second job cheered me up and then I had a great night with a friend who knew I needed a distraction... My life should be great right now but I just want to crawl into a corner and cry...

I wish someone else would be the mama bear for once and give me a break.

*curls into ball*

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