*sits and hides in a dark corner* someone wake me when this hell is over please... I can't take the uncomfortable silence in my house!

*cuddles gently*

*Huggles Kelly*

*Hugs Heather*

*Squishes al my wardies*

hugs everyone

hugs all around

*joins in the group hug*

Sick of having to pretend I'm okay, I feel like I'm on the verge of relapse.

=[ *sits with*

*curls up yawning*
i going to boston pride :D on friday ^.^
38 dollars for round trip bus tho o.O

Tryin

solo <3333333.
*waves at*

*Group Hugs*

*also joins group hug*

~hugs everyone~ nice to meet those I haven't met. I'm a former wardie resident. Jus don't come around much anymore.

Hi everyone.

Hi Lindsay - How are you?

hey lindsey, zeddeh, solo, louise, mark

*cuddles up with zeddeh* how you doin?

hi heather, i am so so, how are you

I'm sneezy. Other than that i'm ok.

Anyone been doing much?

nope, just food shopping.

its been on and off stormy. was 85 and sunny then pouring and 60 then back to 80 then back to poruing o.O
its like me.... xD

The weather is always so changeable that it's almost abnormal to have a full day of stable weather!

~sighs~

*peeks at and wonders wats rong*

*Glomps Solo*

*Huggles Heather*

How is everyone?

Hi heather

Umph! ~glomps Mark back~

I Had the best night sleep in a while *Huggles Lindsay*

*Squishes Solo*

How are you all?

That's awesome mark! A good nights sleep makes such a difference. Thanks for welcoming me back into the fold as if I've been here the whole time. ~squishes you back~

Love you solo :)

Love you too Heather

I know I've still been a bit MIA... things are really rough right now though and I don't have much time to check in these days. But I still like to have a spot to let loose some of these bubbling emotions so I'm taking a moment to let you all know what's up.

My husband is seeing another woman and so we've decided to divorce. He knows he doesn't have a leg to stand on in court so he's agreed on pretty much any terms I lay out, knowing he'll be better off taking what I offer. His entire family aside from his mom has written him off and is refusing to help him in any way and my family is ready to kick is butt if he's stupid enough to come around.

We're telling the kids tomorrow and that's the part I dread the most. I know my 7 yr old will take it the hardest while my 5 and 2 year old will take a while to fully grasp the changes that are taking place.

I've already started packing up his things and he's picking up a small load tonight while the kids are sleeping. I'm on pins and needles and completely agitated waiting on him to finish at work and get in and out as fast as possible. Thankfully, I've had a lot of friends and family surrounding me and keeping me busy... the distractions have kept me from slipping up and cutting though the urge is very strong. I've also been completely sick to my stomach so I've had no appetite. My sister-in-law (who stayed with me last night) is constantly reminding me to eat and making sure that I don't let myself go too long without a meal... I am so thankful for all the support.

I hope that you all are doing well. I miss being able to catch up with everyone and hope to have a chance to do so soon. You are all in my thoughts though even when I can't log in for days or weeks at a time.

I'm really sorry to hear that Kelly , I wish you all the best *Huggles*

*Huggles Solo*

*Huggles Heather*

Kelly honey, I'm so sorry to hear about yer husbands Stuuuuuuupid choices but, I'm so proud of you for the strength n perserverence that you're demonstrating through such an obviously stressful n difficult time.

Thanks Mark. You're always good for a huggle

thanks all... I owe my strength to the staggering number of people who have surrounded me with support. Without them I don't think my heart could survive this... as it is it's taking a hard beating. I have an appt. with my doctor in a couple weeks and I think I'll be talking about starting some anti depressant meds... I've avoided them for such a long time, but now I'm doing this as a single parent and I owe it to my children to be as healthy as I can be on every level... i think it's just that time.

*Glomps Kelly*

*Huggles Solo*

How is everyone today?

Mornin mark ~huggles back~

I'm here for ya sis. Whatever I can do

so triggered need blades and soon

*Hugs Faye*

thanks, hows u?

How is everyone?

not good need to cut badly i ****ing hate this life i hate everything i want to be dead.

How are u?

I am sorry that you are feeling like this. Do you want to talk about what is making you feel this bad?

Hugs everyone

*Hugs Happieness* I hope you're okay

*Hugs Louise* How are you Hun?

*Hugs sdixon*

How are you all?

*hugs doikers* I'm worn out, you?

Hi everyone.

Hi * waves *

i have a trans men group to go to tomorrow am going on my own and am kinda scared about i will know no one there and my husband cant come with me for it as it trans men only.
really nervous about it

Alexx

Good Luck Alex!!

Hi Lindsay , How are you Hun?

I'm getting tired sdixon . Call me Mark , it is my name :)

Alex, is there anything you're specifically nervous about? I'm sure it won't be as anxiety provoking as you imagine it to be.

Time for sleep, Mark?

I'm ok. Just not looking forward to going to a get together for my Aunt's birthday tomorrow. I'd rather hide from everyone.

Good evening all....

How is everyone?

Scared