*Squashes Laura*

*CAN'T BREATHE*

*throws bubble wrap in Marks direction*

hugs everyone

*hugs Louise*

*curls up in a corner and sucks thumb*

*hugs Zebedee if ok* sorry, don't know your real name.

Curls up in corner

*hugs back* You can call me Zed

*hugs Syrup*
*hugs Zed*

how are you?

*Hugs Y'all*

*sits with zeddeh*
hey lovely one <3 how you doin?
*offers hug*

*Hugs Heather*

hello,
anyone here

How are you today, Laura?

*hugs Lindsay* how are you?

I'm not well, feel like a walking time bomb. I'm more dissociated than here. Doin skills a lot, but it's only working as long as I'm doing them. Walking is funny when you don't really feel your legs, but I went for a walk for more than an hour. Being outside is helping... as long as I'm outside. It's freezing cold here (we got the air from Siberia... said the weather person). I'm going to my best friend for the night now. She can help most of the time. I think I'm going to walk there (45min) and freeze a bit more, at least then I feel something.

*hugs Laura* I hope it helps to see your friend.

I'm trying to deny my feelings at the moment. Don't want to know how bad everything is.

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

I'm...not here, IDK how to describe it.

*hugs Lindsay* how are you now?
*hugs Mark* are you dissoziated?

Spending time with my friend helped, as long as I was there. I'm feeling even worse than yesterday now.

I don't know Laura , I hadn't even considered that :/
*Huggles*

*hugs Mark* I can't know cause I'm not there, but it could be a kind of dissoziation. Not all dissoziation is bad you know, my therapist said that it can be useful at times. Does it feel like you can't connect with anything, like you are kind of floating or as if you are under water? I get that sometimes, but I'm not sure if that's dissoziation. Do you like being not here or do you want to come back to 'here'?