*hides*
am scared.


see thread if interested.

I cut last night, wish there was space on me left to cut some more. Want to OD soooo bad, dad's out for the day so I can search for my meds now.

Any reason you feel so bad at the moment Zowie? Can you find something to do to distract yourself? Maybe go out somewhere so you're not tempted by your meds?

Can't find my meds anywhere, dad's done a good job at hiding them.
I just can't handle this anymore, Beth is so overpowering and scary I'm just so tired.
I called my cpn who is coming over in half an hour, but I don't think she'll be able to help me.

I'm sorry you're having such a hard time with Beth. Try to be honest with the CPN about how hard you're finding things? She can only help you properly if she knows how bad it is. I really hope they can do something for you hun. *hugs you*

*hides in the corner*

*pokes Jeremy*

u ok jess??

Heya everyone :) How is everyone on this lovely hot day??

*Sends you all loads of hugs*

Today marks my 1 week free of sh :) hopefully i'll keep on going being free of sh. xxx

Well done emma...!!!! Keep it up...congrats :-)

*hugs everyone who needs them*

I want to sleep for ever :( or sleep and wake up as some one else. I don't like this.

*hugs everyone lots and lots*

Well Done Emsie, you can do it!!!!!

Hey guys I have decided to emerge from hiding for a bit.
Hows you doing?
Congrats Emma!

Well done Emma!


I'm struggling a lot. :'(

*hugs everyone*
I'm still waking up. Today is the day I iron the second batch of serviettes and place mats. 160 sides to press into hems. 160 corners to pin into place. 160 opportunities to fry my fingers.
Obviously I am not looking forward to this. Of course life being what it is, I will shower before I go get sweaty from ribs to knee.
*hugs all around*

I can't do this I can't do this I can't do this :crying:

*gives a blanket and pillows*
Whats up hon? You wanna tell us? We are all hear to listen!

*curls up in blanket and pillows* thanks.

I'm struggling not to harm. My counselling session was cancelled today but I really needed it because it's 2 years since some stuff (yeah there's a lot of anniversaries of things - all similar- these past two weeks) and also my best friend is dying in hospital and I'm finding it all a bit too much.

Good job LP-Emma
*Ally smiles a little 'cause, for some reason, she likes her name for LP-Emma*
Good lord, I need to go back to sleep I guess*rolls eyes*

Jess, hun, I hope you were able to stay safe *cuddles*. I am sorry you had such a rough day and I wish I had something helpful to say... but I love you.

*retreats to her corner for a nap even though she's only been up for a little over an hour*

*cuddles everyone*