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MammaMia 04-11-2010 11:25 PM

*hugs ward*

Wow Lia your friend really has had the shittiest day. Has she any other support other than you?

Mark, you'll get through your birthday & the 9th. Try not to think about it if you can.

SoMuchMore 05-11-2010 06:18 AM

*cuddles everyone tight* thinking of all of you.

Useless at the moment.

Doikers 05-11-2010 11:12 AM

*Hugs Laura* you're not useless hun :)

*Hugs Helen* Thankyou :)

*Hugs Lia* Thankyou too :)

MammaMia 05-11-2010 12:28 PM

Laura, you're not useless at all *cuddles tight*

Mark, you're welcome *cuddles*

*hugs ward*

risenfromperdition 05-11-2010 01:45 PM

not useless laura <3

*curls up in corner tiredly*
class... woo ><
just wanna sleep

Doikers 05-11-2010 03:55 PM

Anyone about for a little chat ? even if it is going over old ground . Sorry

Louise 05-11-2010 03:56 PM

I am here.

Doikers 05-11-2010 04:06 PM

Hey Louise :) How are you? I am worried , I cut last night , don't worry I looked after okay , but I am getting more and more anxious over my birthday and the 9th as they approach and I think I am going to be asking for a LOT of support here in the ward butI don't want to ask for too much as I don't want to piss anyone off , I have appoinments at 2pm,2pm,3pm and 4pm on the 9th and my social worker is back at work and visiting me on the 8th and I have the number for a 24 hour mental health helpline for the evening I'm still anxious though , I do have Diaz which I am going to rely on on my birthday I think .

Louise 05-11-2010 04:10 PM

you will not piss anyone off, we want to support you. what is making you anxious about your birthday

Doikers 05-11-2010 04:14 PM

I don't want to come over as monopolising the chat :S
I'm worried about being 30, I probably will want to cut but I'll be at my parents so I can't really . How can I be 30 and my life revolve around , Mental illness , S.I. and alcohol ? when I am 30 I will have been cutting for 16 years ! That scares and overwhelms me.

Louise 05-11-2010 04:41 PM

It's understandable that it scares and overhelms you, but your not alone and maybe in one way it is could that you will be with your parents least you will not be alone. And also you have us.

Doikers 05-11-2010 04:42 PM

*Hugs Louise* Thankyou :)

Louise 05-11-2010 04:45 PM

be gentle with yourself and take things easly.

Doikers 05-11-2010 04:47 PM

Being hard on myself is a trait , my support workers and Nurse have said , does that come over ? I will try and be gentle to myself :)

Doikers 05-11-2010 05:06 PM

*Hugs and spots Crimson* How are you today ?:)

Doikers 05-11-2010 05:16 PM

Well I'm off to my parents for the weekend , I'd better turn off my computor in readyness , Will try and be on on my parents lappy :)

risenfromperdition 05-11-2010 05:25 PM

bye mark <3 you can message me anytime, but no one will get pissed off at you, least i wont

PoisonedApple 05-11-2010 05:40 PM

*hugs Mark*
I dunno how I am yet this morning other than glad its Friday.
Try to have a good time at your parent's place :)
Maybe rather than thinking you will be a 30 yr old with mental health issues and SI you could think of your birthday as a milestone? Like "I made it to 30 and I'm still here fighting" kind of a thing?

nicole94 05-11-2010 07:29 PM

*huggles everyone*

SparkleKitten 05-11-2010 07:49 PM

Last night was horrific (and today too really)

The following content has been hidden - Reason : Crazy/triggering
So last night I was being screamed at constantly by mum and I told my fiance I'd rather die than be stuck there and I should just OD. Well then mum wouldn't let me use my phone to let him know I was okay and 30 minutes later 3 police cars and an ambulance turned up with the worry I'd OD'd. So of course then I had to go to hospital and tell my mum I'd been depressed for a long time and I'm on meds and they're so hostile and angry and uncaring, its all about how I put them through trouble, nothing about hoping I'm okay. All of last night and all of today. I'm being forced to stay in the house with these people until Monday, with limited internet and phone use... In all fairness the police and paramedics kept me a safe distance from her when she was really angry and screaming about how terrible my fiance is... They're still telling me he just did it to anger them and we'd plotted it. Ugh...

So I might not be about much, but thanks for all being here for me. x

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