Yay hugs :)

awww group hug!

*pounces in on the wardies having a group huggle!*

*group hug and then pounces on Hayley*

We don't judge each other, we just listen & support if we're able to :) I trust and love the ward :D

Thank you for all the congratulations etc :)

Woo, I feel like I've started something. I know this is beyond cheesy, but I've found somewhere I actually belong. *Mass glomp of all wardies*

I'll also have you know that I am never this soppy and open about my feelings. I guess it's a good thing though :)

Want to stay all evening but my new living room isn't bunny proofed and there is no way I can have my laptop plugged in without Reggie chewing through the wires :( and I have to put his needs before mine. So this will just be a brief post to say thank-you for the welcome backs etc and its been nice to see some familiar faces pop up today and I look forward to getting to know the new ones (to me) better too.

Nearly had a meltdown at the front door today just because someone was trying to get me to switch electric companies - which due to only just moving and sorting everything out just seemed too overwhelming. I'd also already had a BT engineer round, the police knocking at my door looking for the previous tennant who is wanted on drug dealing charges and I was waiting for someone to come and fit a new electric meter. So this poor salesperson was just one thing to many, but I feel awful saying no, like I'm a bad person for not listening to them and letting them convince me, but I think when I looked like I was about to cry and was holding my head in my hands, he realised he'd not got me at the best time and went away. My goodness, all I can think when I try and look on the positive side is that at least I'm not PMDD'in otherwise I may have hurt the man!

hmm, I think dinner and a fag may be in order before I'm on bunny duty....

Hmmm I'm sorry you had an overwhelming day Hayley , You go eat , smoke and bunny proof!! *Hugs*

Yea am listening to music loudly ( in head phones )
i can keep myself busy by being online and watching a film
see how it goes

*joins in on group hug* If it's not too late?

no individuals at the moment since the ward skipped 4 pages since I left last night (you were all busy on here :P)

Am doing alright. Got a lot of cleaning and organizing in my room done since I actually had energy. Only took one Q med this morning so that I could get stuff done. SI'ed last night pretty badly thought, felt crap about being an ass to my dad. Not really worrying about it right now though :)

*huggles everyone*

*hugs Taz*

*Hugs Taz* I'm sorry you S.I'd Look after the wounds please ?:S
Just curious , whats a Q med? I've racked my brain and I can't think what it might mean ...........

I'm feeling so, so low. I don't know what to do.

I didn't get the job. Knew I'd stuffed it all up :(
Oh well just have to focus on college like everyone keeps telling me.

*hugs Lindsay* Please stay safe
*hugs Helen* I'm sorry about the job.

*Hugs Lindsay* Like Felicia said , stay safe please.

*Hugs Helen* I'm sorry to hear about the job too.

*Hugs Felicia*

I want to go to bed .
1. Because I'm tired.
2.Because I can't harm whilst asleep and I'm getting urges:(

But it's a bit early , I'm really supposed to consistantly take my Lithium at the same time every night and that time is 10pm but if I stay up that long I'm worried I'll harm , just a little , to take off the edge :S does that even make sense? Sorry.

You make sense, Mark.
I don't know what time it is where you live, but is it going to hurt to take your Lithium early and go to bed?
Sorry... I'm kinda stupid with med issues.

*cuddles everyone*

It's coming up to 9pm , I guess occaisionally taking my meds early won't hurt *toddles off to take meds and get the mornings dose ready*

Right I'll say goodnight , catch you all tomorrow :)

*Hugs Wardies*