*cuddles april*
your friend is right... if they are only seeing you once every 2 weeks and you need more support than that either see if they'll see you more often or find someone who will.

*cuddles all* sorry I'm doing rubbishly at individual replies atm

had a good time with my gf today, then we ended up having a serious chat tonight, started off me bloody stressing about the kissing issue, then we ended up talking about loads of stuff, she has been through so much, its hard trying to be there for her and go through my own stuff, but I guess it means we understand in a way, she used to SH in the past, has been free for a number of months now, and she is really fine with the trans stuff, but again there are issues there, which I won't go into here, but I'm glad we had the chat, but its left me feeling just sort of numb.

*wonders off into the dark*

*cuddles Oliver back* Glad you had a chance to sit and chat with her. How are you doing today other than stressing and your chat? It's ok to not be up for individual replies. We'd all rather you tke care of yourself *extra huggles*

*curls up and rocks*

*Good luck Kat With your Op*!!

Sorry for lack of individual replies .
Oliver , I 'm glad you had the chat with your girlfriend :)*Hugs*
*Hugs Laura*
*Hugs April I'll go read your R/V thread now :)*

good morning everyone... *huggles and cuddles to those who want them*

sorry for the lack of individual replies... :-S

got up at 5:15am today after not getting to sleep til past 10pm (i don't think anyway)... so today is going to be a long, sleepy day. i'm going to see if i can work from home again today, but if my comp is working at my internship place then i'll probably go in. it's just that i'm so ****ing anxious, already - it's only 6:30am - that i would hate to be at work and be having panic attacks or whatever. :(

i can't believe that there's only a week and a half of internship left. :-O it passed by so quickly... which is a good thing i guess as a slow internship would really suck. :-/ i just want it to be over so i can have some summer before i go into res. i still haven't applied... i'm really scared about that. :-S i don't know anymore... i'm not sure if i'll mention it to my new therapist yet because she'd probably shoot it down and make me feel like i don't need to go. gahhh. :(

*hides in a hidey-hole in the warren*

oh, and for those interested (wow-speak), i got my little used-to-be-stuck-at-level-7 blood elf hunter to level 10 last night and got her a pet... and then today she hit level 11. woohoo. :) that makes me happy. and i'm sloooowly earning money... geez, it's really hard to do that, as i'm sure most of the wow-players know, when you're starting off new (on a different side, for me in this case anyway), and don't want to beg. :-X

updated r/v again... sorry if it annoys people that i say that. :-S

i spied a hels a little bit ago, wonder where she went? *sends a cuddle out to find her* :)

*curls up and rocks*

Stupid mobile phone company sending nasty debt collection companies after me :'( Got it sorted, but it shouldn't have happened at all, whatsoever. :'(

*holds hels gently* at least it got sorted, but that must've been extremely stressful, love. :( how else are you doing? did you manage to get some sleep last night?

*clings to April* Stressful, very stressful. It's reduced to me to tears (still crying now) and anger. Doing badly, am really low as it is today. I'll be okay. Yes, I did sleep thank you, earlier thna past few nights aswell.

*cuddles and soft toys to people* I'm sorry to hear people aren't having a very good time. :(

I actually had one of the best days I've had in a long time. I'm feeling really triggered for some reason tho. :/ Maybe it's just because it's been a couple of days.

*Hugs Helen* Stupid companys is about right!
*Hugs (Jessica?) Wolf0s*
*Hugs April*

*hugs Mark* How are you doing?

Really Low, sorry , just having lunch at the P.C. .I Haven't felt this low this long since my last hospital stay last year , well last but one, How are you Jessica?

Aww. :( Not good. *extra huggles*

I'm all meh now. Dizzy as all hell, that's my own fault though. I have something to look foward to now if I can manage to get it to pan out.

ohhh, intriging . whats have you got to look forward too? *Hugs* :-)

I told my best friend how bad things were going for me right now and he has offered to sponser me to study in the US if I can find some way of getting into a course and over there. He said he'd help with all the paper work stuff if I decide I wanna stay there for good as well. All I need is a decent plan.

Ohh , that sounds exiting :)

i spies a mark!! *cuddles*

jess, that really does sound exciting!! wow. do you know where in the states you'd be? (i'm in the states, that's why i'm curious!! :D)

i'm really exhausted. but i'm working from home today... yey... that makes me happy. :) got to write some media ads on mental health, that should be interesting... :)

*huggles everyone*

*Huggles April*
Ohh that could be interesting April :)