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*hugs everyone*
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OH GOD.
I WANT TO OD SO BAD. Second day in a row. Last night, I was stupid. Swallowed the rest of the painkillers. Very low amount, didn't do anything. I knew it wouldn't. So I don't know why I did it. Now I want to down my meds x____x. I'm in ****ing tears, 'cause the urge is so bad |
*hugs all*
Quick update on me: I'm in a sort of better place now that I'm on Xanax. Not sure what the next step is but we shall see. |
*Hugs all*
Wish I had money. *Sulks* x |
*hugs arwen*
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I know how you feel Arwen!!!!
I'm so ****ing low tonight :( Been crying all day, started on the bus when sorting an error out with my lunch and was then made to sit down next to someone (and thank god I did) and she was just so supportive giving me cuddles all the way home and stuff.....but it's gotten 1000 times worse since I got home....the sobbing >.< Think I'm outta tears and barely eaten or drank today.. Oh & Hana (Abhurn Shadow) won't be posting for a while....long story but she's not got the net at the minute. |
Just dropping in to offer *big hugs* to all
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I feel so dead and ill :(
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*offers hugs and support to Kat*
*cuddles Helen* |
*clings to Kahlia*
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*Cuddles Kat and Helen*
Why does the Jobcentre always **** up and waste my time?? x |
Helen Huge hugs
Katrica I hope the new meds work for you Zowie Im sorry that you had to go to the job centre :( its so depressing in them places I feel totally ****. I keep having flashbacks and nightmares about my past. It makes me not want to go to sleep. Waking up in tears having no control over your nightmares. I just want to cry and cry but have no tears in me. I should be over it now but Im not. I get angry with myself that Im not better, even thou I want to be better. ::::::::::::::::::::: hugs to everyone else tonite :::::::::::::::::::::: |
Evberything is going oh so ****ing wrong. Maybe I should just die :D
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Checks in for life
I hate myself, I hate who I am. I hate having a past |
*holds Helen*
*hugs Arwen* no money is rubbish, I paid my factor bill today which means I am skint until pay day *hugs Kat, Dayna, Jetforce, Ravyn, Kahlia, Nicole, and everyone else* Was at the doc today, went okay except when I told her I have si'd since last visit - they get super concerned as I live alone, still I do appreciate that they are concerned. On a postivie note, he who shall not be named came by yesterday and I would not let him in and told him where to go - felt very chuffed with myself :) x |
Can i please check in here, no-one wants me anywhere else..
Pleeeaaassseee make the pain go away.... |
Just Vented in the Rant and Venting forum. I think it really helped xxx
Good Luck with the psych tomorrow Katrica. Let us know how it goes if you can. xxx Jade xxx |
So bloody fed up :(
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*hugs* checking in, need a break.
*hugs Jade* sorry to hear about the flashbacks hun, please don't get angry with yourself, it's not worth it *offers another hug* Kat, good luck with the psych tomorrow *hugs* *hugs Tigger* welcome, make yourself at home, we have a huge supply of blankets, corners, tissues, biscuits, tea and hugs, whichever takes your fancy and all if you so desire. *hugs Helen* hope you don't feel so bad tomorrow *hugs MaryAnne* *hugs Jem* *hugs Shell* *hugs Arwen* good luck job hunting, i'm in the same boat and it sucks *hugs Kahlia* how are the meds going? hope you're doing okay. *hugs anyone else who drops by before I fall asleep* |
*sending hugs around to everyone*
*offers some chocolate in hopes that it make some people feel better* |
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