Lindsay, if you need someone to listen, I'm here 24/7. Well... maybe not physically on here, but you get what I'm saying.

Hi Oliver! Every time I see your name I think of Oliver Twist and it warms my insides. :)

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Heidi*

*hugs Mark* How are you doing right now?

Struggling,

My Dream was that my Grandma (Who passed away the day before my last birthday) was alive and it was her and I watching an Aquarium/bird/reptile thing and she was beat up on one half of her face and we were looking and she died beside me , It gave me a shock.

Thanks Heidi. I spoke to someone from the crisis team who, again, told me that I 'just' have a personality disorder and I should be able to stop being unrealistic or something like that. I was just telling her that i'm suicidal and don't feel like a part of the world. Nobody's listening or taking me seriously.

That sounds like a really upsetting dream, Mark. *hugs*

Mark, I'm so terribly sorry. It sounds like an awful dream. *offers cookie* I hear cookies sometimes help things.

Lindsay, I'm listening. I'm so sorry that it seems like people are blowing you off but you did a great thing by actually calling. I believe in you.

*hugs Mark* I'm sorry you had such an upsetting dream.

*hugs Lindsay* I'm sorry the crisis team didn't listen to you, they really should be doing a better job.

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Heidi*

*Hugs Oliver*

Thanks y'all.
PM bow open for you guy , , going to my neighbours for a wee while

Take care, Mark.

As you all should know , PM me if you need,
(Night time hugs y'all)

*hugs Mark* night

*hugs Lindsay*

A pretty good day just went straight to hell. Ex walked into my life and played these stupid mind games about how he misses me and whatever. Turns out he is back with his ex before me. My "friend" knew and never told me.

I'm hurt, mad, angry and lonely. I give up.

*hugs Heidi* (if hugs are ok) I'm here if you want to talk.

*sits in a corner and hides*

I hate being made to feel that my life is not/was not "bad" enough for me to struggle with anything.

*hugs Oliver* I'm just so frustrated right now.

*hugs heidi* sorry you are feeling frustrated hun. I know ex-es can be confusing but try to not let them ruin your day. They dont deserve that power over you.

*hugs oliver* how r u doing?

*hugs Laura and Heidi*

I'm not doing great, had a pretty intense counselling session today, I told my counsellor about my near suicide attempt this past week and I told her I feel a sense of calm because my suicide plan date is getting closer. She said she is really ****ing scared and is seriously worried about me and of course she is going to have to tell my GP what I told her.

I'm ok now thanks. It was upsetting what happened but im not going to let it get to me. I just cant believe how nasty some people can be. They say they are genuine when they actually arnt. I'm listening to some calm music.

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Heidi* Hi im Ian :)

*hugs Ian* Hi there. I think you're lovely :)