Hi guys! I'm back! So I have been officially 2 months free for the last 2 hours and 17 minuets!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do I right a right to be proud of myself?.... and to feel this happy?

I couldn't focus through 5 pages either Bbe. I'm not so good, to be honest. It's so difficult to say that and not give the generic "alright". But here is a place to be honest. :)

Soooo amazing!!! The first months are the most difficult! You rock!

I'm going to bed now... Assuming my insomnia lets me. Night all *Curls up with fellow wardies, smiling at her 2 month victory over self-harm*
*whispers* Victory!

*Writes note and places it next to her for all the fellow wardies to see when they wake up because she'll be asleep or at school*:

Shadow13 AKA 'Shad'
2 Months Free
-As of Thursday November 25th 2010 at midnight-

great job shad!

Also - congrats to helen and kahlia for their respective milestones
*throws around confetti at the virtual party*

*offers welcome plate of cookies to comely*

4 papers left.... i'm sorry i'm not around much... not having much time to be online other than to do research. I feel bad, but if anyone needs anything i'm always just a PM away.

*eats the delicious cookies!" thanks fallinstar. I needed those...

*hugs all* congrats to Shad, Helen and Kahlie for your fantastic milestones

*hugs heather* how are you?

*hugs Laura* dont feel bad we all need to make sure we look after ourselves and do what we need to in life. How are you doing?

*welcomes and waves to comely* I'm Oliver

Hi Oliver! How are you doing?

*Hugs ward* *Extra welcome hugs to Comely* I'm Felicia. Nice to meet you!
I think I'm going to bed soon. Sad+sleepy= not a good combination for me.
"And sleep, that sometimes shuts up sorrow's eye" (Thanks, Shakespeare, always having a line that goes so well with my life.)

I have to be up early tomorrow too, to drive 2 hours out to my mom's house. I'll try to check in tomorrow morning before I leave.
Love you guys!

*hugs all in here*

Sorry I have been in and out so much... haven't really had the time to post more than I have in here cause I had the feeling I was being watched.

*Leaves Hugs For you all on the ward table*

WAY TO GO HELEN!!!!! *throws confetti over you* *Hugs And Confetti for Kahlia and Shad too*

*Hugs Comely* Welcome to the ward :) I'm Mark.

Sorry for the lack of individual this morning , quite a few posts since last night .

*huggles all*

I just woke up after crashing out at about 4 pm. Still a bit disoriented. At first I thought I had slept all night and it was morning .. but nope, still only heading on towards 8 pm. Gah, a smoke, then back to sleep me thinks.

*Hugs Kahlia Little Sister* I'm sorry you are so very tired :(

I fell asleep before midnight, then couldn't work out how my laptop got to the floor. Then remembered as I fell asleep, I was attempting to go to bed properly. But realised, someone must have turned my laptop & telly off for me :)

Woke up with a migraine this morning, so didn't go placement :(

*hugs ward*
Today's Thanksgiving (ugh...) so I'm gonna be at my mom's house (with my "stepdad" who hates me, this will be quite the adventure) so I won't be on much past this morning, if any at all. It kinda depends on how I feel when I get back.
Love you guys!

My meds played up today! Y'know my propanolol? I had to get my mom to pick me up cuz i felt so dizzy and i couldn't see straight. I still feel dizzy and I've been home for an hour, I'm on a one week trial with the meds.... I hope some of the temperary side effects go away soon.

Hello everyone :) *Leaves hugs for everyone*

*Hugs Helen* Your Poor bonce :(

*Hugs Felicia* I hope thanksgiving passes as well as possible for you :S

Bonce? I assume that's my head? =P *hugs Mark & everyone else*

I've got a job!!!!!!!!! :hop: :hop: :hop: :hop: :hop: :hop:

Now most of you will know I've been unemployed since January & been waiting for John Lewis to get in touch AGAIN which they finally have been able to :D It does mean leaving college early a couple times, but they'll live. Plus it fits right in with my placement hours which is 8.30-3.30, then have to work 5.00-9.00 :P