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nicole94 07-11-2010 09:37 PM

*hugs louise* how are you tonight?

Doikers 07-11-2010 09:59 PM

*Hugs the ward goodnight*
Thankyou all for all your birthday wishes and again for your kindness :) This ward rocks !! 3 words to sum it up :)

nicole94 07-11-2010 10:03 PM

*hugs mark goodnight* sleep well hun.x

FlyingNy 07-11-2010 10:12 PM

Nu-night Mark. Sleep well. Your birthday's over :) You survived! Woo!

The task bar icon for RYL is a santa hat. This makes me happy :)

nicole94 07-11-2010 10:34 PM

heh. ward is very quiet tonight. and what lia? lol

FlyingNy 07-11-2010 10:54 PM

You know when you load an internet browser? And there's a little icon at the top of your screen where it tells you what website you're on? The RYL one is a santa hat...or is my laptop just weird?

SoMuchMore 07-11-2010 11:24 PM

*cuddles everyone*

Mark - i know i wasn't around, but i am so glad that you made it through your birthday today. Good job!

Sorry everyone, I haven't been in town the past few days so not been on a computer much.

*hugs lia, nicole, and louise* since they last posted on this page. *hugs everyone else*

I'll try to catch up later tonight, probably while all my UK friends are sleeping lol.

SparkleKitten 07-11-2010 11:39 PM

Hey guys, sorry I've not been about, been having some issues (ha) at home, well even more issues... So sorry for not being about, not much to say either. Sorry. *hugs* x

MammaMia 07-11-2010 11:41 PM

I'M SO ANGRY.
I need to calm down before I make myself sick. (Not purging or anything)

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

*hugs ward*

nicole94 07-11-2010 11:51 PM

*hugs ward* lia, i think its just your laptop XD
*i STILL cuddling helen tightly* what happend hun?

MammaMia 08-11-2010 12:19 AM

*hugs Nicole tightly still*

Someone posted a status on facebook about how people on benefits (well they meant those on jobseekers but it wasn't clear) should earn their right to get it like through volunteering and stuff.

I thought they were including all benefits, so I started sharing my opinion because I disagreed with it at that point, as people who genuinely can't work shouldn't have to earn their right to DLA etc in my opinion. Also a lot of people I feel will have already worked at some point in their life.

But she went ballistic and I apologised for getting it wrong and then it just got into personal attacks with her friends joining in :(

nicole94 08-11-2010 12:25 AM

*still hugs helen tightly* aaw hun, i'm sorry, sometimes facebook is more trouble than its worth :/
that was wrong of them to get into personal attacks, and wrong that her friend should get involved. if i was you i would block/report her. *hugs*
eurgh. i wish this ****ING feeling would go away :(

MammaMia 08-11-2010 12:29 AM

*hugs tightly still* Facebook sure is more trouble than its worth. Ironically there was about 2 more comments or so after I deleted her & now it's stopped. It was wrong to get into personal attacks. I know sometimes people don't like being disagreed with or misunderstood but there's no need to get personal. I've deleted her anyway, may end up blocking her & one or two others. *hugs* What feeling do you wish would go away sweetheart? Sorry if I keep going quiet, trying to do loads at once.

nicole94 08-11-2010 12:32 AM

*hugs tightly some more* well done for deleting her. some people are just so stupid. :(
i'm sorry, i really cant type it out again, it's in my R/V thread if you want to read it, if you dont it doesnt matter. (might be triggering though so be careful if you do decide to read it)

MammaMia 08-11-2010 12:35 AM

*hugs tightly some more* Thanks darling. I'll go read it now sweetheart & come back here to reply x

MammaMia 08-11-2010 12:37 AM

Nicole, firstly, I think you might need to remove the number of cuts as I think it's against the rules & I don't want you to get into trouble. Please get your cuts seen to if they need medical attention & look after them. Can you try stop cutting yourself? What's making you want to hurt yourself so much & why do you want to die now? Sorry for all the questions xx

nicole94 08-11-2010 12:44 AM

oh :/ i didnt think it was against the rules on R/V, just in the general forums :/ will remove it in a min. they dont need medical attention and i am looking after them, but i don't know whats going on :'( i just can't seem to stop, the urge just wont go away, nothings working anymore and its scaring me. i don't feel like i can stay safe for much longer, i mean, safe as in, alive. i dont know how i'm still triggerd after that much? its not working anymore! :'( *cries*

MammaMia 08-11-2010 12:48 AM

The rules affect all parts of RYL. Thought I should let you know. I know you wouldn't have meant to break it otherwise. It's okay to get confused about it. I'm glad they don't need medical attention. Do you think you could move the tool you're using to somewhere you can't reach or throw it away? You can keep yourself alive sweetheart. It's an incredibly massive battle sometimes & you don't know how to keep going. But you just have to keep breathing and seeking help and stuff. Sorry am useless with words tonight.

nicole94 08-11-2010 12:51 AM

*hugs* thanks hun, i changed it. i cant throw the tool away, i would just panick more :( i'm trying really hard but i just can't do this anymore.
its ok that you dont know what to say, i wouldnt either, i'm sorry for being so selfish and bringing it up when you were upset :( *hugs*

MammaMia 08-11-2010 01:13 AM

You're not being selfish. I'm glad you could share it with me. Don't worry about me, I've calmed down now, still calming down, but much calmer than I was. Please try not to hurt yourself anymore than you have done tonight. Give your body a chance to heal. Can you try that for me? *hugs tightly*


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