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nicole94 18-10-2010 10:09 PM

*hugs jill* can you try and explain what it is that is freaking you out?

shadowedsoul 18-10-2010 10:13 PM

erm my head feels like im zoned out or im high on something, which im not., and cant really see or think straght. it feels like im not here, im i making any sence

SparkleKitten 18-10-2010 10:15 PM

I feel really lonely now. Just isolated and meh and well, my heads funny. *cuddles wardies*

nicole94 18-10-2010 10:19 PM

*hugs jill* you are making sense sweetie, sorry you feel like that :(
*hugs sarah*
ugh, i think i just got myself into trouble :(

SparkleKitten 18-10-2010 10:23 PM

*cuddles Nicole* How so?

nicole94 18-10-2010 10:29 PM

*cuddles sarah* i was talking on facebook about our groups at college and said that i would rather be in a group with sileas than with solita now everyones having a go at me saying i'm a bad friend when i've explained the reason behind it, cause solita is confident and loud and i sometimes find her intimidating, that doesnt mean i dont like her, it just means i find it easier to work with sileas :(

FlyingNy 18-10-2010 10:32 PM

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I want to carve words into me. Alone. Dirty.

SparkleKitten 18-10-2010 10:32 PM

Oh dear :( *cuddles* I hope its all okay

Watching a story about crows, they're so cool.

SparkleKitten 18-10-2010 10:32 PM

*cuddles Lia* I hope you're okay hun :( x

nicole94 18-10-2010 10:35 PM

*cuddles lia* please stay safe hun.
*cuddles sarah* it's really triggerd me :( i've come so far since i started college but i still need to go at my own pace and i feel like theyre all pushing me into doing things :(

shadowedsoul 18-10-2010 10:36 PM

cuddles lia tighly. please dont girly. you can fight this. <3

SparkleKitten 18-10-2010 10:37 PM

*cuddles* I know the feeling. Sometimes when I have really bad days people won't stop touching me, even though I don't want physical contact with anyone. Hope you're alright

Stay safe Lia, we all care about you here

FlyingNy 18-10-2010 10:56 PM

*Hugs all*

Thanks guys. I just wish these thoughts would leave me alone. They pop up at random moments and I can't deal with them. i just want to know one way or another.

It's alright Nicole, you just carry on going at your own pace and don't let anyone else tell you what to do :) I'm so pleased and proud of how you've managed to move on so much since starting college. *Hugs*

I hope you're alright Jill. You can fight this too.

SparkleKitten 18-10-2010 11:00 PM

I just want to hide away in my mind again... Feeling terrible :(

marshki 18-10-2010 11:03 PM

*lia* Huggles-
*mark* well done thats just brill
*nichole* massive hugs and try to ignore the others,x

I think i need a hug myself, lonely and too much stuff to do...feeling so down and dead

SparkleKitten 18-10-2010 11:09 PM

Hi Shaz, I'm Sarah *cuddles* Hope you're alright x

FlyingNy 18-10-2010 11:09 PM

*Hugs Shaz tight* Do you want to talk about it?

*Hugs Sarah*

marshki 18-10-2010 11:11 PM

thanks Sarah and lia,
anything happened sarah?
and i would lia but i just dont know how? so stupid is moi

SparkleKitten 18-10-2010 11:18 PM

Just a few rows at home, I'm under a lot of stress emotionally, physically and financially... Hallucinating and hearing things and feeling strange strange things, I'm on new meds but its not those. :/ I just want to hide away in my mind, dreamed of a safe place, a safe room with a guardian/carer to protect me, and most of my time I spend wanting to climb into that safe place with Rebecca and hide away from reality for a few days or so.

SparkleKitten 18-10-2010 11:37 PM

I'm heading off for sleepy times now, hopefully I'll sleep better than last night. Night wardies *snuggles all* stay safe x


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