your welcome girly. dont give up okay, i keep fighting if you keep fighting, deal? i love you girl <3

Jill ,Being on anti depresants can cause all sorts of weird side effects , depending on a) the particular type of meds and b) the person , if they are causing you any trouble you sould tell your Dr and maybe they would change them , There are MANY MANY type of anti depressants out there it sometimes take a bit of trial and error to get the right one for you , I hope that doesn't freak you out , sorry , try and read the little leaflet that came with the pills and look up side effects , sometimes side effects will go away after a little while :)

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Louise*

I didn't pull myself out of bed until gone 12pm :S It was such an effort , No energy, No motivation ugh....

*hugs everyone*

*Hugs Lindsay* Hey :) How are you ?

The devil wants me to die i want to die too

Oh Ryuu *Hugs* Keep fighting , you have gotten through this before and you can get through it again , post here on the ward and we will all do our best to help

cuddles all. thanks mark you didnt freak me out. whatever it was a couple days back,was just a one off. shrug shoulders. as i got a not bad sleep last night. thinking mabye my mum was right and it was the crap of the day going around my head. curls up and hides

I'm ok, distracting myself with tumblr at the moment. How are you, Mark?

RYUU, what makes you want to die? Are there things in your life that you can change for the better?

*hugs Jill*

I just woke up and it's 11:26 AM.
Time to be productive, I suppose.
On the bright side, Homecoming is overrrr! =)

Whats tumblr Lindsay?

I'm just low .......not suicidally so as I was before my meds were incresed but just .......flat I guess is a good way to describe it was in bed but didn't nap, want to sleep.

*Hugs Felicia* you must have been TIRED :) sleep is good

*cuddles wardies*

How are you all today? I had my comic convention yesterday which was amazing but now I'm feeling low and meh and terrible and all sorts of other things. My mind is screwing with me so much, I'm terrified of having nightmares again, theres a girl who my mind has made up who appears in my dreams to protect me but tis still scary. I mean she's lovely, but it still makes me uneasy. I hope these are side effects of the meds.

*Hugs Sarah* I understand how that could make you uneasy , I hope you have GOOD dreams tonight :)

Mark, tumblr is kind of like a blog thing. You can post images, videos, quotes, and other stuff. I like to look at other peoples blogs.

*hugs Sarah*

curls up, stuiped thoughts going around my head, wish they would go away

I cant take the pain any more the voices never seem to go away
the only thing that stops me is my husband

*hugs everyone, especially sarah cause i spies her.*

*cuddles all* I kinda want to go live in my dream world, where I'm safe in a room at the top of a lot of stairs where its safe from the whole outside world and I don't have to leave because I'm safe and protected and have nothing to worry about at all. Is that strange? I mean really this girl is a stranger but I feel safe in there. I wish I could hide inside my own mind sometimes.

*hugs sarah* no thats not strange sweetie, i think we all want to escape at times, and we all have a perfect place for that to be, wether its a real place or not. are you ok?

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Ryuu*

*Hugs Jill*