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hurtnpain 23-01-2015 04:17 PM

Comes in and asks ktanaya if i can hide with you . Like you i dont know anyone anyone . I feel so lost and alone i thought leaving here was for the best but here i am again x

Eir 27-01-2015 04:35 PM

*hugs for hurtnpain*
Course. Feeling rather crappy myself. Wanna hide under something soliD?
Just wanna give up. Too tired. Too... Something. Dun wanna be adult. Barely wanna be alive.
Why can't I ever stay stable?

Kathryn_Anna 05-02-2015 10:12 PM

Overwhelmed. Tired of being an adult. This sucks.

Kahlia1981 07-02-2015 09:25 AM

I just want to disappear. Scattered my nanna's ashes this morning and leaving for hospital tomorrow. Don't want to be here anymore but can't stop life. I was badly hurt by two boyfriends leaving me alone in this life and can't leave my husband that way

*sneaks into a corner with Bear and my blanket*
*huggles for anyone who needs them and can accept them*

Eir 07-02-2015 09:44 PM

*huggles back*

caiden 12-02-2015 06:55 PM

*huggles to everyone* feeling a bit better today so I decided to drop in to see if I could possibly be a help to anyone else. i'll be around on & off today, so if anyone needs me, just pm me and i'll do my best to get back to you as quickily as possible. if you live in the united states, you can always hit me up in text. my name is betty, my cell number is 417-499-3158

Eir 16-02-2015 07:08 AM

Betty, I'm not sure if giving out phone numbers is a great idea, or even within guidelines. It's a lovely sentiment, but probably better to give out via pm.
Glad to hear you are feeling better tho.

Kahlia1981 07-03-2015 10:11 AM

Not doing well tonight. I was at the shops today and saw the man who abused me as a child. To be honest I don't know if he saw me, or would even recognise me, but when I turned around after putting my trolley in the return bay and he was looking straight in my direction I completely freaked out. When I got home I switched to Eliza - my 4 year old alter - and she believed that he knew where we were and that he was going to try and kill me. My husband gave me some sedatives to help calm us down and we went to sleep for a while. Now I don't know what to think and the intense fear is hiding just below the surface. Maybe more sleep will help me to reset but until then I guess I just wait and see....

Right now I just want to cry and disappear, and maybe that is all for the best....

Eir 12-03-2015 11:50 PM

*hugs for Kahlia*
Hope you're doing better now

Bluedragonfly 19-03-2015 04:09 AM

Self admitting. Is there an open corner? *ties bandage, wipes eyes*

Keepy 06-04-2015 10:46 AM

Crashing very quickly back to earth after a long time of being up!
Finding a spot to calm down!

Margo 09-04-2015 12:08 AM

Moon walks in. Spins. Grabs groin. Jiggles. Spins again and moon walks off.....

Eir 17-04-2015 04:02 AM

Just gonna sit here under a blanket cos I dun wanna see my reflection...

Cazki 23-04-2015 02:05 AM

I'm back kind of after leaving about half way through the middle of last year. I'm feeling **** about everything right now. In need of hugs.

HeliumHelmets 04-05-2015 12:15 AM

*quietly finds a corner to sit in with a blanket and a book*

Eir 04-05-2015 04:13 AM

*hugs for Caski*
I'm just drowning them out with music and avoiding the reflection.

Eir 08-05-2015 11:21 AM

*Setting up a minefield of Lego*
I need to cry. Can't. No reason for that bull....

YodaBearInterrupted 11-05-2015 10:34 AM

Having a really rough night, so I guess i better stay in here for a lil bit

*puts some brownies on the table*

Eir 12-05-2015 11:57 AM

*snitches a brownie*
We just need to keep an eye out for theM. Need to stay here. *hugs the yodabear*
Hope it gets bbettter chookie

YodaBearInterrupted 13-05-2015 04:42 PM

*hugs Ktanaya* hope that is okay

I am just going to sit here and rock in the corner

Eir 14-05-2015 11:52 AM

So I start the day rather unsafe. Nearly cry in the locker room. Now im creeping up. Today isn't the greatest, but it isn't ��Ed up
* hands out glitter squish balls*
Thank you yodabear

Irisflower 14-05-2015 07:40 PM

Feels like crawling into a corner and bawling, then SH. Wraps self in blankets and rocks back and forth.

YodaBearInterrupted 15-05-2015 05:51 PM

I don't want to go to my appt this evening *sits in the corner*

But I have to go... sigh -- hopefully everything will go okay

MissWay 16-05-2015 05:54 AM

walks in, looks atoung

IronManStark 17-05-2015 05:48 AM

*hugs all*

Eir 17-05-2015 01:14 PM

*sits in the corner staring at the wall*

YodaBearInterrupted 18-05-2015 10:15 AM

Sigh... i wish this would all go away

*checks self back in and sits on the couch staring at the wall with Ktanaya*

MissWay 18-05-2015 02:15 PM

**sits down staring at wall, whispering to self**

Margo 21-05-2015 04:58 PM

This thread needs some Kung-fu.

*adopts bruce lee stance and looks menacing*

Eir 25-05-2015 11:51 AM

...* throws a glitter squish ball at the penguin, misses completely and breaks the lamp*
I made cake, anyone want cake?

Eir 09-06-2015 12:08 AM

I need sleep.... Where are the nurses keys... Where are the nurses? I need a PRN.

DestroyMe 14-06-2015 06:11 PM

*checks self in and sits in a corner*
every single one of my "friends" has their life more together then I do apparently. and every single one of them has something negative and not at all helpful over the fact that we're going to be living in a car in three months cause we can't afford a f-king apartment.

Kahlia1981 20-06-2015 01:22 PM

Hello all. We're back here because things are not going at all well and we're scared of.... everything. Just going to curl up in a corner and hope we can disappear.

*makes blanket, quilt and pillow fort and hides from the world*

aoife77 22-06-2015 02:08 AM

offers kahlia some hugs and additional pillows and blankets for the fort

kelz1983 23-06-2015 02:04 AM

*checks in, sees many full corners and sits alone against a wall* Hope you'll don't mind, but I just need a safe place to chill for a while. I'm overwhelmed with way too much on my plate right now. :(

Eir 23-06-2015 12:16 PM

*sits next to kelz*
I can move if you wanna be alone. Just here to offer people comfort today.
*hugs anyonevwho wants it*

kelz1983 23-06-2015 05:16 PM

Ur fine. Ty. Just a rough week. I can't seem to make anyone happy. Feel like I should just hide away... bc I'm not safe alone.

kelz1983 23-06-2015 08:23 PM

*rocks bk and forth* I think I'm having a mental breakdown. I can't do this. It's too much. I can't have this much crap and keep standing. I just cant.

Eir 24-06-2015 11:15 AM

*squeezes kelz tight*

kelz1983 25-06-2015 12:03 AM

Thank you. I had to hold the hand of my dying grandmother and tell her goodbye last night. I've known for months this was coming. She has terminal lung cancer. I avoided going to see her because I didn't think I could handle it. She didn't look like herself, she didn't know who I was and she couldn't respond to anything.

I've also had to deal with false allegations of abuse against my nephew who admitted to the investigator that he was coached on what to say and how to say it because his dad is angry over me helping his mom (they are in the middle of a divorce). I'm a wreck. This is the only place I feel like I can fully let loose how I feel without fear of hurting someone else or being judged harshly for wanting to hurt myself.

caiden 28-06-2015 04:20 PM

***hugs kelz***

sorry i dont have much support to offer to many of you others in need rightat the moment... im kinda in a really bad off place myself right at the moment. just figured id check in and see if theres room for one more lost confused tortured soul to maybe get a little hug or at least some understanding

kelz1983 29-06-2015 05:31 AM

We're all a walking mess here, Caiden. *hugs* Support is just in knowing we are not alone in our struggles.

Eir 29-06-2015 09:54 AM

*curls up on the ground crying*
Why is it that it keeps coming back? I'm sick of being an adult.

kelz1983 15-07-2015 05:14 AM

I'm sorry, hun. I'm here if u wanna talk.

Kahlia1981 16-07-2015 02:04 PM

*curls into a ball in a [seemingly] never ending flood of tears*

Why do I have to keep seeing his face in my mind?
Why do these memories rear their heads right now?

Please, let me find some peace....

Kahlia1981 16-07-2015 02:17 PM

Please stop my head going. I cannot cope with these thoughts and memories.... I'm collapsing in on myself and l don't know where to go to stop them. Why did these memories have to return now??

*builds pillow fort and huddles inside*

Eir 17-07-2015 05:18 AM

I... I don't know.
Just I can't deal anymore.

Kahlia1981 18-07-2015 02:40 PM

Here to listen if you need to talk Ktanaya.

My head is spinning, so close to switching but... I can't. Too much. Too many people. Too hard. Just... please, stop.

*curls up with Bear, a pillow and a blanket for the night*

YodaBearInterrupted 21-07-2015 06:02 PM

Things are just too hard right now, its so overwhelming and I just want it all to go away... but its not and being compounded by the Voices. I wish I could make it all go away, but no...

*sits on the floor and stares at the wall*

Eir 22-07-2015 04:33 AM

Sounds like a mental health version of the flu is going around.
I'm still wrong. Too much crap in my life makes it impossible to ignore the voices.
Pitiful wreck I am, I won't do anything.

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