OVER MY DEAD BODY IT WILL!!!!!

A few things
I'm going to go and try sleep it off
You know I'll be back and feeling worse tomorrow but hey ho
Thanks everyone
Good night, take care of yourselves xxx

He'll be using your body to hit me with

Goodnight Jess, sleep well *hugs*

Alexx - what did you set fire to in your garden?

Alexx, stay safe hun
Please don't do anything silly....
Please? :-(

I might look little and weak....but he'd regret taking me on...
imagine a volcanoe.....it looks pretty calm..until it errupts....
well thats me...
silly ****....he'll be sorry ¬.¬

erm....paper...lots of paper....
and an old door....
and some polystyrene

Take care of yourself
Please hun, for me?
Wretched best friend, wife...acquaintance of yours that I am
Night all xxxx

Is it all safe now? Don't want you to get hurt...

Does no one say anything about you burning stuff in your garden by the way?

hi all, i'm just struggling big time at the moment, soon i can take my meds for the night and fall asleep!

*hugs* sorry to hear you're struggling, is there anything you want to talk about?

Oooofffft! She fibs. She's amazing. The reason my house isn't in flames right now.
Yes it is all say but no one says anything....mum said it had to be burnt...so I burnt it. Normally I don't burn stuff in my garden...I burn it in empty carparks or far corners of fields or in the bathroom in the bath

Ah okay, fair enough :-p

And if she's the reason that you're house isn't in flames then she must be doing something right even if she doesn't believe it :thumbup:

Yes she is. She's just there to be honest. She always listens...even if im talking utter crap. She always has time for me. She always makes me feel worth something...she gives me that reason to just try ONE more day...and then one more day after that...and one more day after that. She's utterly amazing and I would have been gone a LOOOONNNGGG time ago if i hadnt met her...I really dont deserve a friendship like this...not at all...the worst thing is though...that I cant help her. I have to watch her suffer and i hate it because she deserves better.
Why cant I help her like I used to?:-(

Blah. Arson. I hate myself for it.

*hugs* Sometimes all you can do is be there for people, and you probably do help just by being there even if you can't see it. She sounds like a wonderful friend, you're very lucky.

Tell me to mind my own business if I'm asking things that are too personal when it's only our first time talking but why arson? (Sorry, I can't think of a good way to phrase the question, as you probably didn't choose it, it chose you so to speak... I dunno, I hope you get the idea... sorry for rambling)

I'm off to bed now people, I hope you all get some rest before too long. Take care and stay safe

Alexx, sorry I've just asked you something and am now leaving but I've just realised what time it is and I have to be up for work in ther morning.

*hugs* to everyone

She is amazing. Completely and utterly and I wish I got to see her more often...I wish it was how it was in year 9/10

I dunno...I just get...a huge rush of power...of...satisfaction when I set things on fire. Watching them burn. Knowing that it's gone and nothing can bring it back. And the way a fire reaches out and feeds itself. It consumes...and rolls off everything, licking around it...engulfing it.
Its one of the greatest forces...with a power to destroy EVERYTHING...and it starts from the tiniest spark...
That...probably makes no sense...I hope it answers your question...

Night Jess.
Have a good day tomorrow and take care of yourself.
Hopefully we'll see you back here soon :)
You're always welcome ^_^

hey alexx - back for a minute
I understand what you like about fire - love it to - but i do manage not to cause any distruction. I love Fire - Thunderstorms - especially lightning adn I love the rough seas