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BoundNoMore 10-08-2008 03:41 AM

I love you daddy Jeff!!!
thanks Blondie

risenfromperdition 10-08-2008 04:19 AM

f*ck :\
im a brilliant one arent i :s

BoundNoMore 10-08-2008 04:28 AM

*hugs Heather*
what's up hun?

risenfromperdition 10-08-2008 04:54 AM

hah heather thought it'd be a wise idea to be dumb without checking her bathroom first O.o
*applauds self*

blondiebear 10-08-2008 05:39 AM

Please note, As much as i have wanted to, i have not SI'd! Yay me!

BoundNoMore 10-08-2008 06:17 AM

Yay Blondie!!!

effervescence 10-08-2008 08:27 AM

well. it's the end of the weekend (near enough) and i am still alive.
was that planned?
i don't know.

aimless 10-08-2008 09:24 AM

I dont want to be ill. Can I hide here?

Pomegranate 10-08-2008 09:32 AM

Of course you can!

Well done on not harming Susan! *hugs*

I have the worst cold I've had in a while and have to go to work :(
Can I have some hugs please?

Snuffles 10-08-2008 10:18 AM


*sneaks in and hides in a corner*

Jetforce 10-08-2008 11:20 AM

*waves at emma and hugs katie*

:( my back of my shoulder hurts like hell..ugh...

and yay to chloe and susan...u both stayed safe!!!!!! xxx

blondiebear 10-08-2008 03:39 PM

*hugs emma*
*hugs aimless*

Starts to accept that part of being old is that I will no longer wake up easily.

Misunderstood. 10-08-2008 04:31 PM

something to perk me up perhaps? not mentally, ~ physically.....meds have whacked me....urgh.

zowie 10-08-2008 05:56 PM

Want to cut. . . Have to ask my dad for my blades back, which is going to be awkward.

Auburn Shadow 10-08-2008 06:19 PM

*hugs everyone*

I feel rubbish. and I don't know why. Stupid, much? I mean, I should have a reason for feeling like I do.

Got angry at a mate earlier, and I don't know why. All she did was sign off MSN, and it made me angry. God's sake what's wrong with me? People have lives apart from MSN and yet apparently I don't realise that.

****. Want to cut. Won't let myself. I don't think anyways.

blondiebear 10-08-2008 10:57 PM

I want to not hurt for a while. Isn't going to happen. I have a big soft heart and can't help but care. The best thing I can do is distract myself.

I work alone tomorrow so I will see if Philip can record a couple of cd's of aa speakers. The work i'm doing is straightforward, so i can listen to what the speakers say and get out of my own nonsense. Otherwise, i have a couple of favorites already.

1ofmany 10-08-2008 11:25 PM

*love for all*
Auburn i get like that too, mines usualy with texts though.
Blondie i am so happy you didn't SI you are so strong! I wish i was stronger.

Very confused with myself at the moment.

Auburn Shadow 10-08-2008 11:33 PM

stupid thing is she's phoned several times since then. I've told everyone I need a break from contact for a while. get myself together again. causeI'm going to self destruct soon if im not careful, it's like walkinbg on a knife-edge (sorry, couldn't think of a better way to put it) and being close to falling off the wrong side.
Too much is happening to too many people and I need to help myself first and foremost, but they don't understand that. at all.

1ofmany 10-08-2008 11:35 PM

Good on you for being brave enough to take action.
I had another screaming in my head moment to talk today but didnt. I wish i wasnt so weak, any ideas on how to get stronger?

Auburn Shadow 10-08-2008 11:39 PM

It feels almost like the wrong thing to do though, there's too much going on up there for me to withdraw completely, but... I can't keep going like this. I'm worried about too many people at the moment and I can't keep helping them. It's something almost trivial that they're arguing about anyways and they seem to think I can help them from 4 hours' drive away.

I wish I had advice for you but... I'm almost exactly the same.

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