You're not being irrational at all though. That would scare the crap out of me. Even having to do a 2 minute role play in group today was hard. You will be fine when it comes to it though :)

But I've done drama for years. I'm used to this kinda thing. I just can't shake the feeling I'm going to screw up and let everyone down. Drama is both the bane of my life and one of the best things in it. It's nerve wracking and horribly stressful, but the feeling of europhia if you manage to pull of a piece and do it better than you've ever done it before is one of the best feelings ever.

It's like an adrenaline rush. I don't really have much experience :/

It lasts for days though, espeically if you've been worried about it, it's a great feeling :) I just hope I have that on Friday evening rather than gutted that I ****ed up.

I'm sure you will :) and it's your birthday too :D

Yeah, that should be good :)
Thank-you for putting up with my pointless moans and fears. I love you <3 I love all my wardies.

Night all. *Hugs*

They weren't pointless honey. Night night, I love you.Xx :)
*Night time hugs all the wardies* Imma go off too now :)

*Hides in corner* I want to go to uni now. Too much drama

*Hugz lucy if it is ok*

what is wrong? I'm Meganna by the way; call me whatever you like :)

*Hugs Charlie*
*Hugs Crimson*
*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Lia*
*Hugs Lucy*
*Hugs Megz*

*Sigh* So I don't put enough Milk in Dad's coffee who gives me 5 minutes notice that he's coming up and then I get 45 minutes notice that my Alcohol Worker is sick and our appointment is cancelled , *Is irritated*
Well Fantastic I'm Triggered , I took a Diaz , Please work before I give into the urge............

hugs everyone

*Hugs Louise* How are you?

~hugs all around~

*Hugs Solo* How are you hun?

soso...

how are you and solo

I'm Caffeinated , I met my friend for coffee , But I've been low for today and yesterday *sigh* still the Diaz worked though.

*hugs Mark, Louise, Megz and Solo* how are you guys this morning?
Glad your Diaz worked Mark.

*Hugs Crimson* I'm triggered again *sigh* But I have Dinner in 10 minutes , I hope that'll distract me , How are you hun?