I can come here on Merlin, but it's tedious as it's not in mobile version so I'd rather use Nessa, but it's useful for when I don't have her.

I haven't Sam :) I have an imaginary person called Sam.

erm......? Lol

Im glad Lia. and I hope your friend is nice! Im female is your friend female or male?

I know you are :) She's female. By 'imaginary person' I sort of mean like imaginary friend but not. It gets lonely in my world, I don't tend to open up to people so I invent people in my head. I know they aren't real (although they are often based on real people) and they aren't imaginary friends exactly because I don't like, imaging they're here. More imagine I'm there, if I'm bored, upset or I just want to forget I will cast my mind there adn one of those places is with a woman called Sam.

A mood change before I go to bed. The urges have gone and I'm safe now :)

I can't sleep. And I'm all alone. I have to get up in 6 hours.

*hugs Lia* I'm sorry you can't sleep.

Me too hun! Have you tried chamamile tea or reading or anything else that has worked to help you sleep in the past? You're not alone sweetheart. We're here if you need us.

*sits in the ward*

Hey Felicia, how ya doin hun?

hi.... um... can I sit in here for a little while?

Of course you can! Would you like me to sit with you or do want to be left alone?

Sitting with you would be nice.*sits next to solo* I feel so alone anyways. I keep having this thrObbing anxIousness in my chest.. That's why I came because I don't know why its there or how to deal with it. Thanks

You're not alone hun? Do you wanna talk, or just sit together?

mabey talk a little if you don't mind? can I just spill it all?

Go for it huney! Let it spill!

Solo, I'm not great... how are you?
*sits with BWchick* I'm Felicia. nice to meet you. I'll be hovering around for most of the night, in between doing mountains of homework, so I'll be around to listen.

ok so I have these bad thoughts that realy freak me out. they are violent and sometimes murderous. usualy i just pay them no mind i take that is a randome blip. but lately they have been for my brother and this scares me and I dont know if I can trust myself sometimes.Im afraid to go to sleep incase I sleep walk. but now I wonder if it is not realy bad thoughts so much as it is sudden bursts of anxiety..... i am not a violent person so this is why i am scared....

*hugs BWchick* I have those kind of thoughts sometimes too. It very well could be anxiety, but I'm not sure. I'm just a PM away if there's any way I can help. <3

thanks *hugs back* I think what helps the most is to know that you are not alone. <3