*hugs everyone*

I'm seeing someone from the crisis team today but I doubt they will be able to help. I'm holding on to see my brother on Friday but then that's it. I've completely had enough.

Lindsay Hun maybe the member of your crisis team will be able to help , please be honest with them *Hugs*

hugs everyone, curls up. damn im getting so freaked out about this interview, please let it be okay. =/

*Huggles everyone*

*Hugs Jill* Whens your interview? , I'm sure It'll go okay :)

*Hugs Charlie*

hugs mark back. the interview is tomorrow at 11.30, so nervous, can't calm myself down really want to sh. meh

So.......... I say I'm feeling flat today and my Dad's reponse is "Yeah well we all get days like that" , FFS he doesn't get it , does he have days when he absolutley HAS to Cut ? No , so we don't all have days like this ..... :( Anxious enough to need a Diaz ....

hugs mark, im sorry your feeling down, and that you want to sh. i feel the same tonight. please try and stay safe.

Thanks Jill Hun *Hugs* You take care too :)

Drinking Tonic and PLJ , I like it and it's alcohol free and I must go a day before I meet with my Keyworker tomorrow. I could go out for booze but NO! not tonight.

Hey guys :)

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Charlie*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Ian* How are you mate?

Thanks Mark :) im good thanks, how are you?

*peeks out from the corner I've been hiding in*
I know I've not been commenting or supporting or even saying hi lately... at this point some of you may even have forgotten I'm here... but can I have a hug?

Hey its ok. We dont expect you to be hear 24/7 and we all struggle, sometimes it gets to much and you have to have a bit of a break. *Hugs Crimson* How are you?

Of course you can have a Hug Crimson ! *Hugs*

How are you Mark?

Well , I'm sober , Bit pissed off at myself TBH , I don't much like myself right now , such a screw up :(

*cuddles crimson* i'm not around much either anymore... but i definitely haven't forgot about you!

*hugs ian* glad to hear that you are doing good today!

*hugs mark* you are not a screw up!

*Hugs Laura* Thanks hun , I just feel like I should have beat this by my age ........... *sigh*
How are you doing Laura?