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hidingme 01-02-2011 05:26 AM

we havent been in here for a while. but feel as if we belong in here again.. not really that we had quit feeling that way ..it just had lessened some.

we discovered a new one today. we have had ideas that one like that existed within with us for quite a while now but its different knowing he is really there.
it scares me and for some reason i feel quite ashamed over it.. i wasnt planning to tell my husband about the other one but i try not to keep any secrets from him. he hasnt mentioned it yet..as we had left the notebook the other one wrote in todayout for him to read.. we took our nightly meds earlier along with 2 xanax (2 mgs total) so we are still quite sleepy.
just.. idk.. surrounded with friends online and few offline and family but still feel totally alienated, alone and misunderstood and lost.

i am sorry for complaining.
Hiding

Doikers 01-02-2011 10:52 AM

*Hugs Louise*
*Hugs Disturbia*
*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Hiding*

I'm up . My Dad left his phone here yesterday so is coming by in a bit to pick it up , I don't know how I feel yet today :S

shadowedsoul 01-02-2011 05:24 PM

hugs everybody, curls up

Doikers 01-02-2011 05:26 PM

*Hugs Jill* You okay hun?

Billy! 01-02-2011 06:12 PM

*Hugs Everyone*

Doikers 01-02-2011 06:17 PM

*Squishes Charlie* How are you , any news?

Billy! 01-02-2011 06:21 PM

*Hugs Mark*
I'm ok thanks, No news :( How are you?

Doikers 01-02-2011 06:29 PM

anxious but numbing effects of alcohol works :S *Hugs Charlie*

Billy! 01-02-2011 06:31 PM

Oh Mark :( Please go careful on the drink!
I've gotta admit, the bottle of vodka in the cupboard looks appealing, but I can't....just in case.

Doikers 01-02-2011 06:40 PM

Yeah best be safe Charlie hun :s I am watching it , I just don't like myself when I'm sober , I HATE myself , this numbs it

time to change 01-02-2011 06:42 PM

well i havent been on in months, hello everyone!
im struggling a hell of a lot at the moment. dont know why, tried going over everything but not working.
hope everyone is ok xx

Doikers 01-02-2011 06:43 PM

*Hugs Steph (right?)*

time to change 01-02-2011 06:58 PM

good memory! yeah, hows you? please tell me mark's correct? xx

Doikers 01-02-2011 07:06 PM

It is Mark ! look at us with our Memorys working!

time to change 01-02-2011 07:29 PM

hehe! at least im on form with something tonight!

Doikers 01-02-2011 07:30 PM

Whats up Steph ?

YodaBearInterrupted 01-02-2011 07:32 PM

*gives everyone huggles*

*sits in the corner and cries* I just want to do nothing right now

time to change 01-02-2011 07:36 PM

just feel so low, ive been doing so well and dont want to ruin it now. theres nothing that has really set me off, i have so much to be happy for, but all of a sudden ive crashed.

Doikers 01-02-2011 07:46 PM

*Hugs YodaB* I love that film too but the book was better but it was close.

*Hugs Steph* I'm sorry you feel so **** .

I ......... well I hate myself , In the mornings I caffeinate to wake and at night I alcoholate too sleep ( Way better than sleeping meds but way more expensive and side effects to)

shadowedsoul 01-02-2011 08:07 PM

hugs mark, hmm not feeling great tonight. kind feeling low. please stay safe mark


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