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chinahorse 11-01-2019 02:02 PM

Cmht called. Doing nothing. Speaking to my psych. I'm so so knackered and low.

one_step_closer 11-01-2019 02:13 PM

Did you express to them how difficult things are for you? I hope that your psych can offer something useful. They can't leave you fighting like this.

chinahorse 11-01-2019 05:50 PM

I did as much as I could. Cpn was sympathetic but told me just to go to A and E if things got bad before I do stuff.

I'm loosing.

nonperson 11-01-2019 05:55 PM

Would seeing psych at A&E be more helpful?

chinahorse 11-01-2019 06:43 PM

No. They hate me there.

chinahorse 11-01-2019 06:44 PM

I'm stuck.
And don't even have a bed to sleep in cos bertie pissed on it again. Because today's not been shit enough.

one_step_closer 12-01-2019 06:57 PM


Would telling people at A&E that you have been advised to go there mean that they might treat you differently? Or is there an A&E in another area that is sort of close that you could go to instead to see if they are more helpful?

Maybe keep Bertie out of your bedroom for now if that suits.

chinahorse 12-01-2019 07:07 PM

I don't want to go unless I have an injury and even then I might not.

I feel so hopeless. Why is it so awful?

Bertie is usually kept out yes.

one_step_closer 12-01-2019 07:14 PM

Do you know what you do want? Anything safe that you really would like at the moment, maybe we can help you figure out a way to get even a little of what you need.

chinahorse 12-01-2019 07:17 PM

I want some time to rest without my head making it impossible.
I want the assessments to be arranged for next week like I asked.
I want prn for just in case so hopefully I can avoid a and e.
I want the cmht to support me.

chinahorse 13-01-2019 09:00 PM

Been to A and E for self harm again. Things are really rubbish. The thought of work tomorrow makes me want to cut again.

nonperson 13-01-2019 09:13 PM

Would it help if you did?

chinahorse 13-01-2019 09:15 PM

Couldn't make things worse

nonperson 13-01-2019 09:17 PM

That might be true but equally it won't make anything better either so it wouldn't be worth it. =/

Auror. 13-01-2019 09:34 PM

I wish I knew what to say. I am really glad you are getting medical attention when you need it though, I know that can't be easy.

Fire Fly 14-01-2019 04:04 AM

I wonder whether you need some respite. Do you think you need to be on a
N a acute ward for little? Are you getting pIp

chinahorse 14-01-2019 10:04 AM

I didn't cut. But I haven't gone into work either.

I don't get pip no. Respite would be too detrimental for me.

one_step_closer 14-01-2019 03:10 PM

I'm sorry things are still awful. Have you at least managed to take some time to rest and get some of the things you need from yourself today?

chinahorse 14-01-2019 04:29 PM

I've done nothing by sleep all day on and off. I called cmht but no one was available.

Unbreakable. 14-01-2019 10:50 PM

Sleep is good.

It must be frustrating to once again find no support available from the people who are supposedly supporting you.

How are you feeling? Did sleeping help?

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