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SkinEssays 01-05-2011 04:13 AM

thanks for the hugs everyone hugging u back..
(online is the only hugging i ever do)

oliver i totally know how u feel..

sometimes i just wanna go into the hospital cause its about the only place i can feel safe
when i feel im SH-ing too much. but at the same time i dont wanna stop...

i quit therapy a little while back and tuesday im going back. kinda freaked out about it..

its been a couple months since ive seen him..

anyway hope u all are safe...hugs

Doikers 01-05-2011 10:28 AM

*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Alexx*
*Waves to Ninais*Welcome to the ward:)
*Waves To MJ*Welcome to you too :)
*Hugs Ian*
*Waves to Mrs Pan* Welcome!
*Hugs Michelle*

Doikers 01-05-2011 12:25 PM

I'm really Triggered and I don't know why ..... I just thought that if I wrote it out it would go away , I guess we'll find out:S

Doikers 01-05-2011 01:27 PM

Nope , But I feel better.......I wish I knew why I was triggered but it just came on....

dontwantyoutoknow 01-05-2011 01:54 PM

*hugs Doikers*

I feel really unwell. :-(

Doikers 01-05-2011 02:23 PM

*Hugs MJ*My name is Mark :) Whats up ?

Louise 01-05-2011 02:25 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 01-05-2011 03:05 PM

*Hugs Louise* How are you hun?

Louise 01-05-2011 03:10 PM

sore and tired. how are you feeling now mark

one_step_closer 01-05-2011 03:14 PM

Hey everyone *waves*

Louise 01-05-2011 03:15 PM

hugs lindsay - how are you

one_step_closer 01-05-2011 03:18 PM

Wanting to die. Life isn't for me and I wish that I didn't have to keep on living for my brother.

Doikers 01-05-2011 03:44 PM

I'm pretty Low Louise :( *Hugs*

*Hugs Lindsay*

dontwantyoutoknow 01-05-2011 04:15 PM

*hugs every one*

I don't really want to live any more either, but I do for those I care about, which makes me mad at them sometimes, even though it's not their fault, and I do love them. It's just that, y'know.

Apparently I had another breakdown this weekend. I've never felt so bad before. And I really thought I'd seen the worst of it before. :-(

Hi Mark. You're from Wales too! What part?

Doikers 01-05-2011 05:00 PM

Hey MJ , I live in Brecon , where are you from?

dontwantyoutoknow 01-05-2011 05:03 PM

Cardiff :-)

Doikers 01-05-2011 05:11 PM

Oh Cool pretty close!

dontwantyoutoknow 01-05-2011 05:13 PM

I added you to my Buddy list :-)
I love your Indiana Jones quote by the way :-)

aklx 01-05-2011 05:21 PM

Ooh Welsh people! I've been thinking about having a little holiday there. I love the accents of course :p
I'm from London, everything's expensive, overrated and crap.

Doikers 01-05-2011 05:29 PM

*Hugs Mrs Pan* I'm from the English side of the border but live here now as we had to move for my Dad's job when I was 16 , 14 years ago !

aklx 01-05-2011 06:04 PM

Yay *hugs* :)
I'd have been excited by that move. You obviously love it or you would've moved back!
I see you're an Otep fan, I automatically like you even more lol

Zombie.. 01-05-2011 06:24 PM

Stupid fat piece of sh*t...want to cut till there is no more of me left

Doikers 01-05-2011 06:27 PM

*Hugs Mrs*

*Hugs Alexx*

one_step_closer 01-05-2011 06:29 PM

*hugs everyone*

There's nothing to do. I'm so fed up. I want to die. I want to overdose. I just have to wait a little while longer until I get my next prescription.

Doikers 01-05-2011 07:19 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* Please call a helpline hun , reach out we care about you .

Doikers 01-05-2011 07:21 PM

*Hugs Alexx* Don't do that hun , Could you speak with anyone?

dontwantyoutoknow 01-05-2011 07:26 PM

Alex and one_step_closer ; please hang in there. We are all here for you. Keep talking to us. My MSN is on my profile if you want a distraction and/or someone to talk to. Think distraction, distraction, distraction. xxxx

Zombie.. 01-05-2011 07:54 PM

Ended up cutting ....nothing major want to do more ...trying to stay distracted


Cazki 02-05-2011 12:50 AM

I'm sorry that alot of you are struggling, im here if anyone wants to talk.

*Hugs Mark* Sorry your low Mark

*Hugs Mrs Pan*

*Hugs MJ*

*Hugs Alex*

*Hugs Lindsay* Please dont od :( your so lovely, id be really sad if anything happened to you

Doikers 02-05-2011 10:34 AM

*Hugs Alexx*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs MJ*

one_step_closer 02-05-2011 01:23 PM

Overdosing is the only thing that I have to look forward to right now. I'll be as careful as I can.

How is everyone today?

Doikers 02-05-2011 01:30 PM

Yeah please do be careful Lindsay Hun *Hugs*

I'm pretty Flat , Have no alcohol in the house wondering what S.I. I'll do , Triggered.

dontwantyoutoknow 02-05-2011 02:01 PM

*hugs everyone*

Feel so much worse today. the issue of moving came up, and I have the forms to fill out. I can't handle life. I can't live in this world. I so want to go now. :-( I look at Lucy (my dog) and think - I can't leave her. and then she reminds me of Nana, and Bampa, and Lozza, and Hayley-Rose and Emily. And I can't leave them either. But I can't cope any more. I can't handle life. I can't survive in this world. just can't handle life. Can't survive. Can't cope any more. :,(

Doikers 02-05-2011 03:33 PM

*Hugs MJ* I'm sorry you feel so low *Offers a massive Beanbag chair*

aklx 02-05-2011 05:39 PM

Mark, I know your post about feeling triggered was a few hours ago but I hope the feeling has calmed down and that you maybe didn't have to act on it. I hope you're okay either way.

PoisonedApple 02-05-2011 06:31 PM

*sneaks in and leaves hugs on the table for everyone then hides in her ward room*

Doikers 02-05-2011 06:52 PM

I acted on it Mrs Pan I seriously coulden't stop myself *Hugs*

*Hugs Crimson*

dontwantyoutoknow 02-05-2011 07:09 PM

*hugs Mark*

*hugs Apple*

Got a plan and a date. :-(

Laura2.0 02-05-2011 07:11 PM

*hugs all*
*goes to hide from the 'monsters' under her bed* I hope they don't find me.

Doikers 02-05-2011 07:21 PM

*Hugs MJ* Is there anyone you can talk to ? I'm worried about you.

*Hugs Laura*

dontwantyoutoknow 02-05-2011 07:23 PM

It's a while away yet. And I'm ringing my dr tomorrow. *shrugs* Feel like I've gone a bit mad and totally lost it. :/

Group hug? We all seem to be struggling lately. :-(

shadowedsoul 02-05-2011 07:23 PM

cuddles all, curls up. sorry i have not been about had a really crazy week.

Doikers 02-05-2011 08:09 PM

*Joins in the Group Hug*

Doikers 02-05-2011 09:15 PM

*Squishes Jill Extra*

*Hugs my Wardies goodnight*

aklx 02-05-2011 10:58 PM

I wish they did group hugs in the actual psych ward lol

Sefka 02-05-2011 11:53 PM

:crying: Can I come in? I'm really bad at asking for help... but I'm struggling a lot tonight.

ninais 03-05-2011 12:18 AM

I'm really horrible at asking for help too, Sefka. It seems safer to offer help to others, less chance of rejection. It's nice to meet you and I'm so sorry you're struggling today. <((huge hugs))>

Cazki 03-05-2011 12:30 AM

*Hugs Sefka* of course you can come in, your welcome here anytime. I'm sorry your struggling :( would you like to talk some more about whats going on for you?

*Hugs Mrs Pan* How are you?

*Hugs Jill* How are you Jill?

*Hugs Ninais* How are you ninais?

Sefka 03-05-2011 12:37 AM

Thanks Ninais... <and the words get stuck in my throat>... I'M SO RUBBISH!
<hug>

and hug Atlantica.

And hug everyone else cos I'm good for nothing else.

Cazki 03-05-2011 12:42 AM

*Hugs Sefka back* hey dont say that, you are a good person :yeah: whats wrong? Do you want to talk about it?


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