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MammaMia 14-03-2008 06:02 PM

Alex sweetie, read my post? How you feeling and hows the arm? xx

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 06:06 PM

which one?
I've...read lots but i dont think i absorbed any of it :pinch:
arm hurts like hell...

PurpleSmurf 14-03-2008 07:01 PM

I just don't know what to do anymore... Everything is um going to H*ll

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 07:11 PM

Helen...I read back and I *THINK* I found that right post :]

Emo-Fairy-- whats wrong hun? :( *huggles and hot chocolate*

Pomegranate 14-03-2008 07:12 PM

*pokes head out from under blanket to see Alexx and Kit...goes to hug them and runs back* x

MammaMia 14-03-2008 07:17 PM

*hides in blanket*

I'm so emotional and right now, not sure how to handle it. Everything feels so good, yet so bad. Haha!

*cries....if only I could in person*

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 07:19 PM

Emmmmmaaaaaaa......can i has a blanket tooooo? :'(

PurpleSmurf 14-03-2008 07:25 PM

My sister is in alot of trouble and i cant help her :( she is so far away...

chocostashchick 14-03-2008 07:46 PM

*hugs Kit*
i am sorry about your sister and i hope you feel better

*squishes Alexx and hopes you and your arm are okay*

*hugs Helen and Emma*

*goes back fortress of blankets in her corner of the Denial Tent*

Pomegranate 14-03-2008 08:21 PM

*hands blanket to Alexx* sure hun x

I'm sorry about your sister Kit *hugs* x

*hugs to everyone that needs them* xx

MammaMia 14-03-2008 08:25 PM

*hugs everyone*

I feel soooooo poey, I don't know what it's gonna take for me to be truely happy again. Retail threapy hasn't worked, comfort food really hasn't....today with Jane knowing, just made me realise good things.

I know I have to think postively and eventually I will be happy, but the thing is, a lot of negative thoughts come after it. I don't want to pretend to the people that truly care that I'm happy cus that would be going around in a circle. I'm sick of pretending, I don't know sometimes how I pretend I'm okay, when deep down I'm not and hate myself for lying and then I seem so happy to people...when I'm not.

Arrrrrrgh =[

My task for Emma :]

1. Jane's email :]

2. Chat with Jane today and her reaction =]

3. Chat with Neil.

4. Spending time with my mum and enjoying most of it =]

5. Odering two more sim expansion packs yay!

6. The fact my sister is stopping another night.

7. Buying ice cream.

(So from those 7 postives, shouldn't I be happy? Yet I'm not)

MammaMia 14-03-2008 08:49 PM

*rolls eyes*


MammaMia 14-03-2008 09:06 PM

Maybe I am, but after your convo with me the other day, is it any wonder? Also it's rather convient you did it, right after my post....and esp as what I said...makes it look like you're aiming it at me.

But if I'm wrong, then my apolgies, but you've haven't been very nice lately have you?


*hides in the tent before I do/say something I regret*

Pomegranate 14-03-2008 09:13 PM

hey lets cool it! Carole there really wasn't any need to be sarcastic when Helen posted. We support you when you are upset and even if you are not willing to do it to others, there is no need to be nasty.

If Helen has legitimately upset you PM her or a moderator. Flaming on the forums is not allowed.

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 09:19 PM

*peeps out of blanket*
Has you stopped shouting? :(
*hugs Helen coz she's frightened...*

MammaMia 14-03-2008 09:27 PM

*deletes what she wrote to Carole*

*hugs Alex* its ok.....

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 09:30 PM

Mmmm :/
Helen I'm waaaay scared...
I dont wanna feel this wayyy

MammaMia 14-03-2008 09:33 PM

(If I'm honest, me too)

Let us (you and me), go back into the tent and for me to cool off and help you calm down hun.

I'm sorry Alex, I shouldn't have reacted to her post :]

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 09:35 PM

*tries to pull herself up*
*changes her mind and crawls instead*
Its ok hun *hugs*

MammaMia 14-03-2008 09:51 PM

*mutters to self*

*hugs Alex*, if you wanna talk on myspace or anything, don't forget you can :]

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 09:58 PM

Thankies :]
*rubs her poorly ankles*

MammaMia 14-03-2008 10:01 PM

What happened to them hun?? xx

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 10:12 PM

I had little dolly shoes on today...and coz they are flat...and have no support...theyve hurt my ankles.
Its stupid...
I tried to look really nice today...
to impress someone....
but the stupid f*cking marks on my arm ><
He should understand though...
I still feel like i let everyone down...

Pomegranate 14-03-2008 10:13 PM

*hugs Alexx* you haven't let anyone down hun. Hope your ankles feel better *passes you soothing gel*

*hugs Helen* Hope you are alright hun

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 10:15 PM

Feels that way....
Its sooo hard ><

MammaMia 14-03-2008 10:19 PM

You haven't let anyone down Alex. I know it feels like you have tough. Ouch about the shoes, I hate when that happens. I hope they feel better soon.

Em, not really, might call you.

~*forever_broken*~ 14-03-2008 10:20 PM

*hugs Emma, Alexx, Helen, Callie, Kit, and anyone else that needs it*
Kit I'm sorry about your sister sweetie.

Helen, I am so glad your meeting went well.

Callie *slaps self on forehead*, duh, I should have known to go look at your thread *rolls eyes at self*. I am glad it went well and that you are seeing him again. And remember, scarry things can still be good, and often helpful.

Alexx, hunni, sounds like you're having a rough time of it sweetie...
*extra snuggles*

I just drove four hours to my moms for spring break. I'm tired and sore and I just found out my little cousin was huffing last night and ODd. Now I know I shouldn't talk (as I've ODd a few times myself, not by doing that) but what in the world was the child doing huffing?! She's in the hospital and she'll be ok...

My session went well today,woo-hoo. But I'm feeling pretty crap, triggered and the like. *sigh* Maybe I need a nap.

*Curls up in the denial tent with her blanket and stuffed lamb and stares vacantly until she falls asleep*

MammaMia 14-03-2008 10:25 PM

*hugs* Ally.

I hope your cousin recovers well and quickly.

Can I ask what's huffing? (Maybe PM a explanation to me?)

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 10:29 PM


Originally Posted by ~*forever_lost*~ (Post 627665)

Alexx, hunni, sounds like you're having a rough time of it sweetie...
*extra snuggles*

*big huggles back*

This...is gonna sound really stupid...but..huffing?:ermm:
I'm..an ickle bit slow and confused tonight

~*forever_broken*~ 14-03-2008 10:41 PM

lol Alexx, no it doesn't sound stupid... I think it might be an american expression... basically she got high off some inhalents... but there's a specific way to do it that gives it its name...

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 10:45 PM

ahhhh. see know i understand :]
Is she ok?

MammaMia 14-03-2008 10:50 PM

I suddenly feel like I'm not making sense, talking on msn. Maybe my head is screwed up, maybe I'm tired i dunno.

You know gets up my back aswell, people claiming I'm hogging all the attention in here, and saying I'm attention seeking...

Maybe I am.

*thinks and eats ice cream*

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 10:56 PM

*runs out*
*runs back with more icecream*
I have icecream.
*grabs her beanbag and sits next to Helen*
Talkie to me?

MammaMia 14-03-2008 11:12 PM

Sure Alex, talk away!

Want some of my cookie dough ice cream?

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 11:15 PM

thankies ^_^
I only have imaginary icecream :/....
I was just wondering why people are saying youre attention seeking...
Feel free to PM me

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 11:31 PM

*whispers to Helen*
shhhhhhh...you're gonna get in trouble...

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 11:37 PM

*come sit over here with me and my doggeh?:]
We have creme eggs

MammaMia 14-03-2008 11:48 PM

I don't like creme eggs but sure.
Charlie leaves in a few hours =[

Detour. Derail 14-03-2008 11:49 PM

:O dont like creme eggs?!
We'll get you some other sweeties then ^_^
my mummy left me lots whilst shes away...
Im gonna get fat hehe :]

awww no :'(
byebye charlie*waves*

typsee 14-03-2008 11:54 PM

Hells and Carole - I'm going to contact you both privately about what has occurred on this thread so we can keep the unpleasantness and tension out of the virtual psych ward.

We want to keep this a safe place for people to post, and I think all of this tension is really upsetting other members.

I'm not laying any blame for what has occurred, and I will be asking you both to tell your side of it, but for now, lets get back to eating icecream and creme eggs and doing lots of nice healthy "feel good" things, okay?

MammaMia 14-03-2008 11:57 PM

Don't get fat haha!

Yay for sweties =]

~*forever_broken*~ 15-03-2008 12:11 AM

Mmm, creme eggs...
*sits next to Helen and Alexx*

Thanks Alexx, yes, she's OK but she's in hospital for a bit I guess (my mom didn't tell me much). Silly girl. *sigh*
*eats another creme egg and wishes she could cry*

~*forever_broken*~ 15-03-2008 12:13 AM

*feels left out as she is not on many peoples MSN contact list*

Detour. Derail 15-03-2008 12:20 AM

*Passes you a blanket along with the creme egg*
I have MSN....
I'll PM you my email address if you'd like....

MammaMia 15-03-2008 12:25 AM

Alex, pm yours aswell :]

Ally, I'll pm you with my msn :)

~*forever_broken*~ 15-03-2008 12:28 AM

Yay! Blanket, creme egg, AND new friends on MSN!!

lil-princess 15-03-2008 12:28 AM

Heya everyone. :)

How is everyone?

*Hugs all round* xxxx

chocostashchick 15-03-2008 12:35 AM

OOOooOOooOOoooh like cadbury's creme eggs???? I LOVE THOSE OMG
*grabs handful and stuffs them into her face, waves hello to Alexx and Alyssa and Helen and Emma and Kit*
and bye bye Charlie!
hope everybody is well
and Alyssa hun i am so sorry about your cousin, hope she is okay :/

gak so guess what? the DBT psych guy called me today and wants me to come in on Monday afternoon, too! so i am going back Monday and i am telling myself that this in no way has to do with my level of craziness and the fact that he thinks a month in between our next session would be too long *nods*

i have this sudden surge of energy. i think i need to go running. which is odd because i HATE running.
*puts on sneakers and goes out to run even though it's almost 9pm and dark out, but there are streetlights so it's okay*

effervescence 15-03-2008 12:36 AM

so i went to see my new counsellor. she's pretty bossy and harsh. im not allowed to say good or bad (apparently she doesnt "do" those words which is unfortunate as i tend to judge things on whether i hav been good or bad about something)...and im also not supposed to come on here anymore. hmm.

effervescence 15-03-2008 12:38 AM

callie, be careful, in case there are nasty people around. stay where there are lights. but it will be good to get some endorphins rushing around - i have been meaning to start running for months....never quite get there tho lol

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