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MammaMia 04-12-2010 12:25 PM

*hugs Mark and Nicole* Howa re you both?

nicole94 04-12-2010 12:30 PM

*hugs helen* I'm not good :( I Hate the christmassy atmosphere, my mum has christmas music on really loud and is putting the tree up and making mince pies. It's really triggering me. You?

MammaMia 04-12-2010 12:34 PM

Why is it triggering you honey? *hugs*

nicole94 04-12-2010 12:44 PM

*hugs helen* It's just making me think about my plans. I mean, I know I don't wanna do it anymore, but it's still on my mind, and i just want christmas to be over. :(

one_step_closer 04-12-2010 12:45 PM

That sounds really difficult, Nicole. Can you get out of the house for a while?

Doikers 04-12-2010 12:45 PM

I'm feeling okay thanks Helen . I would like to be less numb but I've not been anxious so far today even though I slip slideded all over the place on the local ice this morning . heh . I almost fell but didn't :)

nicole94 04-12-2010 12:48 PM

*hugs mark and linsay*
Lindsay-I might go for a walk, but i'm not sure, the christmassy mood is everywhere :( how are you today?
Mark-^^lol. sorry, that cheered me up :P

MammaMia 04-12-2010 12:49 PM

I've been slipping all over the ice, even hurt my baxck the other day, so can feel your pain on that one Mark *hugs*

Nicole, I'm sorry sweetheart. I have nothing useful to say to help :( But I care *hugs* Try to distract yourself?

one_step_closer 04-12-2010 12:55 PM

I haven't fallen or almost fallen, yet. I'll say that and take one step outside and fall flat on my back! I don't know if I should try and get a bus into Glasgow to do some Christmas shopping. I'd only be able to spend 3 hours there before the last bus home. I don't know if it's worth it.

Doikers 04-12-2010 01:09 PM

*Tries to work up the motivation to play the game he bought for his birthday a month ago for the first time but is daunted by learning new controls :S*

Edit:- sorry that doesn't even qualify as a problem , I just want motivation Darn it.

MammaMia 04-12-2010 01:24 PM

Don't force motivation Mark. It'll come to you when it's ready xx

Lindsay, lucky for some :p I've almost fallen plenty of times & have actually fell once.

nicole94 04-12-2010 01:29 PM

I fell last tuesday when we had that tiny bit of snow, it hurt.

MammaMia 04-12-2010 01:30 PM

I bet it did!! *hugs*

nicole94 04-12-2010 01:32 PM

Uhuh, and my mum stood and laughed at me :/ lol. *hugs*

MammaMia 04-12-2010 01:32 PM

That's not nice *hugs* Although my mum would have probably laughed at me too, but not in a horrible way...

nicole94 04-12-2010 01:42 PM

lol. I don't think she was laughing in a nasty way.....i mean, i must've looked funny, i fell right on my ass XD

MammaMia 04-12-2010 01:42 PM

Just realised Kahlia hasn't been on RYL since last Friday (26th), really hope she's okay =/

I might see if I can get hold of her through facebook and/or msn hmmmm.

MammaMia 04-12-2010 01:43 PM


Originally Posted by nicole94 (Post 2592267)
lol. I don't think she was laughing in a nasty way.....i mean, i must've looked funny, i fell right on my ass XD

Bless you honey *hugs*

nicole94 04-12-2010 01:56 PM

*hugs* I'm trying to make a healthy eating plan for my diet, and i have no idea what to have for dinner later. :/

Doikers 04-12-2010 02:01 PM

Hmmm *worries about Kahlia*

Erp Nicole , You coukd have a stew , Thats warming and has lots of vegetables in it ?

nicole94 04-12-2010 02:08 PM

lol mark. absolutley no veg in the house :/ used it all for the cauliflour cheese (with every other vegetable possible) on wednesday :/ I suppose i should look in the fridge and see what we have got.

FlyingNy 04-12-2010 02:37 PM

Lol, I've managed not to fall over yet XD

I really hate myself sometimes. Well, 99% of the time actually, but ya noooo. Last night, I was having a fight with my best friend over msn, and she said 'do you know how hard it is to stand by someone when you know they wouldn't care if they just walked away?' and instead of telling her I would care, like I should have done, I told her to just go if that's what she wanted. I said it shouldn't be too hard for her, she's even had practise.

So there I was to her acting like a hard faced bitch, I was talking to my other friend about it and told her it was almost laughable because we'd had the same fight loads of times before, and I came on here and vented my self hatred. And inside, I was scared that it really would be the end, that she'd decide she'd had enough. 4 different reactions. Why can't I just tell people how I really feel? What is it with me that I have to shut everyone out? One day, they really are all going to just leave me and it will be all my fault because I'm the one that pushes people out. Grrr.


Doikers 04-12-2010 02:41 PM

*Hugs Lia*

nicole94 04-12-2010 02:43 PM

I have decided I am having half a tin of tomato soup with a slice of bread :)

Doikers 04-12-2010 02:45 PM

Hmm Could you have fruit afters Nicole ? Is the tin a big tin?

nicole94 04-12-2010 02:45 PM

*hugs lia*

Doikers 04-12-2010 02:59 PM

I didn't have a late night and I wasn't up early but I am tired :S If I try to nap now will I sleep later ? choices choices . erp .

Doikers 04-12-2010 04:20 PM

Well I attempted Napping but hardly slept and kept looking at the clock every 10 minutes hmmm :S

nicole94 04-12-2010 04:22 PM

*hugs mark* maybe thats a good thing you might sleep well tonight.

Doikers 04-12-2010 04:26 PM

Hope so Nicole :)*Hugs* How are you feeling now? The Postie hasn't come today (so far) , Too Icy I reckon

nicole94 04-12-2010 04:33 PM

*hugs mark* I'm ok, just trying to decide wether its too early to eat dinner yet :/ yesterday really scared me and i kinda wanna just get dinner over with and forget about it for the rest of the day. you?

Doikers 04-12-2010 04:36 PM

I'm feeling okay , numb still but that's hardly even worth mentioning it's so common these days , I've put my heating on just now , I got out from my blankets and realised it's cold now the sun is going in :S

nicole94 04-12-2010 04:41 PM

Lol. Its already pitch black outside here. No sun left. And I am in bed cause its warm lol.

Doikers 04-12-2010 04:48 PM

Yeah it's dark here too , I'd get in bed but that means I'd have to unplug my Desk top P.C., Plug it in to my bedroom , balance the monitor on my feet , balance the keboard on my knees and put a book or something down beside me to run my mouse on heh :P

nicole94 04-12-2010 04:55 PM

lol mark, that coul be interesting XD i have a tiny little netbook :P

one_step_closer 04-12-2010 04:55 PM

I hate the dark, it's miserable.

Doikers 04-12-2010 04:59 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* *Lights candles to keep the dark away from Lindsay*

nicole94 04-12-2010 05:03 PM

*hugs linsay*
I'm quite strange, i'm scared of the dark, and yet i love night time. :/ heh.

misskitty112 04-12-2010 05:37 PM

*Hugs ward* I love that you guys are talking about dinner, and evening, and dark.

And it's only half past noon where I live and I just got up. haha.

Doikers 04-12-2010 05:47 PM

*Hugs Felicia*

one_step_closer 04-12-2010 06:20 PM

How are you, Felicia?

nicole94 04-12-2010 06:29 PM

*hugs felicia* lol, I have eaten dinner, had a bath and go in my PJs. XD its only 6.30pm.

Doikers 04-12-2010 06:55 PM

Oh I just bought some Green Tinsel to wrap around my lights from ebay , heh . I'm finding it so hard to get into the festive spirit but I'm trying . Christmas seems more of a hassle what with the buying and wrapping (Eugh) of gifts and all . I'm not excited hmmm.

one_step_closer 04-12-2010 07:00 PM

Nicole, I wish I was as well prepared as you! I hate getting washed, it takes so much effort but of course I do it anyway.

Mark, don't try and force yourself to feel Christmasy, maybe it will come with time. *hugs*

Doikers 04-12-2010 07:04 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* I bet you're right . I Hate washing too but still somehow force myself to do it.

nicole94 04-12-2010 07:07 PM

lol lindsay-organised? me? never. I am the least organised person in the world XD i just spend half my life in the bath, its so relaxing!!
Hmm, i'm thinking about what college course i wanna do next year, and what college i wanna go to. :/

Doikers 04-12-2010 07:20 PM

Heh Nicole , you just gee'ed me into having a bath and getting into my PJ bottoms and my Green Hoodie , :P

nicole94 04-12-2010 07:30 PM

lol mark.
Anyone got ay suggestions for a good college?

misskitty112 04-12-2010 07:58 PM

I suppose I'm okayish, Lindsay. I'm struggling a lot. How are you?
Ahhh, Nicole, I haven't even gotten out of my PJs. I will eventually, but I'm not going anywhere, so meh...
*Hugs Mark* The Christmas spirit will come, darling. Don't force it.

I finished my hugeee project that was slowly causing me to go insane. WHOOO! Oh, and I just have one week of uni classes, and then finals left. EXCITING. Now, I really really have to get the rest of my papers done! Eep!

Doikers 04-12-2010 08:02 PM

Way to go on finishing your project Felicia :)!!! *Wishes you luck with your other papers*

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