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Kahlia - thank you, and for the hugs! I'm not really sure who to talk to, the psychiatrist asks my doctor to prescribe it but I can't get hold of my doctor and I only see the psychiatrist once a month as a I see a counselor in between. But even when I do see her she won't give me a prescription herself. I kind of think well if she thinks it will help it must be right but I'm really really scared
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*curls up * want to cause myself so much hurt right now and take it further than hurting myself -.- so fed up of life and ****
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I hope it's OK for me to just come here..
I just need some place to hide right now... *cries and hides in a corner* Why does she make me feel like this? WHY?? :(( |
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*curls up in the corner* I don't want to go to work. I don't want to do anything. I want to hide with my polar bear.
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Blah. I don't feel good at all, and my mom is yelling at me about doing something I don't wat to do at all...
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checking in and staying put until I can stop randomly crying
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Yodabear how are you coping, how are things at work. It's the worst feeling when you have a hard night and have to go into work the next day. Does anyone is your office know that you could maybe confide in, or could you see about getting flexi time?
Sapphirehearts *brings over a blanket and a drink of juice* hugs. What's our polar bears name? I have an otter called seaweed he looks after me when the darkness comes, especially now my fiancée is ill. I'm a crumbling mess, let down by so many and so alone too scared to say I can't cope for fear of being judged and people deciding I'm not fit to look after my fiancée if I loose him I will have truly lost everything. I can't do it I can't stay strong no monitoring no support no sleep and too much darkness but no strength or will to fight |
StardustedSky: Polar bear's name is leo. He will keep you safe too. I'm so sorry your fiancee's ill, my thoughts are with you. You're going to be ok, I promise. PM me anytime - I know you'll be fine *hugs* xx
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hello again everyone. been gone a long time...not doing too good right at the moment...thought i would check in for a little stay here to try to keep what little bit of sanity i actually have left...hugs to all. i hope all are managing to make their way through yet another day.
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I can't do this anymore pretending everything is going to be fine and that I'm coping. The one person in my life who makes it worth living is ill and I can't even care for him as much as I want to. Life has become so destructive to just get by but I am paranoid he will find out. Where before I could confide in him with everything's that going on I just can't burden him with that but if he finds out he will be hurt im trapped in this hopeless loop. I haven't slept in over 6 days the only relief I can find is negative I just don't know how much longer I can hold out.
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my anti-psychotics medicine is making me anti-psychotic.
and why does it always go backwards when using medicine? |
*hugs all*
Not in a good place right now |
So here I come... Checking in... because there's nowhere else to be, at the moment..
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stupid feelings about that my body hates me cause i SI'd before... was up all night went home in the morning puked in the sink headache went to bed. woke up went back and started feeling headache.
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Feeling a bit better, after last time. I only hope things keep getting better.
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Need somewhere to hide, curl up and shrink away from everything that hurts me *curls up*
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*Flops down into one the empty beanbags curls up under a blanket* Nope I am miles away from being okay.
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*curls up and hides* Can't pretend i'm okay anymore, cracks are already showing
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Hi everyone. I'm trying to work on a History essay and it's not going very well, because I just feel so down and that my work is terrible.
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yeh, just, no, i'm checking in here for a bit, till things in my head are easier to cope with, till i am calm, i cant pretend im okay no more....its too hard....
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Yay... High school all over again... I joined this damn school because I thought my fatalism was over and done with.. Apparently not.
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*gives hugs to all in here and puts some goodies on the table for all*
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I actually kinda cried myself to sleep... a guy who is in his 20s. Totally unacceptable. But it is what it is I guess. Emotionally overwhelmed and stressed to the breaking point at work and at home and with family and friends... the Dark Lord is coming so I guess staring at a wall will help me... sigh
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*hugs hellokittymad* hope that is okay
Why are you stressed, if I may ask? |
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erm, just stressed verious reasons, no sleep, lack of food, no college because i was too tired now feel like i've failed the course, no help and just not coping with life very well atm. |
I did something so f*cking stupid - panic attack in front of my entire seminar, then ended up sobbing out my pathetic life story to the tutor afterwards. Why does the ground never swallow me up? I hate myself.
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*hugs sapphire*
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Broke down at work again today. Managed to pick up a bit better after but I feel so useless and incompetent every time :'(
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*curls up next to Nataleigh* you're not, you're struggling and tis okay to do that? Need me to ring you / text what have you, you know where I am xxxxxx |
*curls up and hides* I stupid, I should be able to cope. Thanks, I'll ring you in a minute xxxxxx
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if we do find someone who can cope 24/7 it'll be a mirical and i will ask how they manage it that's fine darling, ring me all you like, i aint going nowhere xxxx |
*peeks out takes a goodie and retreats back under blanket*
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*cuddles YodaBear* thanks
*hugs Natalie* as you can see, we all have public, inopportune breakdowns. It's ok. Hope you feel better. *safe cuddles for anyone who wants them* |
I finished the essay but I still think it was useless, like everything I do. My anxiety's making daily life very difficult now.
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I can has cuddle?
Been very bleeeehhhh this week. Getting kinda sick of everyone expecting me to be this big, strong, confident man that I've known for a long time I'm not. |
*looks at Anarchistl0ve* hope the blankie keeps you warm and the goodie was tastieh! Lol *hugs*
*hugs Banner* hope that is okay Anytime Sapphire *hugs* and thanks :) Of course you can has cuddle concrete :) *hugs* |
Im hiding in here, I should possibly do some work while Im sat in here just incaseIget stressed
question, is it okay to rant in here? xxxx |
*hugs saphire* I feel stupid, it happened again today, the trigger just keeps appearing. I feel so stupid and worthless.
Hope you're feeling okay today, you not stupid either x |
thank you for blanket and hugs and tasty goodie
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*hugs sleepy* It's nothing you have to be ashamed about honey. You're not stupid or worthless, you have just been through more than most people.
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*curls up* Got taken to A&E last night for an urgent psychiatric assessment, feel so messed up :(
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*curls up next to sleepy and offers safe hugs* It's happened to most of us at one time or another hun, it's happened to me quite a few times. It's okay to need help honey, and it's actually a good thing you went, even if it doesn't feel like it. Reaching out for help is nothing to be ashamed of xxx
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P.S. Of course it's ok to rant here kitty :) whatever you need sweetie *offers safe hugs*
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there's just a stupid amount of stuff oging on right now but i put most of it in my threaad that the lovely Katy (Buttons) made for me so not to clog up space where someoene lse would need it xxxx
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*curls up next to sapphire and hugs* I just feel like I've let everyone down, like I should be able to cope. Wish I'd kept it to myself and they didn't know xxx
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*snuggles nataleigh* you haven't let anyone down honey. You have been through so much, it's no wonder you need some extra help at times. I know it's scary having people know you're struggling, but it's for the best.
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Of course it's ok honey :) I'm Katie *strokes* I know it's scary they've taken your tablets, but it's probably a good thing, they just don't want you to hurt yourself *builds blanket and pillow fort and invites everyone in for chocolate cake and safe place to hide* xxx
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