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Doikers 16-04-2011 04:36 PM

How are you Solo Hun ?

shadowedsoul 16-04-2011 05:05 PM

cuddles all, curls up. today not a good day, feel icky today just want to hurt myself. cries

Doikers 16-04-2011 05:08 PM

*Hugs Jill*

shadowedsoul 16-04-2011 05:16 PM

thanks mark hugs back. someone please make this hurting go away. curls up and cries. sorry

Louise 16-04-2011 05:18 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 16-04-2011 05:36 PM

*Squishes Jill*

*Hugs Louise Heaps*

Louise 16-04-2011 05:39 PM

hugs mark and jill

one_step_closer 16-04-2011 08:33 PM

*hugs everyone*

Laura2.0 16-04-2011 08:41 PM

I hate my life. how do I change it? or should I rather end it?
wow.. that rhymes lol

*hugs to all*

Doikers 16-04-2011 08:52 PM

*Hugs Laura*

Laura2.0 16-04-2011 09:20 PM

*hugs mark* how are you?

Doikers 16-04-2011 09:28 PM

Been better Laura , How are you?

Laura2.0 16-04-2011 10:33 PM

my life sucks. could be worse I guess...

Laura2.0 16-04-2011 10:38 PM

I hate everything. I hate myself.. my name. How I hate it when people are using my name. It's like a stab everytime. No... I'm not only hating my real name. I even hate my username and any nicknames.

I hate my dad. He's treating me as if I'm dumb. As if I don't know anything and he keeps telling me the most obvious things over and over again. Even after I tell him that I got it 10 times. And when I get annoyed and tell him that I'm old enough to think for myslef he starts to get so... ugh

Laura2.0 16-04-2011 10:40 PM

I'm sorry.. I shouldn't have posted that. Just ignore it

ˈsäləˌterē 17-04-2011 02:47 AM

Is anyone around? I need some help!

SoMuchMore 17-04-2011 06:08 AM

*hugs solo* i know you posted a long time ago, but feel free to PM me if you need to talk.

*hugs mute.scream* I'm sorry you are feeling so upset.

erm... I'm sorry if people using my name are making you feel uncomfortable since its your name as well... :-/

*hugs mark, louise, and lindsay*

Laura2.0 17-04-2011 10:27 AM

*hugs Laura* it doesn't upset me when ppl are using your name to say something to you..
*hugs Solo* how are you?
*hugs everyone else*

Doikers 17-04-2011 11:12 AM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Laura*

ˈsäləˌterē 17-04-2011 02:55 PM

Falling Star Laura ~ Thank you! I may still do that. You were up late/early unless you're time is different than mine. Were you ok?

Mute.Scream Laura ~ I'm better now than I was last night, but still kindof a wreck.

~Hugs Mark~ Any better today hun?

Doikers 17-04-2011 03:00 PM

I am struggling a bit Solo , but maybe slightly better , I am meeting my Social Worker tomorrow so maybe she can help.
*Hugs Ya* How are you hun?

ˈsäləˌterē 17-04-2011 03:25 PM

I guess we'll take even 1 step in the right direction. I hope your social worker is able to help! One thing that's great about you is that you always have an endless supply of hugs to give, even when you're not doin well. ~Hugs ya back~ My husband would be jealous! I'm a bit better than last night but needin a bath, which is triggering me.

Doikers 17-04-2011 03:43 PM

Do you have a shower instead Solo ? *Squishes*

ˈsäləˌterē 17-04-2011 04:02 PM

Yeah, I may do that, but I really want a bath!

Doikers 17-04-2011 04:30 PM

Well get like all the sharp things out of the bathroom first maybe hun?

ˈsäləˌterē 17-04-2011 04:36 PM

That'd be good if I can do it! I do need the shaving razor though. A lady's gotta take care of certain things ya know?

Doikers 17-04-2011 04:58 PM

Cool Solo :) Ugh I hate shaving !

SoMuchMore 17-04-2011 05:44 PM

*hugs solo, mute.scream laura, mark, and everyone else*

This feeling will pass... it will pass.. right?
I hate that I get like this where I am triggered all the time. When I get home later today I will probably injure. Then go to work and be all happy. My friend Max at work tells me that I am always happy, even when i say i've had a bad day I'm still happy. He thinks its strange.

He is the first person ever that has ever commented on that fact.

I guess I really do hide things really well.. maybe too well..

Doikers 17-04-2011 05:53 PM

*Squishes Laura*

ˈsäləˌterē 17-04-2011 05:57 PM

I do the same thing Laura n get the same kinda comments. If they only knew. Thank God they don't!

Frail Existence 17-04-2011 07:10 PM

Solo - (But I always know, maybe not always though) :) Not trying to sound like a creeper or anything, but you know what I am talking about.

Sorry to barge in... I think lotsa people do so! I know I do.

ˈsäləˌterē 17-04-2011 07:17 PM

You are a creeper Libz! Lol!

Frail Existence 17-04-2011 07:21 PM

I know arent I? I just oddly know when something is always up, you arent the only one though on here, if that makes you feel better :)

Laura2.0 17-04-2011 07:40 PM

FallingStar Laura: I'm the same. Injure and I'm always all happy even if it's just minutes later.

Today there was a dressage riding show at the castle where my horse lives. They had a show with the pirates of the caribbean soundtrack. That triggered me a lot. Usually I run away before the music starts (if I know beforehand), but it was so loud.. running away wouldn't have helped. I stayed, got triggered, but I stayed the rest of the show. I injured after the show, in the bathroom (dirty bathroom.. but meh). Sometimes I can calm down and not injure (or inure less) but they had this fast and exciting music all the time.. didn't give me a chance to calm down. Couldn't focus just had to cut. so sorry.
My great aunt (grandpas aunt) died today. so sad. she was 97 I think, couldn't eat/swallow for the last 2 weeks or so. she didn't know who I am when I met her in town... was like that for 4 years or so. still sad. I'm really bad at coping with death. Acutally.. I am not able to cope with death.
sorry for the rant.

*hugs all* how are you?

Doikers 17-04-2011 07:43 PM

*Hugs Laura* I recently lost my Grandma, It hurts I know , Here if you want to talk hun

Laura2.0 17-04-2011 07:51 PM

thanks mark *hugs* sorry about your grandma
There'll be a funeral ths time. I don't think I can go there. It would just remind me of him. Even though he left 4 years and 1 week ago.
I can't even cry. going away next weekend to get a break from my family and everything.

Doikers 17-04-2011 08:24 PM

I need someone to talk to confidentially.........

Laura2.0 17-04-2011 08:25 PM

you can pm me if you want to.

Doikers 17-04-2011 09:54 PM

*Night my wardies*

Crimson if you read this PM me , if not I'll re-itterate this later.*HUGS*

BWchick 17-04-2011 10:04 PM

hey all
*Sits in corner*

Cazki 18-04-2011 01:00 AM

*Hugs everyone* I'm fed up and im struggling :-(

ˈsäləˌterē 18-04-2011 01:16 AM

~Hugs Megz n Ian~ What's up you two?

Ileana 18-04-2011 02:15 AM

Hi everyone.

Ileana 18-04-2011 02:25 AM

Man, it's hard to be in an industry that has turned to crap and seems to be going down...and I want to change it from the inside but I know I won't change anything...it'll end up wearing me out and I'll end up quiting, disappointed and defeated. But still I feel like I have to, at least, try or else I wouldn't be able to forgive myself for criticizing and yet doing nothing about it. I'll never care more about profits and science than people...ever. I'd rather sell fries for the rest of my days than that. I'm just frustrated. I'm totally misunderstood by my peers and totally out of place, all they care about is money and they look down on and badmouth the people they're supposed to be helping and understanding. :(

BWchick 18-04-2011 03:18 AM

*Huggles* I'm sorry :(

Hey solo. long time no seeeeee.... ugh I'm sorry I'm just reallyyyyyy anxious again

ˈsäləˌterē 18-04-2011 03:20 AM

whats goin on Megz?

BWchick 18-04-2011 03:40 AM

*sigh* I'm had a bad thought about my bro again... and he is starting to have depression issues because since I am a junior and it is starting to get to college time a lot of attention on me. I feel so bad because it was that thought and he is already vulnerable and.. ugh...

ˈsäləˌterē 18-04-2011 03:44 AM

I'm sorry hun! I'll pray for you and your brother.

BWchick 18-04-2011 04:16 AM

*Huggles* thanks :) that means a lot to me. how have you been? I haven't been here in a while

misskitty112 18-04-2011 05:16 AM

*hugs everyone*

I'm alive, still <3


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