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ljmeep 08-04-2011 02:02 AM

it's ok, hun... sometimes we all need to hide under a blanket... i know i wish i could some days *hug*

ljmeep 08-04-2011 02:04 AM

ask your friend to go with you then... i know that when i'm feeling really triggered going for a walk or a run can sometimes help it pass... it's like i can run until my lungs burn out all those horrible feelings inside and i can exhaust myself enough to sleep off the rest...

frenchhorn 08-04-2011 02:18 AM

*curls up again* manic mood has gone, this is why I hate BPD so much, just rapidly gone through about 9different moods in the last 15 mins

ljmeep 08-04-2011 02:24 AM

I understand... not from personal experience, but my MIL has BP as well so I've been around it a lot. It's not your fault and I really hope your mood stabalizes soon.

I should go soon and get some rest. Are you going to be ok? I really don't want to go if you need some one to talk to... and don't think you'll be a bother if you need me to stay, because NOTHING is more important to me than my family and you're a part of my RYL family and that counts!

frenchhorn 08-04-2011 02:27 AM

whats an MIL? its ok if you need to go, I'm watching Hollyoaks and sleep is beginning to creep up on me. thank you though

ljmeep 08-04-2011 02:31 AM

MIL = Mother in law BIL = brother in law and so on... lol ... i'm still learning text talk myself, but I'm getting better and better at it...

you're very welcome and I'm more than happy to stay and chat any time you need it... all you have to do it ask... :)

*hugs* sleep tight *tucks oliver in snug as a bug in a rug* enjoy the rest of Hollyoaks

frenchhorn 08-04-2011 02:36 AM

ahh ok, thanks for explaining, it sounds obvious now you say it. thank you Kelly *hugs*

frenchhorn 08-04-2011 04:06 AM

*sits in ward* my sleepiness has gone :( now I'm awake, depressed and suicidal

Doikers 08-04-2011 08:43 AM

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Oliver*

Billy! 08-04-2011 09:43 AM

*Hugs everyone*
This hot weather is gonna kill me -.-

Doikers 08-04-2011 10:28 AM

*Hugs Charlie* I hate it too hun !.

Billy! 08-04-2011 10:36 AM

*Hugs Mark*
It's awful. I have college later aswell. I have no idea what to wear.

one_step_closer 08-04-2011 11:31 AM

It's quite cold here today. And I have a cold.

Billy! 08-04-2011 12:00 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* That sucks, I hate having a cold.
It's absolutley boiling here, swap? I'm about to attempt college in short sleeves....

Doikers 08-04-2011 12:36 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* It's hot here I'd trade weather with you.

*Hugs Charlie* Good luck Hun!

Louise 08-04-2011 02:13 PM

hugs everyone, it is warm here as well and it gets to much.

Billy! 08-04-2011 03:44 PM

*Hugs Mark and Louise*
Thanks Mark. I made it :) I got through college in short sleeves for the first time ever :)

ˈsäləˌterē 08-04-2011 03:44 PM

~Hugs for all~ Including Anna if ya want one.

I'm so relieved for you Charlie!

Doikers 08-04-2011 03:48 PM

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Louise*

Yey Charlie , Go you !

Louise 08-04-2011 03:51 PM

well done charlie, did so well.

Billy! 08-04-2011 03:52 PM

Thanks Mark and Louise. I was lucky as it's end of term so hardly anyone botherd coming in, only my friends saw them :)

frenchhorn 08-04-2011 04:07 PM

*hugs all*

well done Charlie

Doikers 08-04-2011 04:09 PM

*Hugs Oliver*

frenchhorn 08-04-2011 04:16 PM

*hugs Mark* how are you?

Doikers 08-04-2011 04:20 PM

Highly Caffeinated Oliver :P How are you doing ?

frenchhorn 08-04-2011 04:27 PM

I'm in conflict ith my emotions and there are so many different ones going round my head at the moment *hugs*

Doikers 08-04-2011 04:30 PM

I Love your new signature Oliver :) *Hugs your head to calm it*

frenchhorn 08-04-2011 04:42 PM

thank you Mark :) *hugs*

frenchhorn 08-04-2011 04:58 PM

I have a plan for the rest of the day to try and incorporate all of my moods and feelings.

go to Asda with my friend, do some practice, go for a run and do some press ups etc, do some more practice, chill and watch a film/tv

Doikers 08-04-2011 05:05 PM

That sounds a very good plan Oliver , Healthy too , I can't do push ups and Jogging? Hah! I need to lose weight by eating okay before excersize , I'm sick of salad and Tofu Pate sandwhiches :P

frenchhorn 08-04-2011 05:10 PM

*hugs mark* I'm trying to lose weight and gain some muscle before I go on testosterone. I used to not be able to do press ups, but now I can do the half ones, so I'm improving :)

Emo 08-04-2011 05:24 PM

hi everyone * waves*

Not doing so good at the moment really want to cut right now
I feel crazy at the moment ... more so that usual

Oliver i love your sig the one about if being queer was a disease it made me laugh



Doikers 08-04-2011 05:28 PM

*Hugs Oliver* Go you ! when do you go on testosterone?

*Hugs Serenity*

Emo 08-04-2011 05:40 PM

* Hugs*

The following content has been hidden - Reason : GRAPHIC
The other day i wanted to cut my hand off and today i just want to keep cutting till there is nothing left

Doikers 08-04-2011 05:48 PM

I've been there Serenity , Urges are horrible :S *Hug*

frenchhorn 08-04-2011 05:52 PM

thank you serenity *hugs* please stay safe, is there something you can do to distract yourself from thoughts of self harm. I'm here for a bit, then out, but wont be away for long, so I'm about if you want someone to talk to

*hugs Mark* I dont have an exact date for going on testosterone (T) yet, although I have my first appt at the gendrr identity clinic on June 27th, so only a couple of months and a bit away, but I'm hoping to be on T by the end of this year :)

Billy! 08-04-2011 06:10 PM

*Hugs everyone*

Emo 08-04-2011 06:30 PM

I am listening to music and being on the forums reading others posts
want to watch a film but there my partners over 18 films and they trigger me a lot like Saw and that
I have the urge to watch them to trigger myself more i dont know why but i really want to be triggered worse than i already am.
If my partner found out i was doing that they would go mad at me for it


ljmeep 08-04-2011 06:31 PM

*hugs all around* just checking in real quick... had to come and see if you were doing better, oliver :) LOVE, LOVE, LOVE your new signature, btw!

now that I've read up and know I have to pop off and clean this house before my bff comes over to have a work night (filling orders for our business) ... I dread the thought of cleaning right now, but at least it'll be a distraction... I'm really dealing w/ this repressed anger toward hubby right now that is extremely drainging, but i can't see to let it go...

Doikers 08-04-2011 06:58 PM

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Serenity*

*Hugs Oliver* May I PM you on a possibly personal matter , It's not urgent but I'm curious (and we know what that did to the cat so I thought I'd get your permission first)

*Hugs Charlie*

ljmeep 08-04-2011 07:01 PM

*hugs back*

grrrrrrr... i think i need to go scream the top of my lungs or punch something! my husband is really pissing me off!

Doikers 08-04-2011 07:02 PM

I'm sorry Kelly , want to talk to me hun?

ljmeep 08-04-2011 07:05 PM

maybe later.... thanks for the offer though... i'm getting ready to go out with my bff... that should help. I'm just really tired of not being heard and then when I try to make myself heard, I'm bitching (his words .. not mine) :(

Doikers 08-04-2011 07:11 PM

*Squishes Kelly Heaps*

Emo 08-04-2011 07:32 PM

My partner and nephew are here ... i told my partner what i wanted to do they said that there going to hide the 18 rated films so i don't do that .

I dont have my anti psychotics tonight as my partner never made to the pharmacy on time because my mother keeps him behind with other jobs that needed done when he has already painted her kitchen for her .
So i dont know if am going to be ok tonight or not


Doikers 08-04-2011 07:39 PM

*Squishes Serenity* Someeone will probably be about in here should you need to talk .....

frenchhorn 08-04-2011 08:10 PM

*hugs mark* off course you may PM me :)

*hugs serenity* I'll be around tonight should you need to talk or anything. It was good you told your partner though *hugs*

*hugs Kelly* thank you for last night, not sure how I'm feeling today, but a bit weird, all over the place really. and thank you for loving my sig :)
sorry thing are hard with your husband, here if you want to talk.

*hugs everybody*

Doikers 08-04-2011 09:30 PM

Oliver why does the gay pride flag have 6 colours when a rainbow has 7?

frenchhorn 08-04-2011 09:34 PM

good question I don't know! I'm going to go look it up now, you have got me thinking

Emo 08-04-2011 09:37 PM

Thanks Oliver* hugs* ... am meant to take my meds now ...i am hearing voices but i usual hear voices with my medication any way
Might have an early night tonight



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