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frenchhorn 06-04-2011 11:16 PM

*bigs hugs* Charlie

Billy! 06-04-2011 11:17 PM

*Hugs Oliver*
How are you?

frenchhorn 06-04-2011 11:35 PM

*hugs Charlie* I'm a bit dazed still from yesterday and want to cry

Billy! 06-04-2011 11:39 PM

*Cuddles* Would sleeping help? Maybe a good nights sleep would make you feel better?

misskitty112 07-04-2011 02:32 AM

*sits in her little stupidity corner*
I am so dumb.

frenchhorn 07-04-2011 02:48 AM

*hugs Felicia* your not dumb or stupid *extra hugs*

ljmeep 07-04-2011 03:03 AM

I agree with Oliver... you're not dumb or stupid, Felicia. *hugs*

frenchhorn 07-04-2011 03:04 AM

*hugs Kelly* how are you?

BWchick 07-04-2011 03:18 AM

*Huggles allll*

How is everyone today? :)

ljmeep 07-04-2011 03:18 AM

good for now... kinda in zombie mode from lack of sleep , but the baby is up so i have to be too :)

u?

BWchick 07-04-2011 03:49 AM

same :) except... not from a baby.... just the computer and its stupid temptations

Doikers 07-04-2011 10:57 AM

*Hugs Charlie*

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Megz*

one_step_closer 07-04-2011 11:31 AM

*hugs everyone*

Doikers 07-04-2011 12:00 PM

*Squishes Lindsay*

Louise 07-04-2011 01:41 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 07-04-2011 03:31 PM

*Hugs Louise

*Spots and Hugs Solo*

*Spots Felicia too and Hugs*

misskitty112 07-04-2011 03:33 PM

*hugs ward*

ˈsäləˌterē 07-04-2011 03:35 PM

Thanks! ~Hugs back~

risenfromperdition 07-04-2011 03:43 PM

*snuggles with felicia and mark and [sorry i forget your name solo =\]

ˈsäləˌterē 07-04-2011 03:47 PM

You didn't forget it Heather. I haven't shared it. Can I still be included in the snuggles?

risenfromperdition 07-04-2011 03:48 PM

yushhh :)

ˈsäləˌterē 07-04-2011 03:52 PM

Thank You!

risenfromperdition 07-04-2011 03:56 PM

. =] .

Doikers 07-04-2011 04:08 PM

*Squishes Heather*

How are you all?

PoisonedApple 07-04-2011 04:45 PM

*huggles everyone and runs off again* just a little bit longer and i'll be back promise.

Doikers 07-04-2011 04:59 PM

*Hugs Crimson If I can catch you:P*

shadowedsoul 07-04-2011 05:05 PM

huggles all, hides in a corner with invisible cloak on. :(

Doikers 07-04-2011 05:35 PM

Lifts Jills invisible cloak and *squishes* :) what's up Hun?

shadowedsoul 07-04-2011 05:40 PM

squishes mark back, hmm really want to hurt myself really badly. just want my head to shut up. sorry. how are you today?

Doikers 07-04-2011 07:13 PM

Oh good and bad , Felt really bad with depression **** but I spoke with Julie and she said if I needed she would stay past 5pm at the office for me.
And I just petted my neighbours Parrot! it let me and didn't bite ! Score!

shadowedsoul 07-04-2011 07:59 PM

squishes mark, sorry your feeling depressed hon, that is really nice of julie to do that hun. cool would love to pet a parrot, knowing my luck tho it would bite me. *high fives*

Doikers 07-04-2011 08:01 PM

*High Fives Jill*

Louise 07-04-2011 08:14 PM

hugs mark and jill.

ljmeep 07-04-2011 10:29 PM

*shuffles in and plops down on nearest sofa*

i didn't even know it was possible to be this emotionally and physically drained...

I spent all day pissed at hubby for various reasons and went running (only home for like 10 mins all day) and now all i want to do is soak in a hot tub and curl up into bed and pray this head ache will finally go away ...

shadowedsoul 07-04-2011 11:59 PM

curls up and hides. ugh my head is so messed up tonight. cries

ljmeep 08-04-2011 12:07 AM

*hugs* I know how you feel

frenchhorn 08-04-2011 12:25 AM

*hugs all*

The following content has been hidden - Reason : triggering sui

*hides* I just want to die, the mental pain is too much, its suddenly come on, I want to kill myself I know how to do it, its all planned I just need to get there, I want this pain to go now.

ljmeep 08-04-2011 12:31 AM

*hugs oliver tightly* you need to know that u are loved and cared about... I know u hurt and I know that kind of pain can be overwhelming... know that we are here for you...

frenchhorn 08-04-2011 12:37 AM

*hides* sorry I'm a failure and a freak

ljmeep 08-04-2011 12:42 AM

I don't think you r a failure or a freak! I think you are one of the most awsome ppl I've ever had the pleasure of talking to... you have been a great support to me when I needed it most... now it's my turn to be here for you ... never appologize for being you!

frenchhorn 08-04-2011 12:55 AM

I am a freak, look at me everything is wrong, I've been called a freak all my life by everyone soI must be

ljmeep 08-04-2011 01:02 AM

people are stupid and always looking to beat others down to make themselves feel better. Trust me, as a friend I would never lie to you... this is a place of honesty, love, friendship, hope, and security... a place to feel safe about sharing how we feel without fear of being judged.

you are NOT a freak. you're an awsome friend who has so much to give. You give it every day you sign in here. I've seen it. No matter how much you are hurting you always have a hug for anyone in need of it... even if you don't have the words to say you always have a way of showing your love and support of others.

I've been called stupid my entire life by those around me... we both know that I am far from it... but some times it is hard to remember that when you hear it so much... *HUGS*

frenchhorn 08-04-2011 01:07 AM

*curls up and rocks* I'm sorry really sorry

ljmeep 08-04-2011 01:11 AM

don't appologize... we've all been there at some point

*holds oliver while he rocks and hopes it helps him feel safe and cared about*

frenchhorn 08-04-2011 01:20 AM

I'm sorry I'm so useless. I'm scared, even though I'm at my friends house, there is nothing here I can take, but I want to so badly, there are two close supermarkets which are still open, god I'm pathetic

ljmeep 08-04-2011 01:25 AM

you're not pathetic or useless and I'm glad you're at a friends house and not alone. It's ok to be afraid... I feel that way every times I feel the urge to cut... I feel afraid that one day I could go to far or permantly damage myself or even more frightening... my children

you're not alone in how you feel... please hang in there...

frenchhorn 08-04-2011 01:44 AM

I really want to go to the supermarkt and buy some pills, even though thats not my plan and not how I want to go, the physical symptons would give me some release for a bit. *rocks*

ljmeep 08-04-2011 01:54 AM

I understand the urge... especially the desire to disconnect and feel some sort of release or numbness from the pain. It's so hard to face up to what we feel sometimes because it feels so over powering that it feels as though you might drown in it or suffocate in the weight of it all, but whether you know it or not, you are strong enough to beat this... maybe not alone, but you DO have people who care about you and who are willing to stand by you and help you in any way we can. You're so special because you have such a big heart ... and to maintain that kind of spirit under such crushing emotional pain is a sign of the most powerful inner strength you can imagine...

shadowedsoul 08-04-2011 01:56 AM

curls up and hides under blanket. sorry guys.

frenchhorn 08-04-2011 02:00 AM

*runs around ward* sorry i've gone really hyper and manic suddenly, want to go for a real run, but my friend is scared of letting me out on my own


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