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FlyingNy 14-01-2011 07:24 PM

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Sarah* I'm sorry you're so down. We're all here for you. Is there anything that made you feel this way?

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Kelly*

SparkleKitten 14-01-2011 07:27 PM

*cuddles Jill* We're here for you love

*Cuddles Mark and Lia* I don't know, me and my fiance had a tiny tiff this morning and my mum's been miserable today but I can't think of anything that would have made me feel this bad though :(

Doikers 14-01-2011 07:30 PM

*Squishes Lia* How are you hun?

FlyingNy 14-01-2011 07:58 PM

I know the feeling Sarah. I think everyone her can relate to being really down for no real reason. You'll get through this, do something you love to cheer you up or listen to upbeat music, watch something light heaarted.

I'm alright. Just... I don't know. I don't know what's happening to me. Drama used to be one of my loves. Now I just don't care. I'm meant to be preparing for my AS practical exam and my group want to ring my neck because I just can't get into it and I'm more like a letteuce leaf on stage. I can't do it and I'm going to fail my exam. And there's an audition for the school play tomorrow, I've been involved in them since year 8 but this year, I just can't be bothered. I used to love drama so much, but now I just don't get the same enjoyment out of it. I don't know what's happening to me.

nicole94 14-01-2011 07:59 PM

*Hugs everyone*
Sorry, internet started playing up. Sorry everyone's so low tonight :( I'm ok thanks :)

Doikers 14-01-2011 08:17 PM

*Hugs Lia* May I PM you on a totally mundane matter? sorry in advance

*Hugs Nicole*

PsychoKitty2010 14-01-2011 08:17 PM

-hugs everyone then curls up-

FlyingNy 14-01-2011 08:20 PM

SUre you can Mark :)

nicole94 14-01-2011 08:21 PM

*Curls up*

FlyingNy 14-01-2011 08:24 PM

*Hugs Nicole and Kitty* How are you both?

nicole94 14-01-2011 08:25 PM

*Hugs Lia* I'm not too good. Are you ok?

Doikers 14-01-2011 08:30 PM

Nicole*Hugs* I'm sorry you're feeling crap , I'd chat to you on Facebook should it work?!?!?!?!

nicole94 14-01-2011 08:35 PM

*Hugs Mark* Thats ok, my facebook won't work either. :(

PsychoKitty2010 14-01-2011 08:36 PM

-hugs lia- I'm not in a good place. And I lied to my counselor yesterday when she asked me a question. I feel horrible about it now. Although when she asked the question there was only like 5 minutes left of the session so I don't know if there was anything she could have done anyway. I felt horrible too because I broke down crying during my appointment. And it wasn't just crying, because I don't cry. It was bawling. -sighs- How are you?

-hugs mark- How are you? I tried talking to you on facebook but then it said you logged off. I saw something on here about you having problems with it. Is it still giving you issues? I am not having problems with it today.

misskitty112 14-01-2011 08:38 PM

*hugs ward*

PsychoKitty2010 14-01-2011 08:40 PM

-hugs felicia- how you be?

Doikers 14-01-2011 08:40 PM

*Hugs Kitty* Facebook seems to be down across the UK, I'm not ignoring you I just cannot get on :S

MammaMia 14-01-2011 08:42 PM

*touches wood* Mine's working :S

*hugs wardies*

Disturbia 14-01-2011 08:44 PM

I told my husband about the pills .....wish i didnt ....

PsychoKitty2010 14-01-2011 08:57 PM

I figured you weren't ignoring me, Mark. -hugs- Hope it starts working for you again soon.

-hugs helen- How are you today?

I'm glad you told your husband about the pills, Disturbia.

The following content has been hidden - Reason : SU trig
If anyone cares to know, I lied to my counselor yesterday when she asked me if I was contemplating suicide. I replied, "I don't know". But the truth of the matter is, yes, I am. I have been for a while now. And it seems like with each day that passes, it gets worse. Part of me says to tell her on Tuesday when I go see her again, but another part says don't say anything because she might try and hospitalize me and I can't afford that, and another part is telling me to stop being a chicken **** and just do it. I mean, I have everything I need. It would be so easy. I don't know what is prolonging me from doing it. I should just do it and get it over with. That way you guys wouldn't have to hear me bitching anymore and I wouldn't have to spend my days like this anymore..

SparkleKitten 14-01-2011 08:59 PM

*cuddles Lia* I'm the same with my maths now :/

*Snuggles Mark* Yeah I was having issues with Facebook so I logged out before I got mad.

*Cuddles Felicia* How you doing hun?

*Cuddles Helen* Lucky :p

*Snuggles Kitty* I think its a UK thing hun. Edit: NO! Kitty please tell her, and don't go through with it. Please. I want you to be safe, I really do. You're wonderful and we'd all miss you

*Hugs Disturbia* Whats happening hun? Its good that you told, it might keep you safe, we want you to be safe. Took a lot of courage to tell someone about it. It really did. I have a massive collection but I daren't tell anyone. I hope you're alright

Doikers 14-01-2011 09:02 PM

*Hugs Kitty* Please stay with us and talk hun , I don't want anything to happen to you:(

*Hugs Sarah

*Hugs Disturbia*

*Hugs Helen*

SparkleKitten 14-01-2011 09:05 PM

*cuddles Mark*

I played sims for a while to cheer up, built a house, but I can't be bothered. Bleh.

Edit: Just discovered something shocking - the way my mum varies my diet is affecting my medication as its absorbed in fats. So that could explain why I'm going completely mad on and off... Some days I have no fat because of the meals she makes and other days I have enough to survive. But no stability. _

FlyingNy 14-01-2011 09:19 PM

Tell your mum to screw it and eat what the hell you want?

nicole94 14-01-2011 09:20 PM

*Hugs everyone*
I think I'm gonna leave the ward for a while guys, I will still be around reading posts, but I don't think i'm gonna post anymore. It's not fair on you guys. I love you all.Xx

Doikers 14-01-2011 09:21 PM

Nicole*Hugs* I would miss you hun :S

SparkleKitten 14-01-2011 09:25 PM

Nicole we'll miss you *cuddles*

Lia, I wish it was that simple lol she's batshit on a sandwich kind of insane lol I have to eat everything she gives me or fear losing my student loan which she demands has to be paid into her account. She's controlling and at times, abusive. _ *cuddles*

FlyingNy 14-01-2011 09:27 PM

Don't go Nicole. We all love you.

SoMuchMore 14-01-2011 09:40 PM

*hugs everyone*

Nicole - we'll miss you hun. why do you want to leave? we like having you here.

Sorry i've been absent so much lately. My anxiety is even keeping me from posting much on here.

SparkleKitten 14-01-2011 09:41 PM

*cuddles Laura* I hope you're alright hun, we're here for you x

Doikers 14-01-2011 09:47 PM

*Hugs Laura* How are you?

FlyingNy 14-01-2011 10:02 PM

*Hugs Mark, Sarah and Laura*

I'm here on behalf of Nicole. She's having issues with her BPD (borderline personality disorder) right now and one of the issues with it is being scared of abandoment. She left because she was afraid of hurting us, but I've been talking to her and in her words, she's 'had a good ol' cry' and now feels better. She wants to return from her very short leave, but was just worried she wouldn't be welcome. I've told her it's silly, of course she will but she just wanted me to explain to you all that it's nothing anyone's done, she just didn't want to hurt us.

FlyingNy 14-01-2011 10:17 PM

*Sings* On my own...

nicole94 14-01-2011 10:23 PM

you're not on your own, i'm here.
Sorry everybody. I really am sorry about my little episode earlier. And thanks Lia for explaining for me. *Hugs everyone*
*joins in singing*

nicole94 14-01-2011 10:38 PM

Ok, now I'm on my own :/

FlyingNy 14-01-2011 10:54 PM

I'm here :)

Cazki 14-01-2011 11:06 PM

I'm not myself :-( i dont like to admit it...

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Laura*

SparkleKitten 14-01-2011 11:13 PM

*cuddles Lia*

*cuddles Nicole* You're always welcome here

*cuddles Ian* Whats wrong?

Cazki 14-01-2011 11:15 PM

I'm just struggling a bit, but hey ho, doesnt matter. It sounds bad but i dont care, its to much i cant be bothered.

SparkleKitten 14-01-2011 11:17 PM

I'm always here if you need someone to talk to

risenfromperdition 14-01-2011 11:47 PM

*cuddles all of you*

misskitty112 14-01-2011 11:51 PM

*cuddles everyone*

risenfromperdition 14-01-2011 11:52 PM

<3 =].

SparkleKitten 14-01-2011 11:55 PM

*cuddles everyone* I hate how I feel

risenfromperdition 14-01-2011 11:58 PM

wanna talk?

Cazki 14-01-2011 11:59 PM

Me to :-( curls up in the corner. Feel crap. Makes me wonder why i bother. Be better if... i wasnt here.

risenfromperdition 15-01-2011 12:00 AM

wouldnt. <3

SparkleKitten 15-01-2011 12:04 AM

No it wouldn't dear x

I'm just feeling a bit low but I don't really know why. I don't really have a reason to :( I just want hugs.

Cazki 15-01-2011 12:10 AM

Sorry i just feel low at the moment. *Snuggles up in blanket*

risenfromperdition 15-01-2011 12:14 AM

*hugs both of you*
wish i could help everyone :(

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