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I'm sorry but I want to stick sharp things in my arm :(
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What's making you feel so bad, Mark?
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I feel ya, Kitty... we are in the same boat! we so have enough to get us through, but nothing sounds good :/
hey look... with just a little help I was able to get smarter than the computer and add my pic... lol |
help from me!!! :: smiles really big, then goes back and hides in a dark spot ::
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Way to go Kelly *Likes to think I had a hand in your victory * hugs*
*Hugs Lindsat* I HATE myself , I'm pathetic , I am worthless , Depression .....why me? |
mark, you sound like me. I suffer from depression daily. I hate myself, i feel worthless.. im fat, ugly... you name it. thats me. :( :hangs head in shame:
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Good evening Mark, whats making you feel so low?How can I help? Hang in there mate. * offers supportive hugs*
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*pulls Tisha out of shaddows and stomps foot* NO UR NOT! Ur my beautiful, sexy, sis/bff, one of the best mama's I've ever known and an all out rockin person! and I luvs you!
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Hello ljmeep, how are you this evening?
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hyper actually... and you can call me Kelly... lol
*spins in circles* please don't mind me... I woke up kinda weird today... lol |
*Hugs Aoife* I feel helpless and look at me I'm pathetic . at 30 I should be more advanced into life.
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*hugs everybody*
Mark, don't be so hard on yourself love. You contribute so much to RYL & life. I promise. You're not helpless or pathetic :) |
Kelly, what have you been smokin? i sure dont see what you see.. :(
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awww... mark... i'm 27 ... only 3 yrs off from 30 and I still haven't finished college. I'm still on gov. assistance. I'm very far off from my goals of becoming an RN... :/ don't feel bad...
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Hugs Mark, at 30 you're quite a gentleman indeed. You're not pathetic, you're a kind, amusing and very noble person. It's a pleasure to have been allowed the opportunity to share your company. *hugs*
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Hello Kelly :) its nice to meet you. Too much skittles ? I love sweets *shares sweets for the entire ward* now we'll all join you in your hyperactivity ;)
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lol...actually i haven't had any sweets today! I have no clue what it is! hehe
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I'm 21 in March & I've gone back to college for a third time. I failed university and now onto much better things :D Would love children one day in the near future sometime :) I'm happy I've got an amazing family,friends, bestie & wardies around me :) |
im 27 and well.... have nothing going in life either.. :( im not a HS grad.. dont have a degree...
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*Hugs Kitty*RN I'm guessing at registered Nurse?? AM I right.
*Hugs Aoife* Thankyou hun:) HelenThanks hun:) *Hugs* *waves at tisha* |
mark, im sure you have alot going for you.. more then you think! 30 is still young! You have a lifetime still to do awesome stuff!!
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Tisha... you may not have ur HS diploma, but you have a house and two vehicles and are much more responsible than lots of ppl i know! <3 ya! ;)
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How are you celebrating New Years Eve? I'll be sitting in a darkened room, having wine and listening to mellow music.
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Degrees aren't the best thing in the world :) Not everybody has them xD So no worries that you don't have one. There's always time to get one if you did want to study of course :)
Besides....you're a great mum :) I hope I will be one day :D |
Less than 3 hours here (UK) til 2011 is here xD
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I'm Listening/watching to to Star Trek : the final frontier :P
Drinking too But it's my 2nd new years resolution to quit . after lose weight |
Be careful Mark with the alcohol please.
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we still have close to 8 hrs to 2011 (US) lol...
no drinking for me... lol.... but i think i'm hyper enough not to need it... besides i'm a light weight and would be out of it if i did. |
losing weight... is how do i put this ... biggest issue..
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yeah... but we're NOT going to lose weight the unhealthy way again... we're going to learn how to eat right and excersize... let's call it getting healthy rather than losing weight.... i think it sounds better :)
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Edited Thanks to Helen :)
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1. There is a complete BAN on all numbers.
No numbers that refer to eating disordered behaviour or body size/shape will be allowed. This includes BMI, Weight, Calories, as well as numbers such as amount of purges, binges, laxatives taken, or days fasted. The number aspect is only a small part of what an eating disorder is, and to move the board into a more positive spectrum of the disorder, we want to take the emphasis off numbers, and on to emotion. Whilst numbers are no longer allowed, word categories are. For example: * "my weight is alot less than what is "average" for my height"" * "my BMI is considered underweight" * "I ate heaps more than what is recommened for a daily requirement for someone my age, sex, and height" * "I purged several times today" * "i took alot more laxatives than what it says on the box/container" " Sorry Mark, thought I should let you know so you can edit it without mods needing to. I know you don't have an ED, but I believe everyone has to follow this guideline and it's within the main rules aswell I believe x |
Thanks Helen:)
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Thanks for the heads up, Helen... I don't know about anyone else, but I'm still learning all the rules and there are lots to keep up with :)
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Sorry about the random disappearance. The hubby and I had to run to town. But we are back now.
-snuggles mark- I'm sorry to hear that you are depressed. But, you are so not worthless. You are awesome. You have helped me so much in the short amount of time that I have known you. I lubbles you. -snuggles and squishes more- |
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*Hugs everyone*
I'm home, my family are all still at the pub, but after I broke down crying whilst having a massive panick attack, I gave up and came home with Kirsty (she is my cousin and she has aspergers so also finds crowds hard.) I just wanna cut now :( |
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Night ward mate perhaps the fire works will awake me? |
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*hugs Nicole94* sorry hun. I wish I could make it better. :(
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*Hugs Mark* Night hun, Happy new year, speak Next year :P
*Hugs Helen* I can't cut cause Kirsty is here, I suppose thats kinda a good thing, but I still really want to :( What is the point in me being here? I mean, Why put myself through another year of this crap? *Hugs Kelly* Thanks hun, it makes it better just knowing you're all here for me <3 |
I'm glad.. this place is my saving grace some days too :)
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Babe I know it feels like it, but it hasn't all been crap & things WILL get better. *hugs Nicole* Glad you can't cut. Also you're an amazing friend & wardie to us all. I'd be devastated if anything happened to you x
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-hugs nicole- I'm sorry you are down and had a panic attack and that you want to cut. -offers teddy-
-hugs mark- night night mark. happy new year! -hugs helen- hehe didn't know I made people that happy around here. |
*Hugs Helen, Kelly and Kitty*
Thanks guys, i'm just finding it hard to think that theres gonna be another year or this. And also...........................................No I can't say :l |
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It's not worrying Helen, just something presonal wich i'm not sure wether or not to say :/ *Hugs*
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:( sorry ur struggling... *hugs tight*
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-snuggles nicole- This next year could be better for you. I hope so anyway. All of us here in the ward love you and would miss you terribly if you were not around.
-snuggles helen- thanks |
*Hugs Kelly and Kitty*
I love you wardies-you know that? |
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