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ScarlettAngel 15-10-2009 09:54 AM

is there a spare corner somewhere? or even a basement closet or something? i just wanna hide somewhere, i dont care how uncomfortable it is, its gotta be better than reality! AAARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

phoenixescape 15-10-2009 09:08 PM

*hugs scarlettangel* you can come hide in the corner with me

SoMuchMore 15-10-2009 09:34 PM

*cuddles everyone* because it sounds like we need them.

.... Everything is so screwed up. *runs away so that nobody has to deal with me*

ScarlettAngel 16-10-2009 12:24 AM

everything's a mess. in all honesty, its seriously messed up. and i don't think that's about to change :( i definately didn't help the matter either, by falling back to my old patterns of coping :'(
i hate everything

MammaMia 16-10-2009 04:25 AM

:'( **** it ALL.

flybat3 16-10-2009 05:31 AM

curls up in a corner
i dont want to resist the urge anymore........im so sick of fighting it

shadowedsoul 16-10-2009 11:04 PM

im with you mammamia, **** it all. what the hell is the point. =/

[Fog] 18-10-2009 06:00 PM

Hey guys, sorry I haven't been around for so long. How are you all doing? You have been in my thoughts. I hope everyone is doing ok.

On the outside I'm progressing - I'm working part time and putting a lot of effort into appearing ok. On the inside it's like holding everything in is making it go sour.

Love to you all xx

Kahlia1981 19-10-2009 09:35 AM

*hugs everyone*

Sorry I've been away but I've been IP again.

MammaMia 19-10-2009 10:09 AM

*cuddles everyone*

SoMuchMore 19-10-2009 07:57 PM

*hugs banana*
*hugs kahlia* I'm sorry to hear that your had to go IP again. Hope you are alright hun.
*hugs helen*

i don't understand what's going on with me anymore. I hate me, but I haven't SI'd... I don't care enough to SI... kinda worried that i'll break down and do something more... but maybe i won't. I can never tell.

Louise 19-10-2009 08:51 PM

*leaves hugs*

Kahlia1981 19-10-2009 11:32 PM

*cuddles everyone*

I had my meds changed while I was IP but they are refusing to change my dx. They wouldn't listen to me so I took in a letter from my last pdoc. They were trying to label me BPD because I need psychology and psychiatry - but if I had BPD I would only need psychology (according the their definition) so I'm tempted to come off my meds and let them see me as I really am. It drives me bananas. Bloody pdocs.

Sorry for anyone that got offended by that by the way.

youonlyliveonce 20-10-2009 10:13 AM

hugs kahila hope everything gets sorted soon.

struggling big time. i know im on a downward spiral but i dont care anymore i just dont sobs.

MammaMia 20-10-2009 12:46 PM

I feel like I'm hitting my head against a brick wall constantly >.<

Kahlia1981 20-10-2009 09:49 PM

*hugs Helen*
*hugs everyone*

MammaMia 20-10-2009 09:52 PM

I actually give up, no wait, I gave up a long time agao. WHY AM I STILL HERE?

Kahlia1981 20-10-2009 10:00 PM

*cuddles Helen* ~ I often ask myself the same question

frenchhorn 20-10-2009 10:05 PM

I've hit rock bottom and i cant see any point anymore, very unsafe so scared and anxious all the time

MammaMia 20-10-2009 10:13 PM

*hugs Kahlia lots* We'll find the answer one day I'm sure.
*hugs frenchhorn*

Kahlia1981 21-10-2009 10:17 AM

*hugs Imogen*
*cuddles Helen*

*hugs everyone*

I've been placed on an old drug that isn't helping and am taking twice as much prn meds as I was told to take. I'm going to see my GP tomorrrow because he's the only place I have to turn to. I'm really nervous about it :(

zowie 21-10-2009 01:19 PM

I have so much to do and I don't want to do anything.
Scrap that. I really want to do it all - I want to do my assignments, have a bath, call about jobs etc.
But I'm too ****ing lazy.

Kahlia1981 21-10-2009 09:53 PM

*hugs Arwen* ~ I hope the lazy feeling passes soon and you are able to accomplish your tasks

Ileana 22-10-2009 04:30 AM

...I wish I was in a real one...

Ileana 22-10-2009 04:39 AM

I feel ridiculously misunderstood...like understanding how I feel and why is just impossible to anyone else but me.

MammaMia 22-10-2009 05:45 AM

I hate out of hour doctors.

Kahlia1981 22-10-2009 10:46 AM

*hugs Ileana*
*hugs Helen*
*hugs everyone*

We just had pizza and now I want to be sick...

zowie 22-10-2009 03:36 PM

*Hugs everyone*
I had a nice bath and feel a bit...nicer.
Still haven't bothered with anything else.

one_step_closer 22-10-2009 06:55 PM


I'm having really strong urges to overdose.

Outcast Angel 22-10-2009 09:13 PM


MammaMia 22-10-2009 09:34 PM

*curls up and rocks*

Kahlia1981 22-10-2009 11:50 PM

*cuddles everyone*

I slept well last night. I haven't done that for so long I'd forgotten what it's like.

SoMuchMore 23-10-2009 03:13 AM

*hugs helen*
*hugs kahlia* i'm glad you slept well. Sleeping is always nice :-)

I'm having a hard time right now. I'm good at hiding it though.

one_step_closer 23-10-2009 08:46 AM

Why do you feel that you need to hide your true feelings? Remember that you don't have to hide them here.

Kahlia1981 23-10-2009 02:00 PM

*hugs everyone that can accept hugs*

The voices are bad and I've taken all the PRN I can take. Guess I just have to wait it out. But I'm going to make an appointment to see my GP to get a med review because the meds I'm on aren't working.

SoMuchMore 23-10-2009 05:54 PM

one_step_closer - (sorry i don't know your name)- I know that I don't have to hide them here... but i feel like if i let them out I may break down. Which I don't have time for.. plus, most people in my life are having a hard time with one thing or another and I don't want to make it worse for them.

*big hugs kahlia* I'm sorry about the voices. Its probably good that you are going to get a med review. Hope they figure something out.

*hugs everyone else hiding in corners or wandering around*

Kahlia1981 23-10-2009 11:02 PM

*hugs Laura* ~ Thanks. I just hope my GP knows what he is doing ...

*hugs everyone she can find that needs or wants hugs*

MammaMia 24-10-2009 11:44 AM

*cuddles everyone*

Sorry I'm not really posting much..

Kahlia1981 24-10-2009 01:09 PM

*cuddles Helen back*
It's okay not to post much sweetie just keep us up to date with what's happening.

I went to A&E tonight and got a medication review. I'm going to be starting seroquel on monday after I see my GP.

MammaMia 24-10-2009 09:09 PM

Struggling to put a brave face on. Struggling not to snap at my family today :'( Can't do this. Ugh got to keep going. Only got to get through tomorrow but that'll be a happpppy day :) My cousin's getting married <3

I really really really want one of my best friends :'(

Accidentally Abstract 25-10-2009 12:28 AM

I've not been on RYL in ages, but I just feel so alone & I really need some support..

*curls up in the corner, crying* :(

Kahlia1981 25-10-2009 01:20 AM

*hugs Helen* You can make it through darl
*hugs Lucy and offers some tissues*

I've decided to get my exercise regime back on track with doing a workout video while my boyfriend goes to see his parents. Wish me luck.

Kahlia1981 25-10-2009 10:49 AM

*curls up and rocks*

Accidentally Abstract 25-10-2009 07:12 PM

^ *sends hugs*

youonlyliveonce 25-10-2009 09:47 PM

im scared im vulnerable and i dont know how people can help me and its ruining my relationships sobs and rather unsafe
can i sit in the corner

Kahlia1981 25-10-2009 10:07 PM

*hugs Lucy* Thanks
*hugs cherylwilson* Of course. Find yourself a corner

I'm getting ready to go and see my GP.

Accidentally Abstract 26-10-2009 01:12 AM

How did seeing the GP go Kahlia?

Kahlia1981 26-10-2009 02:34 AM

Seeing my GP was good. He had the notes from the hospital and has agreed to supervise my swapping over to Seroquel. I'm on a strict regimen at the moment to come of the Zyprexa slowly while giving the Seroquel some time to act in my system. Hopefully all will go well.

*hugs everyone*

SoMuchMore 26-10-2009 02:40 AM

*hugs kahlia* glad to hear it went well!

Accidentally Abstract 26-10-2009 03:08 PM

Me too. Glad it all went well. :)

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