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Kahlia1981 08-10-2009 11:39 AM

*hugs everyone*

Life is complicated but for the moment it's going okay. Just taking things slow and steady.

MammaMia 08-10-2009 02:17 PM

*curls up and hides*

lolly_x 08-10-2009 04:06 PM

In a way i'm scared about tomorow...

18... no longer a child...

MammaMia 08-10-2009 05:14 PM

*cuddles Laura*

Growing old is mandorty, but growing up is optional babe :) You'll still always be a kid etc within you :)

Kahlia1981 08-10-2009 10:42 PM

*hugs Helen* ~ Don't hide hon, we would miss you if you weren't here

*hugs Laura* ~ I have to second what Helen said - don't be afraid of the big 18 ... afterall it's just a number

I'm doing okay. Not brilliantly but okay. The hallucinations are still bad but I seem to be able to manage them.

*hugs everyone*

MammaMia 08-10-2009 11:21 PM

Halluicinations suck hun. *cuddles tight*

SoMuchMore 09-10-2009 05:18 AM

*hugs kahlia* i'm sorry your having hallucinations :-(
*hugs helen*

One of my best friends told me that me talking to him is "a lot of responsibility." A few minutes later he was like I didn't mean it like that... but... it's what he said. I lose people... I always lose people.

phoenixescape 09-10-2009 05:47 AM

*wanders in and curls up in a corner*
don't mind me, I'm just hiding from the world for a while...

Kahlia1981 09-10-2009 10:56 AM

*hugs Helen, Laura and phoenixescape (sorry don't know your name)*

I hope you are all feeling a bit better.

I won't do a personal reply here I'll save it for my thread for anyone interested.

*hugs everyone*

Kahlia1981 10-10-2009 12:36 AM

*hugs everyone*

TsvTux has asked me to say hello to everyone for him.

My arm is still sending off pain messages but at least the physio cut down on the exercises and has given me some "nerve" exercises as the pain was being caused by the nerves going through the scar tissue.

I hope everyone is doing well or at least doing better than they have been doing.

*leaves big hugs for everyone*

MammaMia 10-10-2009 01:55 AM

*hugs Kahlia gently* Hope armn gets better soon :)

*curls up*

Kahlia1981 10-10-2009 06:14 AM

*hugs Helen* So do I

*hugs everyone*

youngatheart 10-10-2009 09:29 AM

*hugs* for anyone who needs it. how are you all? samxx

Kahlia1981 10-10-2009 10:59 PM

*hugs everyone*

How do you deal with a diagnosis of dissociative identity disorder? I can cope with Schizo Affective disorder but the diagnosis of DID just blew me away...

Ileana 11-10-2009 12:48 AM

I wish anyone in my life would understand what it's like to cut and want to cut...and why I miss it. I feel so utterly alone.

Ileana 11-10-2009 12:49 AM

I'm in desperate need for love and that is exactly the department in lacking in.

Kahlia1981 11-10-2009 05:06 AM

*hugs everyone*

I had to send my boyfriend up to the hospital so that he didn't attempt suicide. Now I feel like attempting suicide. If anyone has any to spare I could do with some hugs. :'(

airfobrat 11-10-2009 06:32 AM

back at day 0 since last si...
broke a nice long streak

so overwhelmed with everything
can't handle my own life

Kahlia1981 11-10-2009 07:07 AM

I feel like ****. I really want to die....

SoMuchMore 11-10-2009 07:27 AM

*big hugs kahlia* I'm sorry about your boyfriend. please stay safe hun.
*hugs everyone else*

Kahlia1981 11-10-2009 09:05 AM

Thanks for the hugs Laura. I'm not sure I can keep myself safe tonight but I'm going to try.

*hugs everyone*

MammaMia 11-10-2009 03:37 PM

*gives everyone massive hugs* Think we could all do with them :(

phoenixescape 11-10-2009 05:31 PM

*hugs* for everyone
*hides under a blanket*

Kahlia1981 12-10-2009 12:01 AM

*hugs everyone*

I managed to make it through the night by putting myself to sleep with the aid of sleep drugs. Now I just have to get through the day, and I'm not sure I'll be able to.

I feel like ****.

MammaMia 12-10-2009 12:59 AM

You can do this sweetheart, we believe in you :]

Kahlia1981 12-10-2009 01:57 AM

Thanks Helen. Now I just need to believe in myself.

On the positive side I rang CATT and they are going to come around and do a home visit. I still think I'm going to end up in hospital and I don't want to. I'm really scared....

SoMuchMore 12-10-2009 08:47 AM

*hugs phoenixescape, helen, and kahlia* Hope all of you are doing okay...

I can't sleep. Dunno why really, too much thinking I guess.

lost in dreams 12-10-2009 01:58 PM

Can i sneak in here for a little while? really could use somewhere where i can be safe?

MammaMia 12-10-2009 03:20 PM

^ Of course :]

Really busy day. Which is so fantastic when you're already struggling. Nearly done everything I've needed to though. Can I give up now?

lost in dreams 12-10-2009 06:00 PM

^ Hope you manage to sit down and relaxe with a nice cup of tee or hot chocolate or whatever you wnat.

Cant seam to catch hold of my self at the moment just flying betwean here and A&E, just wish they would put me in hospital so i can get my head soated do'nt know how much more i can take?

I know i should know better

tallpaul 12-10-2009 10:46 PM

it depends on wether you are going too a general ward [psychatric general ward] or too a specialist self harm unit, the best idea is too look around at your life what friends you have then your family try finding what the think of you then listen too the answers see how you feel about what they,ve said and you,ll be suprised how this makes you feel, then when your feeling like picking up a sharp just think about what your family and friends have said and this may help .........peace out x

Synthetisk 12-10-2009 11:24 PM

Hey guys. Kicking around again because I don't feel safe right now and I look like an absolute mess.

MammaMia 13-10-2009 04:59 AM

I went to bed last night at 9pm, was asleep by 9.20. Was the earliest I've fell asleep in ages. Had an extremely bad night & now I'm awake again. Can't get back to sleep either :( My head's even worse rather than better, something tells me it's going to be a very long day. Am possibly seeing a friend today who's worried about me, but I don't really want to open up to her or even go out 'to have a laugh' :'(

Hope everyone else is doing ok *cuddles for all*

SoMuchMore 13-10-2009 06:16 AM

*hugs helen* I'm sorry you are having a bad night. I understand what it's like to not want to open up to someone who is worried, it's definitely a tough situation. Maybe it won't be so bad tho, who knows, maybe you will have a good time/have a laugh with her.

I am feeling incredibly unsafe right now, but too tired to actually do anything. Stopping the thoughts would be nice though...

Synthetisk 13-10-2009 11:24 AM

*massive hugs for Helen and Laura*
Please stay safe and look after yourselves guys ):

I burst into tears randomly this morning, while everyone was in bed and there was nothing I could do about it. It just kept going and going until I felt sick. Right now I still don't feel great... or safe.

MammaMia 13-10-2009 12:24 PM

*hugs for you both* Please try keeping safe.

Still struggling. I slept from 9pm-12pm oopsie. Well I did wake up a few times to be fair. But it's kept me safe I guess and I needed the sleep. Stilll struggling but my head seems to be bit better today.

youngatheart 13-10-2009 07:49 PM

*hugs everyone*
*hugs* helen, glad you are feeling a little better.

Merc 13-10-2009 09:53 PM

maybe if i hid e here i wojnt need to r4eally go

MammaMia 13-10-2009 10:17 PM

Today's gotten so much worse. Can't even begin to describe it. Then I let my friend in - bad move, she's now crying over me. :'( Don't deserve her. Don't deserve her to care about me so much that's she's so upset because I'm struggling so much. Also my best friend is going back into hospital tomorrow no thanks to me :/


*cuddles all*
Romp you okay honey? xxx

fallenprincess 14-10-2009 12:30 AM

May I just sneak into a little corner in here, don't want to be alone but don't want to be with anyone either, the distraction just isn't helping tonight, I don't know what to do with myself to keep myself safe tonight..

Kahlia1981 14-10-2009 06:01 AM

I've just been discharged from IP and I tell you I'd rather die then end up in there again. The staff are mostly d*cks and the doctors release you into the world still suicidal. I'm over it.

*hugs everyone*

MammaMia 14-10-2009 12:52 PM

*hugs Kahlia tons* I'm sorry sweetheart x

zowie 14-10-2009 02:12 PM

*Cuddles Kahlia* xxx

MammaMia 14-10-2009 03:57 PM

Arwen!!! How are you? *cuddles*

Has anyone heard from Dayna recently? Am bit worried about her. I did PM her the other day but no answer so far :(

lost in dreams 14-10-2009 04:03 PM


Originally Posted by Kahlia1981 (Post 1927743)
Iand the doctors release you into the world still suicidal.

*hugs everyone*

*gives hugs* I know what you mean do try and stay safe though i know it can be so hard at times

zowie 14-10-2009 05:57 PM

*Pounces on Helen* Hello sweetness :) I'm okay thanks, how are you?
I've been wondering about Dayna too. Actually, I haven't seen a lot of people in here that used to be in a lot...
I know I've only really been lurking the VPW recently, but I have been reading and keeping up-to-date with you lovelies <3

MammaMia 14-10-2009 08:30 PM

*falls over* I'm glad you're okay darling. I'm not doing so good, really struggling at the moment :( I know what you mean, everyone seems to have disappeared on us. I can only account for Jade (Tears of Solitude) as she's left. I think most have left/in hospital/really busy??? lol

Lurking is fun. I'm more a lurker than a poster at the moment...

midnite 14-10-2009 08:53 PM

me is checking myself back in, warmth, food and a bed sounds heaven, some one else can look after my probs for a while

Kahlia1981 14-10-2009 09:36 PM

Just wanted to say thanks for the hugs

I still feel like sh*t.

*hugs everyone then curls up in a corner*

phoenixescape 15-10-2009 05:59 AM

I f***ed up bad.


I'm going to hide in the corner now, ok?

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