I did tell them the time I was leaving for work.
Multiple times

oh in that case it's just them being useless




I think maybe they are not used to working with people who have jobs so in their minds we can sit about waiting all day if need be

As usual!

Yeah that's true.
They did turn up in the end. At about 11

Did you get to work on time Beckie?

What's everyone else doing today?

I did!

Now having a bathroom break
Because you all need to know :p

My favourite customer bought me a drink again :-D

I am watching a recording on my box and trying to find an photo.

Found photo!

It's nice you have a kind favourite customer Beckie. <3 So sweet.

What's the photo Dawn? Yay for finding it!

It's of a lighthouse. I took the photo.

I've cleaned the kitchen today :o honestly can't remember the last time I did housework... also put up 2 notice boards in an attempt to be more organised, and ordered a visual timer in an attempt yo help with time blindness - no idea if it will help but some people on the internet seem to think it might

Lighthouses make for good photos.

Well done with everything you've done today Hazel. I hope the visual timer does help.

He is so lovely lindsay!

I have finished for the day!
Having my drink

Morning everyone

Hi :) how are you?

Hey tamo
I am not good at all

How are you?

Oh dear, sorry to hear that. Is there anything you can do to feel better? I'm ok but I've got an anxiety - stomach ache.

Thanks.
Not really. There's a lot going on.

Ah stomach ache sucks. Hope it passes soon

Can I offer you hugs?

That would be nice.
Thank you

*sends big hugs*

Thank you <3

*hugs Beckie* I really hope things improve for you soon. You can get back to living life the way you want to, you've done it before.

Sorry to hear you're anxious and have a stomach ache Tamo. Does anything help?

Thanks lindsay <3

Morning everyone

Did you get any sleep?!?

I got a few hours
Woke up just before 3am
Very annoying!

That's not good. I was having trouble sleeping but I took PRN and got to sleep eventually.

Do you have any plans for today?

That's good

Currently I am freaking out about what the crisis team/cmht are going to do.

What about you?

Are they visiting? Any idea when?

Crisis team have already been
She offered informal admission many times, i said no so she's going to talk to cpn and her manager to see what to do now.
They gave me a CTO recall letter yesterday. So idk what's going to happen now.
So now I'm just freaking out about a phone call or visit that might not even happen! Depending on what they decide

I hope they contact you soon, it's horrible waiting.

Thanks
I just contacted my cpn because i am so anxious
It doesn't look like a good outcome

Afternoon everyone.

I'm sorry things aren't going the way you'd want them to Beckie. But I hope that whatever happens helps you to live a better life and you can look back and realise people were doing their best for you.

How are you Tamo?

Thanks lindsay <3

How are you?

I got up at 10.30am which is my goal for a while so I'm feeling good about that although worried it was just a one off. I don't want to be in bed any later.

That's good :)
I understand the worry, but you've done well today and that's important!

You're on your way osc, even though there might be some steps backwards.

It's such a stupid problem to have. I am stupid. But thank you for your encouragement.

How are your days going?

It's not stupid and you're not stupid!!

I'm half sleeping on the sofa
So tired

Morning everyone

Morning, how are you?

Annoyed. Bored. Worried.

How are you?

I'm good, just off for an eeg.

Have fun getting the glue out of your hair afterwards! Lol

Not looking forward to that!

It is rather difficult!

afternoon all.

Eek, hope it goes ok, tamo.

I'm cold and whiney - my heating is not working. >.<

Good to have you back np!

Oh noooo!
Why does that always happen at the worst time of year?
Is someone coming to fix it?

I had the EEG and it was fine but today I have been very spasmy, I couldn't make my lunch!

How annoying!