What are your plans for the day?

I have none . Try to not miss Felicia , Our friend Allison is keeping me company tonight.
*Hugs Lindsay*
My Best Friend Hannah is still really low , I bought her some soap from Lush in Swindon to cheer her up

That was thoughtful of you, Mark. I hope it helps to improve her mood.

Me too Lindsay :) How are you hun?

I'm craving an overdose. It's all I can think about right now. I just hope that no one is doing anything to my kitchen on Thursday so that I can go ahead with overdosing.

*hugs everyone*

Lindsay - please try not to OD come on here and maybe talk to us try to delay it a bit.

I'm reading a book, Danger to Self: On the Front Line with an ER Psychiatrist, and it has been touching on some of the things that I am feeling. It says that "patienthood...protects individuals from certain painful psychological experiences." It also says that one of the three most common items on the "help seeker's wish list" is "to be taken care of, ideally forever." It quotes a man called Theodore Dalrymple who works in an "overdose ward...and characterises many of his afflicted patients in these terms: I'm treated, therefore I am."

I guess i'm not so abnormal after all. I just want to go to hospital and be looked after but when I overdose I won't be able to do that because they will tell my doctor. I might be getting admitted to hospital to clear up my eczema and i'm looking forward to that. I'm trying to make my skin as bad as possible by not using my creams so that I definitely get admitted.

*Hugs Lindsay* PM box open , or FB me?

*Hugs Louise* How are you hun?

*hugs everyone*
Glad you had a great time Mark and Felicia :)
*sits in a rocker*
http://images.hayneedle.com/mgen/inu...,1600,0xffffff

*Hugs Mark* I missed you Mark
*Hugs Crimson*
*Hugs oliver*
*Hugs Lindsay*
*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Crimson* I WANT ONE!!!!!!!

*Hugs Ian* I Missed you and all my wardies .

*duplicates rocker for Mark to sit in one*
I wish I had one in my house but a virtual one will have to do. lol

*hugs Mark and Ian* How are you?

*hugs everyone*

*Hugs Mark* I am so so could be better. Did you have an ok time, i have missed you :)
*Hugs Crimson*
*Hugs Ian* How are you?
*Hugs Lindsay*

I'm back in America.
I cried on the train back from Swindon, I cried myself to sleep in the hotel my last night in London, I cried on the plane today, I cried when my grandparents picked me up.
And no one understands that it's not that I don't love my family or not that I'm not tired of being a dumb tourist.
It's just that 3 nights with Mark was not enough.
*sigh* rant over. I need to sleep.
I'll try to catch up with you all shortly :) <3

*Hugs Felicia* I love you , I cried a lot too.

*hugs everyone*

Plops on her bean bag & curls up

*Hugs Mara* I don't think that bean bag is big enough :P

*hugs everyone*

How are you all today?

*hugs everyone*