ahhh
*runs to corner*
*rocks back and forth*

NO NO NO

Eeee *hugs Cleigh (Crystal being your name, I presume?)*

Nods
*cries*

What's up Crystal? *hugs*

*rocks back and forth*

i no know
i feel like i need hurt
no hurt
yes
no
AHHHHHHHH

Why do you feel like you need to hurt?
What do you think it would accomplish?

i donts know
*rocks more*
*shakes*
*holds head*

I am sorry you are feeling so bad hun, but nobody can help you unless you open up x

*sneaks in*

Sorry I haven't been around. Been in a bad place since Friday night. After an incident have started having flashbacks. Scared. Can't control them. Don't really know how to deal with it. Thought that I had but obviously haven't. If in the middle of one get scared by housemate thinking housemate is him.

Sick of crying. Haven't told anyone irl. Don't know how to begin. Just so scared.

*offers hugs to all*

*hits head*
i dont know whats wrong
im just hysterically
they are trying to make me talk about it
NO NO NO NO NO NO
make it stop
*rocks more*

You have to try and open up. It is hard but nobody can magically fix things unless you try and explain hun. Things can get better, please don't give up.

I am still here *sigh*

*Hugs Katie*

*cuddles Dayna* Have been keeping up with whats going on... *cuddles* hope it sorts out =[

*Cuddles back* Thanks...so do I x_o

I'm sure it will.. it just has to... right?

Well, it can't get much bloody worse ._.;. Heh, that line sounds familiar, and then I got told that I owe near one grand to the council. I'ma just stop thinking now x_o

Oh I read about that... >_<
*cuddles*

*hugs everyone* am at my brothers at the moment so can't really be on here, but am thinking of you all and hopes you all find a little light. *Gives puppy SinClair a quick squidge and gives everyone cuddles again* will check up on you guys again when I can, but stay strong and take care, Hannah

Katie: I still say it's a huge ****ing load of bullshit. My housemate and me are meant to be getting council tax benefit, for Chrissakes *hugs back*

Hannah: Oh hey, you snuck in there. You take care and stuffs too, and see you when you get back *hugs*

Big hugs to everyone, I hope you all got a good nights sleep

How are things this morning ?????

Much love to everyone
Jade xxx

Jade: Eh...not sure. Better than I was earlier, that's for sure, but still not quite right. Yourself?

*cuddles every1 and leaves a few cookies for u eat*

tc ppl xx

*Hugs Jet*

thx's danya

*hugs bk*

Im better today thankyou Poisonous < sorry I dont know any of your names >

Im sooo glad you are feeling a little bit better < hugs >

Thanks Jet for the cookie and the hug.

Jade xxx

I'm Däyna. And I'm glad that you're doing better as well *hugs*

yw jade :-)

want coffee too lol?

*squishes* I often know how you feel swetie, please know that people DO care, I CARE, I'm just unable to support anyone really :( But I so want to *snuggles*

I'm glad you're still here missy.

Afternoon Jade :) I've had a goodish night's sleep well I went to sleep earlier than I normally do so that's something.

Love you Jem :P *muches on cookies*

Dayna, mega hugs hun, sorry it's not more.

Kahlia, try & stay strong hun. I know how scary and horrible flashbacks are but you're so strong hun <3

PISSED OFF.
****ing hell.

Hi everyone,

Helen - what's up?

*leaves hugs for everyone*

xx

Sleepysleepysleepysleepy

can i come and stay here for a while? xxx

Sure you can stay xxx

Im feeling down at the moment, Dark thoughts are swimming round my mind. Im trying to keep busy on here, so I dont give in.

Hands out blankets out to everyone, this could be a long night xxx

Jade

*takes blanket, and cozys in for the night*

I can't make the flashbacks stop. I'm acting a lot when I'm with people. If left on my own I just retreat to my room and curl up and cry. I'd like to spend the remainder of my life curled up under a blanket. I feel like running, but there is literally no where I can go physically that will stop me having these experiences. I want to bash my head until it all stops.

:( hugs xxx

random question. are you a dancer kahlia? just noticed your avatar.

Kija : Thanks for the hugs. I was a dancer and I am a qualified teacher of dancing. Now I only dance for fun and as a form of release.

Just quickly checking in before bed. Am back from home, successfully fattened up and lonely now am in halls.
Will fill in more tomorrow.
*leaves hugs*

thats nice kahlia. i was in profesional contemporary dance training. i miss it like mad. damn f*cking mental health.
xxx

*sneaks in* *offers hugs to everyone*

seems like lots of people are hurting right now... I'm thinking of you all; don't have specific words but have read your posts and are thinking of you.

*sets up the denial tent* It's been a while since we've had it out and I'm thinking it may come in handy again.

*curls up in corner, of denial tent after offering warm drinks to everyone*

*hugs Ella* Do you want to talk about it?

the denial tent sounds good. can i share it with you?xxx

Definitely Kija! The denial tent expands to fit all who need/want to hide out and pretend everything is ok for a while.

fantastic, just what i need. *curls up in denial tent*

how are things Kija?

*creeps into denial tent*
maybe I can be free from the tears for awhile and rest my head ...