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C'mon everyone. Let's see what goodies Jeff has for us in his hideaway. Chocolate isn't a solution but is sure helps.
*sets boxes of tissues everywhere* Amanda sweetie, come over here to your auntie. It might be easier to breathe if you sit up for a bit. I have a strong shoulder to help prop you up. *cuddles everyone* Bro, I seriously owe you an apology. You created a haven for us and I messed up in my frustration. Thank you for giving us a safe place to hide out and to help each other out. |
*sniffle*
Did I miss something? I didn't know Daddy made us a haven *starts to sob again* |
Yep, He made us a haven, with games and a magic fridge, painted in pretty tan paint with white trim. And wonderful oak chairs.
Come sit with Auntie and talk to me. *cuddles you* |
huggles and cuddles for everyone in here who wants them
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I can't stop crying.
Damm me. I can't. I can't. I can't. Someone else I know is going to die. I just can feel it. Everything is making me cry, like absloute floods of tears. It's all too much. |
*cuddles helen* what is going on?
*cuddles sophie* |
*snuggles up close to her aunt Blondie in the haven*
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*cuddles Susan*
I just can't stop crying. I'm scared I'm going to have someone die. I'm so scared. I'm crying over Allie's death and I have no right. I never spoke to her. So why should I cry over that? I have no right to say oh an online friend died, cus I don't. Everything keeps setting me off. Tears just keep on coming. Everything's getting to me. The thoughts. The freedom of doing whatever I want. I want it. I want happiness though. What's my choice a fresh new start with could knock me off my even kneel or death? Hmm... |
*hugs Helen and hands bandanna*
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at least you didn't drive someone away with stupid horrible mean words that are now making you wonder if you should hurt yourself as a result... 8sighs*
*slams and locks cupboard door from the inside* |
everyone says things they don't mean sometimes jess. please don't hurt yourself because of being human.
*hugs amanda and helen* |
Thanks Amanda.
You know what really sucks aswell? I'm beginning to feel like nobody can help me professionally cus "theres nothing wrong". Yes friends help. But can they do after that certain pont. That point being me suidical....:crying: I am so damm angry with this world. It keeps GIVING ME ****ING ****. IT'S LIKE I ATRRACT IT.WELL GUESS WHAT? I WANT TO BE ****ING HAPPY *might paste this into my thread* |
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I meant what i said chlo. i just didn't mean it the way she made it sound. i was trying to get her to think. but it jsut made eveyrthtign worse.
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I am so damm angry with this world. It keeps GIVING ME ****ING ****. IT'S LIKE I ATRRACT IT.WELL GUESS WHAT? I WANT TO BE ****ING HAPPY!!!!
I want to be more ****ing happy. I try to be more positive. I am TRYING to stay on an even keel. BUT I CAN'T TRY ANY LONGER. I'm at the end of my ****ing tether. Can't I have some morre good times? Please? Cant they tell I'm suffering, fighting every damm day to be positive to stay alive. I shouldn't be constantly fighting. |
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*pulls you both into group hug*
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