Hi.I'm Anna. I just want to pull up a duvet a lay under it. Hospital is a place where I don't have to b scared to admit that I'm hurting,it's expected I don't have to pretend I can fall apart. (I haven't self harmed in two years and I'm not going to i have much at stake)

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Hi.I'm Anna. I just want to pull up a duvet a lay under it. Hospital is a place where I don't have to b scared to admit that I'm hurting,it's expected I don't have to pretend I can fall apart. (I haven't self harmed in two years and I'm not going to i have much at stake) I just want to sleep untill this all goes away.

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Anna*

I woke up today to no message from Felicia , I know contact will be sporadic and she is in all likelyhood in the UK now. I Just miss her so much.. I could cry...

OH Felicia Messaged me ! She is in London! :)

*hugs Anna*

Yay, Mark!

I want to die so much. I'm starting my voluntary work on Monday and it's going to be so hard to put on a face.

*Hugs Lindsay* What are you volunteering as? I know how hard it is to put that face on *Extra Squish*

Hey fellow patients, how we doing today? I walked some dogs for the Bristol dogs home today & I'm shattered & in pain. Feel better for it though. *yawn* Hope everyone is ok *leaves cookies*

*Hugs Mara* Ooooooooooooh! Cookies :) Thankee

I'm volunteering in a women's library, not sure what i'm going to be doing. The people seem really nice but it is so exhausting to act like i'm ok.

How are you, Mark?

Good for you, Mara!

*Hugs Lindsay*

*curls up*

What's wrong, Oliver?

want to OD really badly, but planned it for tomorrow, but cant wait.
read a friends blog and got really jealous cos he is already on testosterone even though he came out after me and he has his second appt at the gender clinic before me, even though i had my first appt first and he is being referred for chest surgery. sorry

*Huggles All*
*cuddles Oliver*

*Hugs Crimson*

*hugs Mark and Crimson*

Oliver, I know that feeling really well but overdosing isn't worth it in the end. What do you want from overdosing?

I want to feel some physical illness instead of this mental pain, because physical illness I can deal with and I can get help for it, but feeling mental pain is too hard and I can't cope with it, I need a break.

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Oliver*

I could have written that myself, Oliver. How else might you be able to find some relief?