Why do people like me? What have I done to make them think i'm a good person? I don't get it...I'm not a good person...I'm really not.

*Hugs Shad* That sounds terrifying , I'll post about my dream in my next post but off topic, Could you see a counsellor?

byt that's not what we think of you. I think you're an awesome person. When I first joined RYL and found the ward, you were the first person who talked to me and offered to talk to me anytime. :')

and I'm supposed to be getting one soon. I've got like an assesment or something on feb 3rd - I think it's to see if i really need one or not but it's for my stress and being a victim of bullying. Am i allowed to bring other things - like this - up?

On dreams
I dreamt last night that my neighbour , ( Who has olny one arm ) Was way back in the day and injured himself all up his missing ( now) arm and then went to play Rugby and tackled someone and his cut just split all the way up his arm very very deep and ripped muscles and he had to have his arm amputated because of that and I woke and for 15-20 seconds beleived this as fact . Woke up triggered no surprise :S

Shad Please bring this stuff up , they can only help when you are honest.
Were you talking about me? 3 posts up?

I'd like that Mark.

~Crimson~ I'm not sure what you mean by, comparing to others?

I've drawn the lines of my veins on my arm with biro , so I miss them , not hit them , sorry

solo- the length of time was what i meant by comparing... it always caused me more troubles with my own thinking/self... i'm not communicating very well today i don't think..
*huggles mark*

*Sits in denial tent*

We don't think that of you Nicole because you always offer your support to others, even if you're struggling yourself.

*Hugs Mark* Sorry you had a bad dream last night :( I had a nightmare too, seems like half the ward did.

*Hugs Shad* I agree with Mark, they'd want you to bring this stuff up, if you're honest, they can help you more.

*curls up in corner* I'm thinking so much that I feel sick. Everyone in the family keeps telling me I'm screwed up in the head, I'm the 1 in 4 "loons" that the statistics talk about and I just want to hide. I'm not crazy. I'm not I'm not I'm not!

cuddles mark. please stay safe

*Hugs Sarah* Beleive me you are not a "Loon" , I've been in a pysch ward and seen people when their mental conditions are at their worst and you are not one that fits into the loon catergory

*Hugs Jill*

curls up

What up Jill?

I know, my family just suck so much Mark *cuddles* I'm relatively okay really, its just they like to bully me and make me feel worse and the mean voice does nothing other than tell me they're right ¬_¬

**** the voice Sarah , Can you drown in out with headphones?

hmm noithing im all good. dont worrry.

Jill you want to talk I'm here for a bit:)


*Dammit Billy, You are not a God!"