How are you, Felicia?

*hugs felicia* lol, I have eaten dinner, had a bath and go in my PJs. XD its only 6.30pm.

Oh I just bought some Green Tinsel to wrap around my lights from ebay , heh . I'm finding it so hard to get into the festive spirit but I'm trying . Christmas seems more of a hassle what with the buying and wrapping (Eugh) of gifts and all . I'm not excited hmmm.

Nicole, I wish I was as well prepared as you! I hate getting washed, it takes so much effort but of course I do it anyway.

Mark, don't try and force yourself to feel Christmasy, maybe it will come with time. *hugs*

*Hugs Lindsay* I bet you're right . I Hate washing too but still somehow force myself to do it.

lol lindsay-organised? me? never. I am the least organised person in the world XD i just spend half my life in the bath, its so relaxing!!
Hmm, i'm thinking about what college course i wanna do next year, and what college i wanna go to. :/

Heh Nicole , you just gee'ed me into having a bath and getting into my PJ bottoms and my Green Hoodie , :P

lol mark.
Anyone got ay suggestions for a good college?

I suppose I'm okayish, Lindsay. I'm struggling a lot. How are you?
Ahhh, Nicole, I haven't even gotten out of my PJs. I will eventually, but I'm not going anywhere, so meh...
*Hugs Mark* The Christmas spirit will come, darling. Don't force it.

I finished my hugeee project that was slowly causing me to go insane. WHOOO! Oh, and I just have one week of uni classes, and then finals left. EXCITING. Now, I really really have to get the rest of my papers done! Eep!

Way to go on finishing your project Felicia :)!!! *Wishes you luck with your other papers*

*yawns* eugh. i'm tired.

Thanks, Mark! I hope I can do it.

Nicole, I'm tired too.

2nd on curveball , wrapped Dads Little Christmas presant and learnt how to tag someone on FB , heh not so productive today , Tomorrow I don't know , I want to sleep soon , feel fed up ......and tomorrow is.....well I won't jinx it until I say tomorrow.

mmm felicia, i dunno wether i should go to be ealy or not :/ i'm also really hungry and wanna binge :(

*Hugs Nicole* Please don't binge , you'll only feel crap afterwards :( *Worries about Nicole*

I know :( It's silly. I'm trying to rationalise it now, cause i've eaten so little today, i still have lots of leftover calories........

Perhaps bed is a good idea , I'm seriously considering it too , you may feel different tomorrow . When I was drinking last week I looked for any excuse to drink more , any justification or rationalisation , like if someone was mean to me online for instance and I told myself it would be the last drink and there was almost always more , the same with self injury , I can rationalise that all the way around the world and back again, I know that these aren't the same as wanting to binge but it's the closest I know personally , so I guess I can relate in the fact that it's self destuctive behaivior *Hugs Nicole*

I know mark *hugs* I just don't know what to do, i either binge eat, or don't eat at all, i can't seem to find a balance :( Right, i'm gonna have a little bit of fruit, thats all. I don't need to binge.
*repeats that last sentence over and over again*

Okay Nicole that sounds sensible :) *Hugs*
I'm going to head off to bed , *Hugs My wardies*

*night time hugs mark*
EUGH. I hate this family! Yeah, of course i ate my sisters advent calendar chocolates, i've only ****ing carefully counted calories and been near starving all day, just to go and ruin it all on a couple of chocolates!
Jeez. I might aswell just dissapear :(