*hugs Mark and Nicole* Howa re you both?

*hugs helen* I'm not good :( I Hate the christmassy atmosphere, my mum has christmas music on really loud and is putting the tree up and making mince pies. It's really triggering me. You?

Why is it triggering you honey? *hugs*

*hugs helen* It's just making me think about my plans. I mean, I know I don't wanna do it anymore, but it's still on my mind, and i just want christmas to be over. :(

That sounds really difficult, Nicole. Can you get out of the house for a while?

I'm feeling okay thanks Helen . I would like to be less numb but I've not been anxious so far today even though I slip slideded all over the place on the local ice this morning . heh . I almost fell but didn't :)

*hugs mark and linsay*
Lindsay-I might go for a walk, but i'm not sure, the christmassy mood is everywhere :( how are you today?
Mark-^^lol. sorry, that cheered me up :P

I've been slipping all over the ice, even hurt my baxck the other day, so can feel your pain on that one Mark *hugs*

Nicole, I'm sorry sweetheart. I have nothing useful to say to help :( But I care *hugs* Try to distract yourself?

I haven't fallen or almost fallen, yet. I'll say that and take one step outside and fall flat on my back! I don't know if I should try and get a bus into Glasgow to do some Christmas shopping. I'd only be able to spend 3 hours there before the last bus home. I don't know if it's worth it.

*Tries to work up the motivation to play the game he bought for his birthday a month ago for the first time but is daunted by learning new controls :S*

Edit:- sorry that doesn't even qualify as a problem , I just want motivation Darn it.

Don't force motivation Mark. It'll come to you when it's ready xx

Lindsay, lucky for some :p I've almost fallen plenty of times & have actually fell once.

I fell last tuesday when we had that tiny bit of snow, it hurt.

I bet it did!! *hugs*

Uhuh, and my mum stood and laughed at me :/ lol. *hugs*

That's not nice *hugs* Although my mum would have probably laughed at me too, but not in a horrible way...

lol. I don't think she was laughing in a nasty way.....i mean, i must've looked funny, i fell right on my ass XD

Just realised Kahlia hasn't been on RYL since last Friday (26th), really hope she's okay =/

I might see if I can get hold of her through facebook and/or msn hmmmm.

Bless you honey *hugs*

*hugs* I'm trying to make a healthy eating plan for my diet, and i have no idea what to have for dinner later. :/

Hmmm *worries about Kahlia*

Erp Nicole , You coukd have a stew , Thats warming and has lots of vegetables in it ?