*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lia* Today is indeed the 9th but what with the grief and emotions all thoughts of "my plan" had gone out of my mine until tonight .
My social worker is going to call my mobile at 8pm to check I'm okay andmy nurse Sharron is going to leave her work mobile on tonight in case I need to ring her . People are so caring .

Thanks Helen :) glad your ok. *Hugs for everyone*

*hugs mark* i'm glad you have so much support for tonight, i realised earlier about the date, but didnt wanna say anything in the hope that you had forgotten. :/ hope you're feeling ok.
eugh. i told my indiviual therapist about my plans. she....well, she didnt take it too well :(

I'm running a bath , I need a bath , Not because I honk too much but to relax me a bit , I don't know why I'm telling you all this , The ward is empty and I'm a bit lonely , My social worker just called so I'm no longer waiting for the call and can be away from my phone and in the bath :)

Mark - hope you have a nice relaxing bath. Ive been in and out of the ward all day but it has been quiet for awhile... sorry you are feeling lonely. *hugs*

*hugs ian* how r u?

*hugs nicole* did your therapist offer you any support or anything like that? Im very proud of you for telling someone.

*hugs helen* oh no i'm sorry you couldnt get a hold of the person. Try calling back tomorrow maybe. Hope that you can still start on thursday.

*hugs crimson* i wish it was friday too. My week has been long and its only tuesday heh.

*hugs lia* lol a fun class is a bit of an oxymoron. How r u doing?

*hugs Mark* Teleports to Mark's place and Sets up a game of Scrabble and another of Backgammon in case Mark doesn't like Scrabble*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson* OOOOh Scrabble !! (Has never played backgammon)

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Laura*
*Hugs Crimson*

*hugs ward*

I've got the world's worst headache. It's making me grumpy too.

Laura - I was planning to phone again tomorrow, hopefully once I've got to college & before lessons start. :)
Ian - you're very welcome.
Mark - enjoy your bath :D

*Hugs Helen* Hands over paracetemol for your poor bonce

*Hugs Felicia*

*hugs everyone*
no laura, she was pretty useless tbh, just told me off for not telling her sooner :( how're you tonight?

Paracetamol makes me gag, even looking/hearing at the word LOL I'm lame. But thank you Mark :)

Ooooh, Mark, you like scrabble? I know that's random, but you should totally play against me one day. It's fun ;)

Sooo... anyone wanna finish my paper on the notions of desperation and revenge in Doctor Faustus and the Witch of Edmonton? I've got 5 pages done... you just need to do the other 5 ;)

i bet its fun to play scrabble against an english major >.>
:P

I was so well depressed and freaked out about my impending birthday that I went on what can be described as an eBay bender :P , I'm going to get quite a bit of post over the next week or so .

*Hugs the ward goodnight*

*hugs mark goodnight*

*Hugs all*

Sometimes, I wish I wasn't me. I feel so connected with someone who doesn't even exist, but a million miles away from the rest of the world. I wish people would stop mocking my physical contact thing. They don't understand and they just take the piss. Sometimes, I want to scream all my real fears right in their faces. See if they ridicule me then.

*hugs lia*

*Hugs Nicole* I hope you're feeling alright. I think RYL should have a 'Just...*shrugs*' mood. That's how I am half the time. Just shrugs.