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Doikers 25-07-2010 05:13 PM

Sarah and Sadie and Hiding *Hugs* I'm sorry you are switching a lot today :S I hope the headaches don't get you too bad . I hope Hiding is out when you meet your Dr tommorow and that the appointment go's smoothly :)

*Hugs Nicole* Why do you Hide?

EDIT:-Ohh Helen we posted at the same time , whats up? *Hug*

nicole94 25-07-2010 05:15 PM

*hugs mark* i dont know, maybe im hoping the bad thoughts wont find me if i hide.

katnovia 25-07-2010 05:16 PM

April: *cuddles* It doesn't feel like a lot, well it does, but it doesn't...oh i dont know.
Mark: *hugs* I'm probably doing the worst thing and some of it is going under the carpet.
Sarah: Im sure that everything will be fine sweetheart, try not to be too scared.
Nicole: *searches for nicole and leaves her a big bundle of cuddles* you alright?
Shadowedsoul: *hugs* sorry, i've completely lost track of your name again, i feel awful. I'm sorry that you are feeling bad.
Helen: *cuddles* whats up darling?

xXMessedUpXx 25-07-2010 05:21 PM

I want to give you all hugs :(

I'm not living, i'm just existing. things have gone from bad to worse.

Doikers 25-07-2010 05:26 PM

*HUGS Beki*

Oh Nicole I hope the bad thoughts don't find you .

nicole94 25-07-2010 05:29 PM

thanks mark. so do i. damn my mum for trusting me :/ its not a good idea!
im having so many panick attacks :(

katnovia 25-07-2010 05:35 PM

*hugs beki too*

MammaMia 25-07-2010 05:45 PM

*cuddles everyone*

I'm really struggling. That's what's wrong. I'm sick of people stabbing me in the back, so much for loyalty hey? I don't know who the hell I can trust right now. There's only one person I trust with my life and I'm scared shitless of ****ing up with them :'( Sick and tired of people thinking they can use me as the scapegoat all the time. Well I'm not a goat.I'm a human, who happens to have FEELINGS!!!!!!!!

nicole94 25-07-2010 05:48 PM

*holds helen tight* sorry, im feeling pretty crap right now and dont really know what to say, but you can come hide with me if you like?

xXMessedUpXx 25-07-2010 05:58 PM

can i come hide too? don't want to deal with this. its the anniversary of my grandads death and my bf dumped me for good. its too much. im not strong enough for this.

nicole94 25-07-2010 06:00 PM

*hugs* of course you can. maybe we should just all barricade ourselves in a room where noone can find us?

xXMessedUpXx 25-07-2010 06:03 PM

i like that idea. i think i'd feel safe there. i dont feel safe here

nicole94 25-07-2010 06:09 PM

*hugs* me neither. damn bad thoughts :( heh, just looked on your profile, you have BPD. me too, was diagnosed in march (but only found out like a week ago)

xXMessedUpXx 25-07-2010 06:14 PM

My bpd has been out of control this week (bf had gone on hols), finding it impossible to cope. i live with my, well now ex bf and i'm scared for when he comes back. i'm seeing my OT tomorrow so i hope to god she listens to what i tell her cos it could make the differecne between me being here and me not. today was a bad day anyway and now its 10ox worse.

how are you coping with the diagnosis? does it feel better to have a name for it?

MammaMia 25-07-2010 06:18 PM

*hides with you both*

nicole94 25-07-2010 06:18 PM

aaw *hugs* im coping quite well, i dont really understand it yet, but i know how bad it can get, i went through a 3-month bad patch at the begging of the year, so bad that i was overdosing every week (enough to end up in hospital) it can get awful, hope yours calms down soon. are you doing DBT?

Scarletdreamer 25-07-2010 06:30 PM

*cuddles all* Sorry no individuals right now except *extra hugs for all* haha... usually it's for one or two specific people but now it seems like all of the people that are posting are having a really tough time of it... so yeah. :( I wish I could make things better.

Jarrod & I had a sorta-argument today on the way home from church... it truly sucked. :( I wish I could just stopppp it all and get off this stupid carousel... it's truly stupid, really really is, the way I'm feeling & the way I've been feeling - super sensitive, beyond what is "normal" for me. I cried today in Dunkin Donuts & didn't even know why. :( Feel so pathetic. Guhhh.

But at least I got a coffee coolatta that I can enjoy. ;)

*more cuddles for those who want them* ♥ Keep hanging in there...

xXMessedUpXx 25-07-2010 06:39 PM


i get no help with my BPD, they don't have the resources. Or don't care.

I can't even get therapy right now cos of red tape

shadowedsoul 25-07-2010 06:45 PM

Argh!!! How the hell can you go from okay to that in a matter of seconds. Don't know what to do cry or just trying and ignore it. Feel like crying right now but no need to keep being strong can't break my perents don't need this right now.

misskitty112 25-07-2010 06:48 PM

*hugs Becki* I'm sorry getting help is so tough.
*cuddles everyone in the thread* I don't have enough energy to do individuals...

My fiance and I just keep getting in worse fights. God forbid I want him to come to the last day of my play... God forbid... Why does being sad when he doesn't come make him so mad?

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