*spies Hels, Mark, & Crimson*
*cuddles them all - group huggle time!!*

How are you all doing now?

I just got off WoW... it was a nice distraction but I still feel like I HAVE to cut, can't get around that feeling... ugh. :-S

And I'm still ill although not as badly. Stuffy nose and slight cough is all. Whew... I'm glad I'm getting better. :) Birthday's on Tuesday & even though I have to work (boo hiss!!) it still should be nice.

Stapling stuff and folding it (pamplets/booklets) is all done. Woohoo. :)

*hides in her hole trying not to cry*

I have no idea how I'm going to make it through 5 hours at the front desk this morning. I can't come on here from there and I dunno if I can deal alone today.
I fail....
I'm sorry.
*hugs everyone*
We'll see how it goes.

*cuddles Crimson* You're not a fail, sweetie... what's going on that makes you feel like you can't get through it alone? And anyway, even if you can't post on here, know that you are in our thoughts/prayers, 'k? *more cuddles* ♥

Crimson , you are not a fail , You are a great person :)

*cuddles everyone who wants*

*Cuddles Heather*

*cuddles more* =]

How are you Heather?

*cuddles everyone lots and lots*

*yawns* morning

*pops in for a quick hug session*

Its my sister high school graduation today. And i'm going to be seeing a lot of people from my class that have little siblings. I'm not sure i'm ready for all this, but we'll see how it goes. I'm happy for my sister though, its exciting for her to be able to go off to uni.

Whoa today was shitty from start to finish, so glad it over
manged to stop myself from cutting, still feeling like I want
to play in traffic, just feel noithing, just numb want to cut
so I know I'm still alive. as stuiped as it sounds.

*cuddles shadowedsoul* not stupid hunny

If it wasn't for the fact I knew no one else would be here to cover Ra being out today and Ri being on part time I don't think I would have even bothered getting out of bed this morning. I just feel like crap. And when I feel like crap I hang around different places on RYL.

Thx but I don't feel great.

*huggles Mark and April*
I s'pose I'll finish my break after a trip to the vending machine...

*hugs left for wardmates*

*Hugs Shadowedsoul, Crimson, Julie, Laura and Helen*

Right , I've finally worked up the nerve to take off my dressing and Look at my cut I made , I won't go into how it physically feels for risk of triggering anyone but I am going to un-dress it , clean it , go straight to bed and hopefully tomorow will be better , no medicals causing me stress, No urges and if urges no acting on them the best I can.

Goodnight , Morning , afternoon wardies :)

*Group Hug*

Ughhh................... :'(

*hides in the warren* :crying:

updated r/v........ :'(

i am so definitely a selfish controlling bitch. :crying: and i wish i weren't.

*cuddles everyone*

*cuddles Hels & spies Jill* :)