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PoisonedApple 30-04-2010 10:13 PM

Yeah April I play(ed) WoW... I'll probably start playing again this weekend since it's just a comp hook up away.

Doikers 30-04-2010 10:13 PM

I'm gonna go to bed soon so g'night everyone.

Also it dawned on me today that I have gone since Monday without S.I. without even thinking , I guess thats a mini battle won , maybe I'll make a week .

I'm getting more and more paranoid , thinking I'm being watched . I've put blue tak over mini holes in my ceiling to stop cameras. and BT and E-ON and the government benefit people keep bothering me and it's getting to me . Am I being normal ? , I've unplugged my phone so they can't ring me early and trick me again . I'm confused and to be honest quite nervous/anxious .

PoisonedApple 30-04-2010 10:15 PM

*cuddles Mark* Yay! on your mini win :) Sleep well. Sorry I have nothing else useful to say right now.

PoisonedApple 30-04-2010 10:16 PM

I spy Helen, Mark, Oliver, Laura and April :P

frenchhorn 30-04-2010 10:17 PM

Hi A and S, welcome, I'm Oliver.

Night Rosie

*cuddles Crimson* I know what you mean, sometimes you need to cry, but can't and your not even sure why.

*cuddles April* I keep reading your WoW talk and then getting confused and thinking I'm stupid for not understanding and then realising its WoW talk!! silly me

*hugs helen* how are you?

*hugs mark* night, congrats on your mini win.

*hugs laura,hayley, julie, Kahlia, JK and others he may have forgotten-sorry if I have*

I've written a list of everywhere I either need to ring, write to or go to to tell them of name change, its a long one and I know from others that someplaces get really stressy about it, especially when you want to change title and gender as well, but I know my rights so wont take any crap from them.

*ponders what to do for the night*

Doikers 30-04-2010 10:19 PM


but I know my rights so wont take any crap from them
Way to go you Oliver!! Good luck with your list * sends out positive thoughts *

PoisonedApple 30-04-2010 10:20 PM


I've written a list of everywhere I either need to ring, write to or go to to tell them of name change, its a long one and I know from others that someplaces get really stressy about it, especially when you want to change title and gender as well, but I know my rights so wont take any crap from them.
This is good, you have a list and a plan. And definitely don't take crap from anyone.

frenchhorn 30-04-2010 10:21 PM

thanks Mark and Crimson.

Doikers 30-04-2010 10:26 PM

Night all , sleep well ward mates , or have a great Saturday southern hemisphere friends :)

frenchhorn 30-04-2010 10:27 PM

night Mark, sleep well

MammaMia 30-04-2010 11:03 PM

Can't dtop crying.

Kahlia1981 30-04-2010 11:04 PM

*hugs all - except those that don't want hugs*

Life without a computer is hard. Hopefully my new monitor will arrive on Tuesday. I have to steal time on my housemate's computer when he isn't using it, and we just updated to Kubuntu 10.0.4 yesterday so I'm anxious to do the same to my computer.

I shut down my housemate's computer last night but forgot that I didn't have the password. A real bummer. He's shown me where it is now so if I have another of my sleep-disorder nights I can get onto the computer if necessary.

I feel bleh. Would really like to just curl up in bed and never wake up. So over everything. :(

I'll stop complaining and whining now.

*walks around and finds everyone and hugs everyone that wants a hug*

frenchhorn 30-04-2010 11:11 PM

*comes over to where Helen is and puts arm round her, and offers tissues*
whats up hun?

*hugs Kahlia* thats sucks about your computer situation, hope it gets better soon

my jaw and head hurts, my teacher asked if I had any friends today in our chat, I said I have some outside of uni, and said I have a few in college, but it was a lie, I don't they dont like me, I'm a loner.

PoisonedApple 30-04-2010 11:21 PM

*huggles Oliver, Kahlia and Helen*
Aside from that part of the conversation, how did the meeting go with your teacher Oliver?
Hope your monitor gets to you soon, Kahlia.
What's up, Helen?

Kahlia1981 30-04-2010 11:23 PM

*huggles Helen & offers tissues* Anything we can do to help HelS?

*offers Oliver hugs* I have to echo Crimson ... How did the rest of the conversation go?

Crimson: How are you going?

PoisonedApple 30-04-2010 11:24 PM

I have been decluttering and sent in an email to have Big Brothers Big Sisters come do a pick up of things I'm donating. Now its got me all nervous and anxious. *puts head down on desk* This is stupid. Sorry.

frenchhorn 30-04-2010 11:25 PM

it went ok I guess, she is being really supportive and said she wants to support me through my course and if I need to chat and I can talk to her and she will do what she can for me. I told her some stuff, like about the bullying in the past and verbally abusive father and how my sister no longer admits I exist, she seemed pretty shocked by some of it and tried to give me some ideas of how to move on with stuff, she is great, its just hard to talk about that sort of stuff and then have her as a horn teacher as well when she knows so much about you.
*hugs Crimson*

MammaMia 30-04-2010 11:43 PM

*hugs everyone and accepts tissues*

Tears seem to have stopped. For now. Already want them back even though this hurts so much.

Someone up there doesn't want me talking to my best friends tonight :'(

Scarletdreamer 30-04-2010 11:54 PM

*cuddles Hels and offers her my favorite stuffed toy, an ape that can comfort no matter what* He even smells good. :) His name is Agape and he is very cuddly... What's up, hon? why can't you get in touch with your besties? *more cuddles*

*cuddles Kahlia* Sorry about the comp issues, love. That sucks. :( It's kind of sad though, how dependent we've all become on computers - but in many ways it's good, allows us to get support!! :D and meet new (and awesome) people, like all of you guys. :) How are you feeling?? (sorry if you already answered this) any better?

*cuddles Oliver* I understand the awkwardness of it; my advisor is also my teacher and also my confidante. I go to him when I feel suicidal... I go to him when my ED is really bad... I go to him when I need help getting extensions... etc., etc., etc. And I currently have him for a class - AND he will be my internship advisor. AHHH!!! So yes... I well understand how you feel (about that, anyway). And well done for being an "official Oliver"!! (sorry about not commenting on that earlier) How did you choose the name?

I'm really really tired... but my rogue dinged 20!! That's from 16-20 in two days. Lol. I really need to quit playing so much and do more schoolwork... :-/ Have two papers due next week, really need to finish them up. Also need to make sure that I KNOW my finals schedule. :-X


Scarletdreamer 30-04-2010 11:55 PM

*cuddles Crimson* I've heard of BB/BS but never was involved with them in any way... I actually mentioned them in the talk that I did (senior sem presentation) :D hehe. How are you doing now??

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