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silentgirl 09-09-2013 02:21 PM

"checks self in, snuggles into blanket in the corner and just cries"

YodaBearInterrupted 12-09-2013 05:52 PM

I was bad last night and I did bad things *hides in the corner*

LessThanZero 12-09-2013 06:03 PM

i am so tired... :snoozle: [falls asleep behind the drapes]

YodaBearInterrupted 14-09-2013 05:51 PM

This is just getting worse all the time now... and it makes me worried. I don't have many to turn to for help or just to listen to me talk... sigh *cries softly in the corner*

Kahlia1981 15-09-2013 02:11 PM

I don't want to play any more *hides in a corner and cries*

YodaBearInterrupted 16-09-2013 02:37 AM

*hides in the corner*

I am scared

yoyogirl 16-09-2013 04:28 PM

Falls asleep in the virtual ward and decides this is best place for me

LizzieRose 17-09-2013 05:45 AM

*checks in, crying and goes to sob on a bed* I do not wanna go to Psychology tomorrow...

yuno44907 17-09-2013 06:53 PM

I am nearly completely destroyed. I just discovered there is 5 different personalities in my head. We keep fighting. One time my bad side decided to take control of me. Than my good side just decided to become me. And than she get tired really fast. Now i am really tired with headache. I started to hating myself and i wasnt kill myself bcause of i was believing i am perfect but i am not perfect. I am just guilty. Because of me ladies killing theirselves. I must not be rude and bad like this but i was nearly always like this. I think i am going to break and become an evil if i completely lose hope of love but wasnt i am already hopeless? I am just becoming more rude and bad and evil person with hate. I am no more virgin afterall. But this is even not acceptable for my evil side. Causing people to suicide too much even for a murderer. I am not a murderer or rapist but what if i become? I cant understand myself. Even my personalities are tired.

Kahlia1981 18-09-2013 12:04 AM

If anyone asks for us we aren't here. We're trying to outrun the voices and are hiding in a cupboard. We don't want to play any more. If she doesn't stop soon we're going to take action we don't want to take.

m0nk 19-09-2013 02:55 AM

*leaves pear vanilla ice cream popsicles on table in the invisible fridge*

Kahlia1981 19-09-2013 06:59 AM

*offers safe hugs, stuffed animals and tissues to all who want/need them*

So damn tired. Just want to sleep. It's only early afternoon but I just want to crash out right now and not wake up for a week. Meh...

YodaBearInterrupted 19-09-2013 11:03 PM

Thanks to family drama and stuff at home, now I am teetering on being unsafe and doing bad things... I reached out to a friend but no reply yet :(

*sits down and cries*

Kahlia1981 23-09-2013 12:41 PM

Every thing keeps getting worse.... J is screaming in my ear, my mood is dropping quickly, I'm becoming more suicidal every minute and I have everything I need to put my suicide plan into action. The only thing holding me here is that I don't want to put my family and friends through the torture I went through when I found Jem after his suicide. My husband says I should go to hospital but he's not doing so crash hot and there wouldn't be anyone left here to care for him. I don't know what to do... I just want it all to stop. I just want for it all to be over. Help. *crawls under a bed in the corner and starts crying*

yoyogirl 23-09-2013 01:23 PM

Why don't you ask someone to care for him like a neighbour and then go to the hospital

LizzieRose 24-09-2013 05:23 PM

*hides here* Too triggered...

m0nk 26-09-2013 02:25 AM

headaches, downtrodden... ibux wont help. meds makes it worse...

YodaBearInterrupted 26-09-2013 03:24 PM

*plops down on the couch*

So overwhelmed...

tweety pie 84 26-09-2013 07:32 PM

*hides in the corner*

I need protection from myself right now

sapphire hearts 26-09-2013 07:52 PM

Not been here in a while - T cancelled therapy and feeling really overwhelmed right now. *rocks in corner* safe hugs to anyone who wants one

YodaBearInterrupted 05-10-2013 05:18 PM

*hugs sapphire hearts*
*hugs tweety pie 84*

That was a terrible night... the nightmares felt so real and scary :(

DontLookUp 05-10-2013 10:21 PM

*crashes* i need somewhere safe :(

Doikers 06-10-2013 07:11 PM

*Group Hugs*

Kahlia1981 07-10-2013 11:19 AM

Hey big bro. *huggles*

I'm just going to disappear into a corner for a bit. Meh

m0nk 08-10-2013 04:00 PM

illuminates the long hallway with blacklight... unless there is a no blacklight sign somewhere. *goes exploring*

LizzieRose 08-10-2013 04:38 PM

I'm all alone and triggered... *cries and hides*

YodaBearInterrupted 09-10-2013 09:54 PM

*hugs all in here*

Upset at myself for doing what I did... but its too late to fix that. One of my friends who has known for a while about my "stuff" asked if he could have a phone number he could use in case things got bad and I was stubborn/refused etc. a lil while back. Well pas wto nights have been really really bad and I told him what I did and how I was unsafe and the such... now I am worried he will call and I will get in trouble...

*hides in the corner and puts a blanket over so no one sees me*

yoyogirl 09-10-2013 11:51 PM

Feeling really shitty right now had melt down in front of my parents and I really can't cope with all this bs at the moment x #crying

anarchistl0ve 10-10-2013 06:24 AM

~grabs blanket and beanbag curls up~ I haven't been here in forever *sad* I know. I stopped going to therapy again

Doikers 12-10-2013 06:41 PM

I recently lost my therepist too becca.

m0nk 12-10-2013 08:49 PM

is OCD and anxiety the same?

yoyogirl 13-10-2013 10:02 AM

Hiding in bed with my duvet and dog today

Long*Past 14-10-2013 10:06 AM

*makes a cup of tea and goes to curl up in bed*

yoyogirl 14-10-2013 01:04 PM

Still not feeling to good gonna make myself a cuppa tea, grab some galaxy from shop and hide in bed.

Long*Past 14-10-2013 08:17 PM

I should get dressed... but meh. Also need to eat, but don't want to. *pulls blankets over head*

Kittyenna 17-10-2013 12:01 AM

*checking in for a long time* hides under blankets and pillow

Long*Past 17-10-2013 02:14 AM

*takes tea and blankets out of bed* Hey, Rinnagirl. Can I just come sit with you?

Kittyenna 17-10-2013 11:38 PM

*nods* company would be a nice distraction

Long*Past 18-10-2013 02:16 AM

*wraps blanket around self, clutching cup of tea, next to Rinnagirl* I'm Ashley.

Kittyenna 18-10-2013 08:57 PM

*curls up under blanket* Hi Ashley, I'm Nat :)

FranticMind 18-10-2013 11:19 PM

*Crawls in* this is my first time here, i need to feel safe.

Kittyenna 20-10-2013 12:08 AM

*waves* hey franticmind, you're safe here, come sit with us if you want

m0nk 23-10-2013 11:19 AM

*sets out a box of love with chocolates in it* + *cleans up mess around invisible table and room and walls* *refills blankets pillows and lemonade and cookies*

YodaBearInterrupted 24-10-2013 02:33 AM

*sits in the corner and stares at the wall*

Such a fragile mind have I... and one simple thing will break it right now

Kittyenna 26-10-2013 01:04 AM

I think I finally broke

Long*Past 28-10-2013 10:28 PM

*offers Nat hugs* I feel you.
*waves at franticmind and yodabearinterrupted* You can join us if you like. I find cuddle puddles sometimes help me.

Kahlia1981 29-10-2013 09:47 AM

I came back from hospital one day too late. I missed seeing my grandfather by less than 24 hours. My heart has gone with him. :crying: Now we all have to try and pick up the pieces and ensure my nanna still has a reason to live.

Still Scarred 03-11-2013 01:51 PM

*has just noticed this thread and likes the idea*
*not feeling safe, grabs a king sized a doona and selfishly wraps around herself to hide*

Kahlia1981 04-11-2013 09:45 AM

The tears are falling thick and fast today. My hallucinations are becoming stronger and it feels like they are more real than the rest of the world. I'm very suicidal and am attempting to hide it from my husband even though I know that betrays the trust. I just can't say anything to him.... I just feel like there is no way out and I want all this to end. Maybe I should just knock myself out for the night. *sigh*

*disappears into a corner with my teddy bear and several boxes of tissues*

Kittyenna 04-11-2013 08:35 PM

*hugs Ashley*

I give up, all the fight has gone out of me, can't do it anymore


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