thanks lucy... i like trying to be superwoman though... it sucks when reality comes crashing in... and so the record's straight.. i have seen you give lots of support in here!

i'm going to call it a night... take care everyone..

Mm, I think I'm just gonna try & go to sleep as well.
Beats sitting up feeling like crap.
Night. x

I'm going to build a Schrodinger's cat's box in here if no-one minds ... hmmm, perhaps one that changes size whenever someone wants to get in ??

Go for it Kahlia *hugs*

*squishes everyone who needs it*

I am not even feeling overly low tonight, but I need to harm. I don't understand it but that is what has to happen.

Thanks Emma. *cuddles you* If you do harm, please do it in the safest way possible, although I hope you remain strong and survive the night without harming.

Or not.
Soon as I closed my eyes, thoughts raced so so fast.
Couldn't take it.
I'm back. Sadly for you guys.

Yikes, I missed a fair bit O_O;;

*Hugs all*

*hugsback*

thanks Kahalia*hugs* think it is manageable at home. Trying to ignore urges to continue :(

Did you manage to get some sleep Lucy?

How are you Dayna?

Nope, no sleep for me.
*sends hugs*

:( *hugs* hope you are ok there x

Emma: Rather volatile. Up and down like a yo-yo again x_o. Although I'm okay for the moment, having said that, and you?

*Hugs all again*

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Please take care there Lucy :(. Here if you want to talk. I hope your thoughts control themselves soon xxx

Any idea why you are up and down Dayna? *hugs* Glad you are ok atm though x

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Me? I am ok. I have SI'd some more and think it could do with a few stitches. Problem is, my pride won't let me go get it sorted atm. My mind is telling me to harm more but I'm not sure I have the energy tbh.

Don't do anything else *hugs*.
Get them looked at?
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Emma, although it is probably too late. My hope is that you didn't SI anymore. *hugs you*

Lucy, sorry you were unable to sleep. It's a bit of a nasty (sometimes circular) situation. *offers you hugs*

Dayna, hope you are okay at this present point in time ... after all, that's all we can really look at isn't it ?? *hugs you*

Emma: The fact that you have no energy left to harm more is probably a good thing. But if they need stitching, then you really ought to go and get them seen to properly. As for my mood, eh. God knows

Kahlia: Well, I was ._.; *hugs back*

Dayna : I'm assuming from that [and your mood symbol] that things aren't so good now. *hugs you tight* I sincerely hope that they improve.

Kahlia: I've no idea what set it off, either >_< *hugs back* I was alright earlier, and now it's just...wannagoandgiveinagain

Dayna : That can be really hard. I damaged myself during an incredibly lucid dream and now all that I can think about is making it bigger/deeper/more like a worthy answer for all the evil in me. Sorry, didn't mean to be selfish and take the conversation towards me ... I was originally just trying to offer some understanding and gentle support. *offers you hugs and a choice of stuffed animals to cuddle*